Monday, June 20, 2005

Fair Warning
((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "Simple and Clean" From the begining of Kingdom Hearts

Well, i'll be moving July 8, so i may be offline for a while.

Forgive my absence, i've been packing and working on my new rp sites. Check it out!

http://dousojin.blogspot.com/
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Thursday, June 9, 2005

Caught in the Middle
((MOOD)) too pissed and upset for emotocons

((MUSIC)) Can't Not- Alanis Morissette

My parents are in the middle of a divorce and even though i am moved out and married and all that, somehow i'm pulled in the middle,used to get back at eachother. Though i admit it is mostly my dad's fault. He used my words that he weasled out of me to get back at my mom, to start more trouble and more problems. Threatening to get a lawyer, when the divorce is almost final. They are both playing similair games but there is one difference....my father is being utterly deceitful....lying, not only to mom...but to me....trying to make me think he is completly helpful and inocent, when i know d*** well he has a violent temper and wasn't there for the majority of my life. My mother is at least being honest with me and telling me everything that happens so that i know, but also because she is worried about what dad might do. At this point i wouldn't put anything past him.

My mom has a boyfriend, but that is okay because the divorce is almost final and though my dad denies it, is sure to have a girlfriend himself; How do i know? When i was over there a few days ago, painting a shelf that i'm taking...i went inside to rest and to let paint dry before i turned it over to do the other side. Dad got a call on his cell when he went to the bathroom, i leant over to see who called so i could tell him. What was suspicious is that is was a girl...it said 'Laura Mob' mostlikely short for Laura mobile. Dad doesn't have friends that are women besides a family friend named Heidi..part of a couple that my parents hung out with. He then called the woman who seemed to have a ppologized, cause dad said he was sittin there with me and then said, 'it's okay, i'll go outside, what do you wanna talk about?' Does that not sound like he has a girlfriend? Besides the fact that my dad would be gone for ten hours..and at a bar no less, at least as he claimed, we know he'd gone..i'd seen his car at the bar. All this began when i was still living with them......I'm damn sure he was cheating. Deceitful....i can't stand it. Infidelity is disgusting and horrible. However as this evidince provides, my father has no right to accuse my mother of thins that he himself is doing and poorly hiding.

Mom at least let my meet her boyfriend, why won't dad let me meet this girl? Why isn't he honest with me? He's never been honest with me...always lying...I appriciate that he pays more attention to me now and actually calls to check up on me when i'm sick and all. I really do like that he's doing that now, when he never used to be there for me. I'm all he has now.....i understand that...so why lie to me...has he become that compulsive a liar? Has he become that wrapped up in these games that he can't see past his nose now?

I know he is simply trying to make mom out to be the bad person. It pisses me off royally that he'd do this, then again he's been pulling crap like this for years.

I really wish they would stop this, actually wish my dad would just grow up and realize how stupid and childish he is being, throwing violent tantrums and pointing fingers........i want to tell him he'd better stop or i will disown him, i know deep down that is wrong and completly mean...even if i do mean it.
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Monday, June 6, 2005

Pack-aholic
((MOOD))

((MUSIC))Teenage Dirtbag (i can't remember who did it)

WOO We found an apartment in San Antonio, very nice and they accept pets. She only counted the dog since my cat is like 11 years old. We move in July 8th so i may be offline for a month or so. Givin ya fair warning.

I already started packing...i know i'm a month ahead of schedual...but this way we only hafta wake up that morning and load everything up. I'm super excited.

New background now. I usually just crop peices of bg's from pictures i find. I really like this one. Have a new avvie, yet again XD. This time i go as RubyMoon...he's so beautiful XP.

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Monday, May 30, 2005

Ain't that the freakiest..........
((MOOD))

Well don't that beat all! I went to check on my fanarts....and poof! suddenly 4 new ones that i HAD uploaded and was bitchin about suddenly appeared...right after i had givin up and posted the below.....

Freakin weird....but now i'm in a better mood...lol crazy place this.

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Happy Memorial Day
((MOOD)):
((MUSIC)): Your Kiss- NIN

Well i added 2 more fanarts, give it a little bit. I think i may have uploaded all the other ones too fast and too many in one night. It has been 48 hours so i am just going to add a couple every day or so.

In other news Happy Memorial Day to all of us who celebrate it...though...i'm not really goin to. My husbsand goes to work in about 2 1/2 hours and then after he returns from that, he goes to the other job to work all night until 8:30 in the morning...

Wow, now i'm depressed...stupid holiday! Now i'm gonna sulk in a corner while jamming to old school r&b and take quizzies. *mumbles and walks away*

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Dangit
((MOOD))

((Music)) Mi Chyo- Lee Jung Hyun

Why is it taking so long for my images to show?! It's kinda annoying...hmmm....maybe i uploaded too many...it may take a period of a few days for them to go through.... Guess i'll give it a few days and see....*waits*

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Late Night Posting
((MOOD))

((MUSIC)) Breath- CrossBreed

It's late at night and as to popular demand by people who were disapointed that i only had one piece of artwork up.....*deep breath* i have added more! Please go look and comment. Thankies!

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

MUSIC: Adieu- Yoko Kano-__Cowboy Bebop

Ever boring day........I really should find a job. Especially since we need to move soon, the lease is almost up! Oh well, i'll be happy to be out of this hell hole. Normally i don't mind small towns and i luv being out in the middle of freakin nowhere! It's so peaceful!!!! But...this place.....it's like living in the middle of Jerry Springer-land!!! RAWRG!

*Sigh* Well with any luck we'll be out of here in about a month or two. And off to San Antonio!!! *cheers* I was born there, live 45 minutes from it and i go there plenty so no biggy in the way of gettin used to change.
I just hope we get to move soon! XD
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