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Monday, March 12, 2007






well here i am. I'm still not sure what to say about all this. I just don't like it you know? i can hear it i hear it well. the beat of some of the members has changed. it doesn't beat to the same tune it used to. it's a tune i don't know and yet....... i know it so well it could be my own. it's sad to say but even their colors have changed as well. they no longer shine on the same ones. i've seen this many more times then one could count and yet i never thought i'd see it within my kingdom....much less my own castle. it's almost sad really. at this point i'm worried about my grandparents for they are stressed beyond all reasonable beleif. i can only picture in my mind what they're going through. i want to say something but if i do it will get back to them somehow. if anything is to come from this weather it be good or bad i'll try and come on to tell you. you'll have to forgive me if i don't answer your pm right away if you chose to write me. and i'm sorry if i'm not on much......it's just dealing with this sort of thing takes time and trying to read in the dark what fate has in store for you is rather hard no? so if my kingdom of darkness is to fall i guess this fallen one will be out of trusted ones offline.....sadly family wise. well as i see it i'll be short an uncle and aunt since i don't count them as family anymore. that's sad and horrible to say i know but i'll be damned if i let them do what they want. what they're doing isn't right and as my motto says "i fight for what i say is right. once my mind is set it doesn't change stand in my way and it's your own death you arange." as a fallen one i already have fights in my futture but as a person i have a small chance to see through all this. deseption within the bloodline...betrual in the bloodline....in the worst case scenario my grandparents could die from all this stress. worst case scenario for them would be my wrath. fate has delt me a cruel hand of cards but i can change all that for i can and will play them right. that is a promise. all this is hard to believe no? i have a hard time believeing this bullshit myself with how they are acting but.........i believe that my side shall win and i think i'll leave this rant at that.
take care all,
~sephy
may you have good luck

*disappears into the darkness*




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