Wednesday, August 2, 2006

Been busy
Ya...I've been busy lately. So...ya. Also, I'm in CT for a little while until school starts. And I hate humidity....damn it.
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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Guild Wars......
Ah......been playing that game every night....gets alittle dull....but not really. Just gets better when I play as an old characture. not the new ones.....screw playing the begining. takes to long.

Need for Speed Mosted Wanted.....omg.....the king of Underground/Hot Pursuit games. My Corvette C6, Porche Cayman, BMW M3 GTR, Mazada RX - 8, and Ford Mustange GT will pwnd all your cars. (I can prove it too.) It mostly depeneds on WHO'S DRIVING!!! Not the car. I proved this in simulation runs. So fuck off you losers that say a BMW is slower than a Mustange GT. The BMW CAN BEAT THE MUSTANGE REGAURDLESS. But like I said, tis mostly the driver. But in a BMW.....you don't have to know how to race to drive a beamer.
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Friday, June 9, 2006

Tis another day......
Ya.......of being bored.........like always........nothing to do......maybe I should..........ya, I'm going to watch Ron White.
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Monday, June 5, 2006

haha, idiots.
Ya, both of them are idiots. He thinks I can't beat him in a fight, she thinks I'll lose.

Now she speaks that I think I'm better than him, which is true btw I don't have to prove it he messes up all the time, ya like I said....they are idiots. I don't think I'm better than everyone else. I AM OUT GOING, these are things she said btw what an idiot. So ya, my veanges will be coming. Just have to time it perfectly. Ha Ha, perfect. Reveange for Jason....1337.
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Sunday, June 4, 2006

HA HA!!! IRONY!!!
OMG!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! She called me up and said he broke up with her! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Better yet, I was going to do something to them today if she didn't call me up last night. IRONY!!! And the funny part was, Logan, X, Sam, and I were just sitting their, in Logans house, she calls and so does he, saying that they broke up. And Logan and I made a bet that it wouldn't last a week. On that day we made the bet, it was only 3 hrs. Hmmm....to use her....or give her a second chance? Gah, I like her. Shit.
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Friday, June 2, 2006

hmmm
The more I think about it, I was just a sucker. hmph, she has no idea who she's dealing with. No one does. Since I moved to Socorro, no one has any idea what I can do. Is this anger towards her just to make me remember her? I dunno. Probably. Who knows. But I know who she's going out with now, and he's a user. SHe'll find out on her own. But I don't want anything to do with them. Even if she does try to call me up because of who he is. She desevres it. She needs a kick in the ass. (BTW, I don't take it to well when I'm used, ppl WILL regret it.)

hmmm.....notice how that's a statment. That means something.
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Thursday, June 1, 2006

Single? Maybe....
well....since I mostly exspress feelings through songs, well, here's a song or two...or more.

MCR - "I'm not ok (I Promise)":

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

MCR - "The Ghost of You":

I never said I’d lie in wait forever
If I died, we'd be together now
I can’t always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever

Get the feeling that you’re never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna

Rise Against - "Anywhere But Here":

we've been alright up to now
but the air that we breathe is about to run out
we've rehearsed our lines clear and loud
but the cue never came and the lights they never went down
so we're passing the time
while time passes us
the fast lanes a term never applied to us
without a dime to my name or a prayer in the world
i walk out the door

destination anywhere but here
away from you

now i'm on my way to the otherside
[on my way]
i'll forget everything i left behind
[on my way]
these emepty rooms
[on my way]
are still filled with you
[on my way]

so i dropped out of my own race
a race with no finish line
no first or last place
i watch these faces all run right past me
i turn and walk away
'cause we finally know now what our
time here's about we were not meant to be
another face in the crowd
we're a forest of lives
we grow tall and wide
we won't ever be cut down

now i'm on my way to the otherside
[on my way]
i'll forget everything i left behind
[on my way]
these emepty rooms
[on my way]
are still filled with you
[on my way]

i'm so tired and turned around and scared
i'm lying in emepty beds again
i'll wait for you to come
to your senses barbed-wire fences
won't keep me from breaking through
i swear i will for you

now i'm on my way to the otherside
[on my way]
i'll forget everything i left behind
[on my way]
these emepty rooms
[on my way]
are still filled with you
[on my way]

i'm so tired and turned around and scared
i'm lying in emepty beds again
away from you

Rise Against - " Blood to Bleed":

this place rings with echoes of
lives once lived but now are lost
time spent wondering about tomorrow

I don't care if we lose it all tonight
up in flames, burning bright
warming the air of the world

"I don't love you anymore,"
is all I remember you telling me
never have I felt so cold
but I've no more blood to bleed
cuz my heart has been draining
into the sea

steps I take in your footsteps
aren't getting me closer to what is left
of the dreams of what I once claimed to know

within my bones this resonate
boiling blood will circulate
could you tell me again what you did this for?

"I don't love you anymore,"
is all I remember you telling me
never have I felt so cold
but I've no more blood to bleed
cuz my heart has been draining
into the sea

and still I wait with a hope inside of me
so still I wait until again we meet
until again we meet

within my bones this resonate
boiling blod will circulate
could you tell me again what you did this for?

"I don't love you anymore,"
is all I remember you telling me
never have I felt so cold
but I've no more blood to bleed
cuz my heart has been draining
into the sea

I really liked her........
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Friday, May 26, 2006

YES!!!
I'm done with my finals and you all know what that means.....NO SCHOOL!!! YES! You all have to go to school. XP
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

hmmm
Well, we desided to start all over again. (Great....wait....easy.) Ya...this time it's for real.
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Friday, May 19, 2006

A story...
Ya.....lets see....were to begin.

It all started when I barly knew her. but we started getting to know each other over a period of time. then I found out that I had feelings for her. But when I was about to ask her out, she was already going out with a friend.

Later on, I noticed that she was getting sad....depressed. She wasn't the type to be depressed. And I was their for her when she was down. And I told her my feelings for her.

She seemed happy....and alittle suprised to. But I noticed that she was coming closer to me to. Cause later....we started hanging out more and more. Talking, sharing our thoughts, what we think of things.

Then she just kissed me...out of the blue. My feelings for her were growing. Prom was coming up....and she said it depends....

Prom night was coming....I was running out of time. I got my tux, she was working on her dress. the next day I asked if she wanted to go to prom with me again....she seemed sad in her voice. She sad no. I was....upset. I went to prom. but I bought a single ticket. Later she called me and sad she was sorry. I wasn't.

I blew up on her, and told her who is it, me or him. No answer. I hung up and was about to get my gun to shot. (Not me, target practice...)She called back and said me. But I asked if she want to go to prom...she said I wish I can. I asked why, she said I'm not good with stuff like this.

She asked for me to go anyways, and said the last dance will be ours. I said I dunno....depends if I don't get drunk. She said don't. We'll beable to do stuff together, just you wait.

She arrived, I was with the girl my friends set up for me. I was disappointed, but yet happy. She was getting mad that I was with another girl. But the last dance came, she couldn't dance with me, her date wouldn't let her dance with any of her friends. She's to kind....but that's what attracted me to her.

Later that night, she called me when I was at a friends house, after an hour, when I changed and did ninja missions, and I got her and she and I went into our secret spot, watched the stars until we fell asleep.

And that was the night that changed everything....
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