Well, the votes have been cast in, and Cloud beat Zack by a mile. In other news, alot has happened since, Wednesday. I'm surprised I haven't posted about it yet.
There's this girl named Jatna, right? And she's from the Dominican Republic and everything. And we're best friends. We've known each other for four years now. And way back when, we went out together.
It was for like a month, and then we broke up, and we hated each other, for forever. And last year, we sort of let go of our grudges and just said, fuck it. Let's be friends. And we've grown to be good friends and everything.
But, recently, Jatna's been going through alot of emotional shit, like she cuts herself, and she doesn't think she's very attractive or whatever because she's a little overweight, and she thinks no one cares about her or whatever. She basically feels unloved. Period. And I've been trying to cheer her up alot. Cuz I know she's going through all this shit, and, you know, she seems like she's all that on the outside, but she doesn't feel good about herself on the inside.
What she didn't know at the time was that I had started liking her again. And it wasn't like, one day I said: I like Jatna. I guess it was just cuz we're friends again, and we don't hate each other, and because we have a lot of classes with each other and everything.
And she was online on Tuesday and i kept telling her that people cared about her and everything, and telling her all this good stuff about her and everything, and she thinks it's bullshit or whatever. So she made this big speech or whatever, about how she thought she was fat, and she was a bitch, and all she did was read books and feel sorry for herself, and that somehow she came to the conclusion that nobody likes her or wants to go out with her, for who she is; just that she's a girl and guys want sex.
So I told her I like her. I really didn't want to, cuz I didn't think it would work out, especially since she seems so out of my league. It's like, here's little ol' tommy, right? You know, he's cute, but there are other guys out there. And then there's Jatna, right? And yea, alot of people know her. Me and her are good friends, but she's like so popular or whatever, and you know. I just feel like I'm not good enough for her or whatever.
So anyway, I told her this, and at first she agreed with me, and we just talked for a little while. And then at the end of our conversation she said that whenever people ask how many boyfriends she had, she only says one, and she names me, even though she TECHINCALLY went out with like 4 or 5. And she says:so if you still think it won't work out thats your decisione okay. And then she just signed off. That's what left me speechless, that one night. I mean, I was SHOCKED.
I was STUNNED. I felt like, someone froze my vocal cords and I couldn't say anything. She caught me so off guard, that I didn't know what to say. I was speechless.
This post is taking a bit long, so I'll finish this later. Also, I can't forget the next round. Here goes:
First up in the arena is Barret. You big, masculine black dude from Final Fantasy VII. He is extremely strong (judging from his muscle mass) and has a gun grafted on to his right arm, alowing him to shoot from long range. However, if he pleases, he can also graft sort range weapons, like his trademark "Atomic Scissors" that you can steal early on in the game.
Going up agains Barret is Rude. The silent, but deadly member of the Turks. Tall, probably relatively strong, and equipped with a pistol (although in the game, he prefers to use his fists) Rude is an excellent fighter. He was trained well, and would have to be, to be a member of the Turks.
Cast your votes and decide their fates! Let the voting begin!:
Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15
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