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Tuesday, December 30, 2003

A rant
Im back, and I've been thinking... ( Oh my god! RUN!) about stupid stuff..just randomly laying in bed looking at the dark ceiling and letting my mind wonder.. and love was on my mind... I hate that word.
I dunno why.. the word "love" confuses me, makes me uncomfertable, and scares the living shit outta me, and on occations makes me extremely pissed off..( which means ppls noses tend to break) I can't get into deep thoughts, I'm not a deep thinker..but this, I gotta get some answers on or I'll be thinking about it forever. I sometimes watch couples walk down the hall all happy and "in love" then the next day or so you see them raging at each others throats and threatening each other..or one ends up dumped and they cry in a corner... what the hell is going on? How can somebody..anybody do that? Just dump their boyfriend/gurlfriend and walk away to find another... where the heck did all the past feelings go? Its not that Im a heartless monster who doesn't ever feel anything...I've liked someone before, and I still do, but I hate him as well.. I hate him for making me feel the way I do.. does anybody understand me here? I dunno if any can understand me. Im getting angsty..-__-; On a happier note... um.... well I have no happier note.. I'll come up with something later.. see you alls.
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