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Tuesday, May 9, 2006


lost/left behind
have you ever had one of those days where everything just sucks and even sleeping doesn't make you feel better? that's kinda what happened to me today. the school band had the last show for the year today. the big spring consert. i'm a drummer girl. i'm proud of that but so many things went wrong tonight. swayywa....i feel so bad for her. we played this oriental (excuse the spelling if anythings wrong.) song and she was going to dance around with her bowstick. well turns out her mom wouldn't let her because she was worried that she would mess up,that she didn't have enough practice(she really did. i've saw her act before it's really awesome....better then what i could do by a long shot.) and she on top of all that was ashamed of swayywa's rep so she couldn't do it. swayywa told be she felt a the ultimate dishonor. because of her mom she let the whole band down. i tried to cheer her up but it really didn't work. swayywas really p.o.ed right now. some other things she said has me worried too. i don't feel like saying everything. it's strange....me and swayywa have known eachother for a really long time now. it's almost like when one of us is sad,p.o.ed,depressed ect. the other would know it without even being around. kinda like one would feel alittle of what the other is going through. if i feel like this then i wonder how poor swayywa is fairing. yeah i know what i said doesn't really make since you don't have to say anything. like the subject says i feel like i'm lost somewhere and left behind in this strange feeling. left in the dark in the rolling tides of mystery. wow that really didn't make since....well mabe it did but ....tysh just forget i said that. sometimes i just can't stand this time of year........it brings back way to many memeries of things that are best left forgotton. well i guess i'll ttyl k? cya
~sephy

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