Thursday, December 29, 2005

hmmm...

Flaw: Wait for me All these miles, haunting questions linger in my mind. And all the while, making bad decisions out of line. Still I've tried, to let go of the danger in my life. It's alright, when that's the only thing I've left behind. And there's still time... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. At this time, I'm counting all the reasons I should stay. Bottom line. I'm missing all the things I gave away. I remind, and see your face every single day. Still I'm blind. I wish that there was something I could say To make things right... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. Just hold on a little bit longer. Thoughts and memories will be enough My need for you is only growing stronger. I know you don't understand it much But it doesn't mean I have to care about you any less It doesn't have a thing to do with that. There's still so many questions that are gonna' be addressed I'm sorry that it had to be like this. But there's still time to make things right. Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me.

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

hmmmm

deep in the night far off the light missing my headache visions of light sweeter delight kissin' my loveache how come I must know where obsession needs to go? how come I must know where the passion hides its feelings? how come I must know where obsession needs to go? how come I must know the direction of relieving?

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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

yay?

Thanks for the suport I guess... *blinks* So tired.. and my wrist hurts so bad >,< It makes this crackle pop sound when I move it, so it is annying as hell... but good news, I'm no longer stuck on that damn spider thingy! Got threw it and now I'm dealing with a piriate ship <3 Not to hard, xept for the bad ass undead bird you gotta kill, but meh, it no like-y the holy water so meh. Got the Irift gloves ad the Grenade Gun <3 It is classified in the: "Me Wanty" section of life. Well not much else to say, cept now.... Happy New Year.

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Monday, December 26, 2005

O:

Well I'm back in action, for the time being anyways.... I'm single since Christmas Eve what a joy... >,< Long story, but it was for the best.... now yay! I'll try to play more Devil May Cry.. I love that game... O,....,O RedvsBlue is down for the count right now so.... blargsh.... -Secret-

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Saturday, December 24, 2005

Merry Christmas!

But anyways.... I must likely wont be doing much today.. sept to be sent to bed early on a count of 'Santa' comeing tonight... don't my parents realize I know the secret? But oh well guess they love playing head games, at least my mother does, seeing that i live in a split home if you know what I mean. I live with my dad, its hard working chores but I'd rather live with the honest parent then the whorish lier.. but enough about that! Its Christmas Eve!!! Allow your Suger Plumb Fairy Dreams all come true Sweet children of God.

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Friday, December 23, 2005

O:

Well... not much going on at the momment cept new news on Devil May Cry.... Alright.... got threw the next mission... it seemed easy.... complete the test to get "Pride of Lion" this odd blue and white stone with a lion that looked like the Gryffondor Lion on it got the stone and once you pick it up... this large Magama Spider critter comes out of the cieling shattering the glass... kicked its ass.... twice.. get out of the room after 'killing' it the first time bam here it is again >,< so killed it a second time.... then after that you do a few dances like so.... then you come up to a shinny demon.... he came out of a mirror looking like you.. ((Dante)) Then like.. it turns into the shinny demon with goat horns O.o;;; Kicked its butt.. it likes to disappear and reappear in a differnt more difacult place so you have to get him, even though he's the challanger...... so now Dante is stuck in this lose lose situation O: He's gotta get the two spiders in the off shoot room to basicly kill each other.... "Get the ((weird name other wise known as Spiders)) to face their mutual deaths." So Dante is stuck for the time being.... *goes to internet to look it up if they are helpfull at all*

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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Whhot

DEVIL MAY CRY Alright.... got threw that place, you had to slice the hell out of the symbal in the corner of the room, then get droped down an elivator thingy then like o.o;;; Kill all the Marionettes in there, then wait fro the four doors to rise up kill all them, two came out of each door.... then go back up kill the critters in the bi-plane room then go to the door that is now uncursed and bam END O MISSION!!!!! THANK GOD! I'm on my forth mission now ^^ got the Alastor Sword and the Shotgun now Love them they kick total but <3 But alright, I got permission to stay on the computer up til 9pm for as long as I want within reason of cource as long as my chores are done and I'm not 'hateful' to my siblings.... Last night we went to Godfathers Pizza and had dinner, my lil brother whom is 13, Bubby for future use, payed for it, he wanted to.. cource we did this school homeowrk thing that payed him 75 bucks to complete it oO;;;;;; But meh.. I'm done rambleing..... -Secret-

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

O.o;

Playing Devil May Cry and I'm stuck ><;;; Well I am still stuck in a room with 7 of them damn things hanging in a room with a broken down airplane The next door is cursed and it says I must kill all seven of those f'ers to open the door. But I'm not sure how to awaken the p.o.s's But that's about it.... Can any one help xDDD I'm so confused... -Secret-

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

O:

Here in laball day til like 12:45pm anyways ^^ we'll play games but most likely I'll just watch ^^;;;; Have a very Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night! Silent night, holy night, all is calm, all is bright, round yon virgin mother and child... Holy invental tender and mild... sleep in heavenly peace! Sleep... In.. Heavenly... Peace.....

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Monday, December 19, 2005

My life so far

Alright, My grades up til now were sucky so I'm not gunno bother with them. I'll do resent years. My 6th grad year I met my best friend Katrina Meyer, she goes to Benjimen Logan and plans to join the JVS next year for school. 7th grade I met Natilya Ratcliff she lives in Columbus and goes to to a Private school, plus my friend Tawnya Jenkins too we are the THREE T's but neverthe less. 8 and 9th grade wasa waist of my life, no real friends sept them. 10th grade I worked for my school and made better friends with Nick and Terry they go out here now to Pickaway Ross CTC. 11th grade I love it here in this JVS I have goodfriends I've newly made John ,Andrew JB Bob and Hatfield, well I think they are ^^ i'm not sure what they think of me. I've delt with being made fun of all of my life, but for that I've become the loyal loving friend that people come to for help, but never the less, two deaths in my family has crush my heart, I havent been happy for along time since Friday when I spent all day in lab with John and the othersfrom CST 1 and 2 My Papua whom died at 84 and my cusion Christapher died at 16 from drug over dose... But that's my life right now! I hope you'll have a better one though ^^ -Secret-

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