Sunday, March 21, 2004

   Gone?
My parents had a fight yesterday... and I thought like any other fight they had had before.. it would end in an hour or so and then they would forgive each other a few days later...
Five hours of screaming and swearing my dad come out and said that he was leaving. He looked at my sister and said that he was going to China and if she was smart she would come with him and not stay here with my mom and I, because even together we won't make it in life with out him.
I felt somewhat calm and amused as he glared at me... I just didn't give a s*** ... if he wanted to leave.. I wasn't gonna stop him on a bended knee.. after shouting at my sister for crying and being stupid.. he took off in his car and left.. and he hasn't returned.
If my parents do get a divorce then Im free to live a normal life... but at the sametime..if he leaves my mom will be really sad... and I will have to get go of my sister.... I dunno what to think. But I'd like some advice.
If my parents do get a divorce I might not be able to post for a while.... but I will try to post agian tomorrow SEe you guys later.
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004

   ACK
Man ...lol.. I haven't posted in sucha loooooong time....lol.. sorry everyone...lol..its been busy and kinda hard to think of something to post when my life is booooring. LOL so how is everyone? Skools sucka killer... Doing homework 'till the wee hours in the night.. And a huge project thats due tomorrow.. that we have barely started on... lol.. I can't stay any longer.. gotta go do the project... lol.. I'll post later cya guys ^

OH YEAH! LOL Happy St. Patrick’s Day!!
If your not wearing green... *pinch* LOL
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Sunday, March 14, 2004

   Some one to tell....
You know when you like someone.. and you find out that they got hurt or something bad happened to them... that feeling really sucks....
I found that my crush got into a gang fight.. and got beat up badly.... it really hurt when I found out.. because I dunno how he is... or if he's okay.
I know he's hurting bad..cause he use to wear an earring...a little silver one...at the top of his ear... and the jerks tore it off... I worry about him...and at night.. I can't sleep well...cause im wondering if he's okay or not...lol.. its strange.. love does wierd things to you.

Thanks for listening to me guys... I really needed to tell someone about this.. someone who won't laugh and tell me to forget it .. or ignore me on it... Im not looking for pity.. I just wanted to tell someone how I feel inside.
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Friday, March 12, 2004

   BAD DAY
Today really REALLY sucked a$$!!! Im so pissed off..nothings gone right today!!! First I failed my math test.. then I find out Im failing my Social class.
During the last period.. I find out that I lost my jacket and go hunting for it an hour and a half later I still couldn't find it..so I got really REALLY mad and punched the locker.. and busted up my hand. Then I found my jacket.... and then went shopping. I thought that would calm me down...but then I remembered that I had to go home veeeeery early because of my father. ( I HATE MY DAD) I missed my bus..got caught in the rian... my dad had to come pick me up.
At home I got on my computer... found out that I could not log into MSN... and busted my hand more from punching the PC a dozen times... omg GOD!! IM NOT HAVING A GOOD DAY!!!!!! * Rips at hair* Why is everything agianst me?!?!?!? * takes deep breath* sorry sorry..needed to get that out....
Man I love Myotaku.. ^^ I can rant and stuff
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Thursday, March 11, 2004

   A rant.....sorta....
School went by very verrrrry slowly today... and Math was just....BLAH! Even Social Studies was boring.. ever had one of those days? When it just drags on and on and on and on... And you just wanna jump up and run outta the classroom... just to escape the stupid teachers constant yakking.... LOL
Tomorrow is Friday..the last day of the week!! Im so happy..I just have to suffer ONE more day before I can go and play Final Fantasy 10 agian!!!
LOL See you guys later...


avoidant


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So Im retarded....hmm... geez... even the quiz hates me.
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

   Oy...
Hey alls! Hope you had a good day.. uh.. yeah...my day was..okay.. I think... lol...my father was being a prissy lil girl agian... so.. im grumpy... But its all good....My presentation went okay... I talked really fast.. hid behind the paper I was reading so nobody could see my face which was bright red... and skipped alot of parts... so ..naturally I got a bad mark... Awes... there goes my marks.... damn ....lol... ah.. geez.. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately.. and im becoming really moody and snappy... and I don't wanna hang around my friends.. for some reason ..I just wanna be alone.. or with my god bro just wandering around.. im questioning my mental health right now... lol.. thats all I have to say... oh the weathers been horrible and bus drivers are trying to kill me...lol...see you all later!
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Monday, March 8, 2004

   Presentations....
Hey all...hope you guys had a good day...^^ Ah...my day was good..until I got to Chinese Class... I found that I have to go up in front of the class tomorrow..and do an oral presentation....;___; Thats damn scary!!!! ;.; I can't talk infront of large crowds of people!!! Where they are all staring..watching me... arg!!!! I can't do it!! * Hides in a hole in the ground* This sucks...I can't see how anybody could go infront of so many people and do *anything* Not that I haven't done oral presentations in Social class..but I spoke ENGLISH in those presentations... I have to speak Mandarin... well okay... so its pretty close to Cantonese... what I speak at home... but its still hard and Omg...I think Im just gonna skip school tomorrow...or just skip Chinese class at least...its better then making a fool of myself... lol... man I gotta go think it over..see you guys tomorrow! ^^ Wish me luck! ^^... PLEASE... lol...
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Sunday, March 7, 2004

HEY! ^^
Man my weekend consisted of homework and babysitting my annoying cousins...@_@ Hope your guys's weekend was better =)
Today something really funny happened. I was walking to my closet to get my homework, and when I openned the closet door there was a pair of big scissors on the shelf right above my head and they fell I heard the scissors "clank" as they fell and I looked up and sorta did a stupid looking backwards stumble and the scissors landed an *inch* away from my foot...I stared at it with a "0.0" expression for a couple of seconds then I started laughing, and then I got up forgetting my homework and got some icecream. Yeah Im insane...I dunno why I found this funny but I just did..I stood there laughing for a couple of minutes..lol no I don't need mental help... :p LOL
Its school tomorrow..*sighs* Will the tormentation never end? I don't wanna go back..I never finished all my homework..;___; oh well alls good... Im gonna go visit your sites now..lol.see you guys later! ^^
Oh I found some old Superstition things...heres a few:

Babies born with teeth become extremely selfish.

Dogs that howl on Christmas Eve will go mad before the end of the year

Itchy nose - you will have quarrel with someone.

Halloween Superstitions
If you hear foot steps behind you on this night, don't look back. It may be the dead following you. Turning back could mean that you will very soon join the dead behind you.
Okies...these are really stupid..-.-;; I don't believe in most superstitions..namely these... I mean..I broke a mirrior..by sitting on it..and I haven't really gotten all that bad luck...lol...
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Friday, March 5, 2004

^^
Hey guys me back! ^^ YAY its Friday!! ^^ YAyz no skool!!!!! IM FREEEEEEEE!! And so are all of you! Be happy and don't get too drunk over the weekend. LoLz..im just sitting here and Im really bored.... I went Downtown China Town today..and brought Shonenjump and a Kakashi figurine!! ^^ ( From Naruto) Does anybody know what that book Kakashi carries around with him is about? lol Kakashi's so cool =)
Ah.. I see not many people remember the Power Rangers...lol.. man that show brings back alotta memories for me...lol..sitting infront of the T.V screen and watching them fight the gayy monsters that are trying to destroy the world.. lol. Im thinking about shows that I use to watch.. man... lets see... Lamb Chops Play along was one of them..omg.. hehe.. "This is the song that never ends! It goes on and on my friends!" ^^ lol that song is so damn annoying ^o^
Sorry Im just being an idiot... I hope you guys have a nice weekend and I leave you with yet another quiz..don't worry I'll stop posting these quizes sooner or later.

what flavor pocky are you?

[c] sugardew

Who doesn't like POcky?! Who?! WHO?!
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Thursday, March 4, 2004

Hey guys!
Im back from a full recovery =) Awes...I missed you guys alot..lol..=) Im sorry about yesterdays post..I was ah.. having a bad day, and its still sorta a bad day today..but its all good! =) Ah..hmm.. oh..today I were hanging around with lianne and Colin.. and we were talking about the Power Rangers!!! * everybody gives Selena a wierd look* Awes...come on you all remember the Power Rangers?! AHAhahah....The FIRST ever Power rangers!I use to watch it all the time! When I was little! I use to love the Red Ranger! LOL I was sucha dork! ^^ The Red one was Jason, the Blue one was Billy..the Yellow one was Trina or something...the Pink one is Kimberly and the Black one was Zack..^^ Ahaha.. man me and my friends are crazy. We argued about which Power Ranger matched up with which Robot things.....lol ^^ I just had to share with you guys ^^
And I have a Shout out to Wing... I hope you cheer up soon hun.. and don't be sad. Im here for you. ^^ Thats all for now guys... see you tomorrow have a nice day! ^^

Heres a piccy for all you too to laugh at or it might bring back some cool memories..



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