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Friday, March 11, 2005


   Happy Anniversary

Today is Lionel's and my one year anniversary. *Big Smile* Wow, a year can go by fast, eh? =) Lionel is my first boyfriend... and the last I would say, because there is no other man in the world that could replace him. He is all that I will need for the rest of my life, the person I’ve been searching for. All I have ever wanted in a relationship is someone to really love me for who I am, personality wise. Not just looks. Someone who would make me feel loved, safe, warm, needed. And I wanted him to somehow to not mind my flaws, even though I have so many. Lionel is all that and more.

He makes me feel really happy whenever I talk to him, and sometimes, well, most of the time all I look forwards to on days is just to be able to sit down and talk to him for a couple of hours. The things he says to me are so sweet, and he makes me feel really special. I never thought anyone could care for me this much. And I hope I make him feel that way too, i care about him more then anything. He is the most important person in my life, my whole world. If I ever lost him…I don’t know... my life would be pretty meaningless.

Even though some of the people I have told about my relationship say that its stupid, because internet relationships never last, and its dangerous. I have nothing to fear from Lionel I trust him with my life. And he knows I would never hurt him.

Its been a childhood dream to marry my first boyfriend. And impossible as it seemed. It seems possible now. I don't care what my parents say, or what anybody else says. We'll get married one day sweetie.

Lionel, I love you so much, and I hope this post gave you some idea of how I feel...You can’t imagine how much you mean to me, how you make me feel all the time. With everything we have been through together, I can’t imagine us ever being apart. I hope I make you feel this way too… You’re my one and only. *Smoochies and Huggles* I love you forever and a day. Happy Anniversary Hunnie.

(Side note: Thanks for sticking by through all this guys, it’s a bit sappy I know...but its how I feel... badly expressed on paper. ^^;Im sorry i didn't come around to visit yesterday. =S SO much school work...I promise to visit today alright? Love you all too. lolz. Ttyl. ^^)



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