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Saturday, April 23, 2005
It's been a while
Sorry, I haven't been around for awhile. Spring break finally came, so I've been off all week. Haven't been online for a quite a while either. We're going to go shopping for a new TV today. We're leaving for Best Buy in like half an hour.
I'm drinking a vanilla milkshake right now, and it is so good. I haven't had a milkshake in a while. I love it. Well, I've got to go. Ttyl!
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Dynasty Warriors
Dude. I got a cool new game called Dynasty Warriors 4: Empires. It's actually real old. The sequel, Dynasty Warriors 5 is already out, but it's still fun. I got for 30 some dollars, and it's awesome. Well, I gotta go.
Cya!
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Thanks everyone
Thank you all for your comments. I really appreciate them. Almost all of them cheered me up a little. Haven't really talked to her since that night. I should call her or something. I feel like it's unresolved or something.
Anyway, I've got a big Spanish exam tomorrow. I should be studying for it, but my wanting to play videogames is overpowering the need to study. Watch me fail. It'd serve me right, too.
Well, I need to get back to FFX-2. I know what you're thinking. "Again?!" I'm bored. I need something to do. Well, cya!
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
This is so AFU!!!!
(AFU is all fucked up.) Dude. You don't KNOW how fucked up this is. You have no idea. NO idea.
Ok, I find this girl that I like, right? Oh, and guess what? She feels the same way about me! Whoopdeedoo! Go team Tommy!
And then, she's going to be gone all summer, and I mean, ALL summer. Either for the Dominican Republic (where she's from) or all over the states with her uncle and her best friend. And I told her that I was worried she'd just forget about me. Not completely forget, but just that she was going to forget that we were together or whatever, and screw some guy or one of her friends.
And she agrees with me. And I'm like: hold up, rewind, what?
She was just like: yea, i'll probably forget about you or whatever. And I'm like: ...well that doesn't have to HAPPEN. And she refuses to see the light, and she was talking last night, like she wasn't the right girl for me, and I was just like, what? And she thinks I'll do the same, and I MIGHT. Mabye.
Probably. But she's just thinks it's inevitable, so why try? And beleive it or not, it was actually the her idea to get together in the first place. And she's saying fuck it. And now I'm confused... and slightly hurt. I mean... yea.
I'll admit, she is kind of a bad influence. I'd be lying if I said otherwise, but me myself am smart enough NOT to do... some of the stuff that she does. And it just makes me wanna go: ugh! It makes me so mad!
Just when I find someone who likes me (romantically), and for who I am, not because some chic sees something attractive about me or whatever, she wants to bail out. What the fuck is that? Do you see what I mean? Do you see why this bombs to the nth degree?
*Sigh* And I can't even get a sense of closure! How cruel does life have to be? Says alot about my LOVE life. I'm so sick and tired of this. If I drank beer, this would be one of those moments where I would say, I need another beer.
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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Saturday, April 9, 2005
!!!!!!
OMYGOSH! One of my best friends is in love! Oh my gosh! I'm so happy for her! She goes out with this guy named Anthony, and he loves her, and she loves him, and it's so (not cute because then it just sounds like i'm making fun of her), but I can't find a better word for it, so for now, it shall remain "cute!" Oh my gosh! I'm so happy for her. *Sigh* I remember when I was in love once. It was a BITCH to be perfectly honest, but whatever. It's still FABULOUS to be in love. Well, I must go, and play videogames, and chat online and such. I'll see you tomorrow!
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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Long time no see!
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I should change my music sometime, too. Boy have you guys missed alot! Ok, you all know Jatna, right? I know you're probably sick and tired of hearing about her, but whatever.
Anyway, this dude she was going out with in the summer called her. It turned out, that she and the dude (Andy), just sort of wanted some space, and this was just at the end of the summer. And Jatna lives with her cousin Joulie. (I think that's how you spell his name.)
So, I guess Joulie talks to Andy, or hangs out with Andy or whatever, because Andy called her, and he was all mad and everything. So, how do I know all this you ask? Well, I went online that night, and Jatna was online, and she said there was this major problem or whatever.
And I thought it was gonna be nothing, like, Jatna was just overreacting or whatever. And she was all like, can I talk to you over the phone? I'd feel more comfortable that way. (Don't ask me why. I never really did find out. Don't really care that much.)
So, I called her up, and she sounded like she was crying. So she explained to me what was going on, and surprisingly, it actually made me kind of mad. Mad at Andy, because he was sort of/kind of being an asshole. Joulie because he kept egging Andy on to be mad at her and crap, and that he lied to Andy saying we did some shit together that we never did.
And finally, Jatna, because it was ultimately her fault, cuz she broke her promise. Oh yeah! They made a promise that wouldn't really go out with anyone or whatever. They could like flirt and stuff, but not actually have a serious relationship and crap like that. I was also kind of mad at her, because she dragged me into somehow and it really wasn't my problem.
I mean, I can sort of see why she would, because she felt I should know, or maybe for emotional support (which I would NOT have appreciated), but either way, I was mad at her. I was having such a good night, too. Long story short, Jatna eventually said "whatever", "do what you want", and "I don't really want to see you anymore." And then, way back when, I was worried about us being together screwing up our friendship, and it sort of did, because now I was really mad at her, and I wouldn't have been if I hadn't gotten together with her.
So, Jatna got the bright idea that we just become, what she likes to call, "friends with priveliges." And it doesn't SEEM like that, anymore (it's been like a week since this all happened,) but it kinda bothers me, because she's one of my best friends, but at the same time, I'm romantically interested in her. So, I don't want to screw up our friendship, niether does she, but we're both interested in each other. It's screwed up! I hate it! It's stupid! And it wasn't even my idea either! Maybe I'm just missing a sense of closure or something.
Man, this rant really didn't help me at all. What a waste. And I've been feeling like this ever since it happened, too. Maybe I'm still mad at her or something? I don't know.
Catch ya later you guys!
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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Sunday, April 3, 2005
Meringue Contest
Somehow, I got volunteered for a meringue contest. I don't know who did it, but someone volunteered me for a meringue contest after school on Tuesday. I have a feeling Jatna had something to do with that, but that's beside the point. Now I need to learn how to dance meringue in 2 days, in order not to look like an idiot. Sorry I haven't updated in a while.
I've been really busy and really lazy this week. Well, I gotta go. Cya!
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Dude...
Hey guys... I know that by the time you read this, it'll probably be tomorrow already, but you should check out Scage's site. He's new here, and he made this sort-of cool contest where you vote on these avatars he made. I imagine, whichever one wins he's going to use. His site's pretty cool, too.
Why don't you do him a favor and go visit him and stuff?
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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I woke up today, got ready for school... and went to school. I got there, and we had fun and all that, until Andrew, this really loud, often rude kid, who doesn't mean to be that way, (I think it's just force of habit or something,) asks my best friend, Martin, if he can borrow his calculator. Martin let's him, and then Andrew sneezes on his calculator. And then when Martin gets his calculator back, he wipes it on my pants! Yuck!
Some best friend. Later that day, I started to feel sick. And I simply put two and two together, and realized that Andrew indirectly got me sick. God! I already hate Andrew with a burning passion, and then he has to go and get me sick because he doesn't wash his hands?
Yuck! The bastard. So I'm sick, and later on, in study hall, (study hall is basically where you do homework until 2 or sumpthin if you don't have an internship,) I'm sittin there trying to work on my homework, and I see this pothead, Micheal, trying to make a joint. Now, I used to call him a pothead before, just because he always looks high, but now, I can really call him a pothead. What a loser.
I told a teacher about five minutes later, and he got sent home. I hope he gets suspended for like, a week. Well, that's my day so far, and I... don't have anything else to talk about. So, cya!
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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