current evil thought: (if only i could do that to the gym teachers)
well i hated the swimming as you can see in the picture above. replace that cat with a black one and that's what i'd look like lol. well today wasn't all bad though. exept the am part. *sighs* i'm just not a morning person. nor will i ever be. when i got to gym everything went down hill. we had to do some swimming strokes then we got free swim. which fee swim isn't bad or anything it's just the guys were being complete fools jumping on eachother andsplaching everywhere. normally i don't mind being splashed it's just cause i don't feel well so i get pissed a little easier then usual. that and britt kelt on with the short jokes and calling me ed. ATTENTION BRITT: if you are reading this i hear that enough from my dad ok so shut the fuck up and stop with the name calling!!!!!!!
ok anyway after i get out of gym i have to go home. well someone ended up stealing my towel for some reason. so i don't have it now. then when i was going to the busses i found out they were switching my bus! so i go on the other one. then they switch me back to the other one. then they switch it again! by this time i was pissed. well finally they let me get on the bus i started to get on in the first place. *shakes head* damn simple minded fools annoying the hell out of me. anyway i guess i'll go now ok? ttygl!
~sephy
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current mood: :p
hey everyone. sorry for not posting. yesterday i wasn't feeling very well. i'm still not really. but i'm better then yesterday. i didn't get to go to swayywa's party yesterday because of it. i think shes mad at me.... i dunno. it's not like you can chose when your sick though so i mean why be mad? anyway lets see what happened yesterday?..........well nothing really happened yesterday. i had to rest for a while cause of being sick. well i've got nothing really exiting to say so i'm gonna go k? well cyas laters
~sephy
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well today was my first day at high school. i have to say it kinda sucked. i almost need a persicom to find my way through there lol. i got lost only twice but still it's confusing. well my classes are as listed....
1:math
2:science
3:english
4: most important lunch!
5:gym
well i found out zat tamamma is in my english class so zat pisses me off. this girl zat acts and almost looks exactly like rose is in my science class and above all else zat pisses me off shishirou bitchy annoying hell spawn herself is in my gym class! heh heh heh but my luck will change for the better for you see we have to start swimming on monday and shishirou is like a bird in the sea and a fish in the air. it just don't work out lol. i'll be laughing my ass off the whole time. *giggles* she looks like trunks with long brown and pink hair! lmfao! *wipes tear from eye* only when i laugh to much i can cry lol. but yeah it won't be soooo bad. *smirks* evil ideas lol well anyway i guess it will be ok. i must go so ttyl k?
~sephy
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hey everyone sorry for not posting yesterday. i had a lot of things to do. freshmen lift off and all. for those of you who couldn't read my poem let me know if you sitll want to read it. i'll put it in tomorrows post. this jusr isn't fair. my so called dreams just won't go away. it's hard to explain. sometimes it's normal nightmares. when others it's.........well it's not something i could post lets say. hmmm lets just hope the lastest ones don't come true like the last one did.... there is one that has been repeating it's self lately. i just can't seem to wake up when it comes either. does this place sound like one you've herd of? it's a village cast in a never ending night. every house every biulding has red roofs. all of them made of brick. in the black still sky red and purple moons rain with painted clouds over this strange place. in the middle of this village is a swing set. it's next to a forest. for some reason this place brings me so many bad memories. anyone know zat place? if you do let me know. zats where they start and where they end. after every nightmare i'm brought there and after i'm there i can't seem to wake up. it's very strange.....well before i write anymore off the wall strange things zat ppl could call me insane for i'll go. well ttyl k?
~sephy
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well you all asked for it. 8 ppl said they wanted it. are you ready for my damned nightmares? let me explain. Ed lost his mother because she died of illness. i lost my "uncle" ron because someone killed him in a car crash. Ed lost Nina because Scar killed her. i lost my "little sister" night shade because dogs killed her. i chose fma for the poems theme because what happens to me and the main characters have many things in common. i can relate to the anime well so if you don't like it then please no hate mail or annoying comments. well there is one more person i could lose. Horse butt,roy,sesshomaru,the person i'm named after sephiroth,father,my daddy. things in my family are kinda fucked up. i dunno if my parents will split or not. i hope they stay together though. a daddys girl without her dad just wouldn't be herself. laugh if you want. it wouldn't matter to me. but zat is why i've got the name i do. don't get zhe wrong idea ok? well here is zhe poem. i hope you like it to say zhe least. it's been a few years since they both died but the nightmares still come as vivid and graphic as ever. you wanted to know now you do. it's true what the avatar says. "A dream that really comes true cannot truely be called a dream"
as the avatar says a dream that really comes true cannot truly be called a dream. quite a few of my so called dreams have come true. but these dreams were more like nightmares. hmmmmmm ok heres an idea let me knw if you guys and gals want me to post a poem i've wrote zhen please comment. it's about zhese "dreams". let me know k?
~sephy
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well it's confused envy and it's confused me to.... does anyone know where to get a magna carta blog?! lol i can't find one anywhere it's insane. ohh and rae got a new game yesterday. she has animal crossing now. zat is zhe most cheesey and screwy game i've ever played yet i almost can't stop playing lol. i'm worse with magna carta though. i can hardly stay off of magna carta lol. well if anyone can help with the blog it will be nice. well i must go so cyas k?
~sephy
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*sighs* you know i wish everytime i snaped my fingers zhe person i was mad at would go away. if only i had mustang's gloves. *evil smirk* heh heh heh if i had them then zat perv would be gone! ohh you guys haven't herd zat story have you? well yesterday some perv started pming me asking if i was hot. if there are 3 things i can't stand it's 1:perverts 2:stupdity and 3:begging. well the dumbass wouldn't leave me alone for a few mins. then i just got fed up and erased zhe pm. *snaps* boom hes gone! *snaps* ********* is gone! *snaps* *snaps* *snaps* *snaps* *snaps* well i feel better now lol. i guess i'll go. so ttyl k?
~sephy
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
current mood: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
something tells me that when i go to the lake with swayywa i'm gonna have to run from kat. *whispers* she said she was bringing a camera.......*yells* that's gonna be a sudden death for me!!!!!!!! i hate cameras. *folds arms across chest* i'm scared to know how many pics of me she'll try to get.... well i hope i don't end up like shorty in the pics kat takes of me. heh if see can get any of me that is. ohh sorry for not posting yesterday. i was taking a mini break. well i guess that's all i have to say for now...... cyas ttyl k?
~sephy
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Tuesday, August 8, 2006
current mood: questioning.......
theres been a lot on my mind lately. tangled unraveled peices of thread that weave my story has resurfaced themselves. making ripples of lost and unwanted memeries of the past slowly walk ashore. small flames of a flickering bright future dance in the embracing shadows cast by a moon of trusted fables. here sitting in my room, my world these thoughts go through my head as if it were a shaded landscape that was safe to wonder through with no worries. these threads turn to chains as they reach the broken stone inside. living in this body yet so cold do to the untold fairy tales of the past. in this slow almost haunting dream things go from peacefull to a nightmareish hell. yet................ it all is ok by day break. the dawn brings the light.....the sun.......the twilight to my eturnall midnight. but....what happens....when you try to erase.....what is unwanted? so many words run through and wash over like the ocean at high tide. small almost ripples of a mummering stream to huge tsunamis crashing down as the storm comes in. a roaring inferno of words of unspoken dark feelings boils under the surface. can it....? would it be ok to let it out?................would that be the right thing....? or...would it lead to more tsunamis? as day turns to night and night turns to day all these thoughts fade and stand still like the calm after sin is defeated. is this going to be everyday? is it....? is it safe to look within? and erase...all that's been?
~sephy
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