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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   This is so AFU!!!!


(AFU is all fucked up.) Dude. You don't KNOW how fucked up this is. You have no idea. NO idea.

Ok, I find this girl that I like, right? Oh, and guess what? She feels the same way about me! Whoopdeedoo! Go team Tommy!

And then, she's going to be gone all summer, and I mean, ALL summer. Either for the Dominican Republic (where she's from) or all over the states with her uncle and her best friend. And I told her that I was worried she'd just forget about me. Not completely forget, but just that she was going to forget that we were together or whatever, and screw some guy or one of her friends.
And she agrees with me. And I'm like: hold up, rewind, what?

She was just like: yea, i'll probably forget about you or whatever. And I'm like: ...well that doesn't have to HAPPEN. And she refuses to see the light, and she was talking last night, like she wasn't the right girl for me, and I was just like, what? And she thinks I'll do the same, and I MIGHT. Mabye.

Probably. But she's just thinks it's inevitable, so why try? And beleive it or not, it was actually the her idea to get together in the first place. And she's saying fuck it. And now I'm confused... and slightly hurt. I mean... yea.

I'll admit, she is kind of a bad influence. I'd be lying if I said otherwise, but me myself am smart enough NOT to do... some of the stuff that she does. And it just makes me wanna go: ugh! It makes me so mad!

Just when I find someone who likes me (romantically), and for who I am, not because some chic sees something attractive about me or whatever, she wants to bail out. What the fuck is that? Do you see what I mean? Do you see why this bombs to the nth degree?

*Sigh* And I can't even get a sense of closure! How cruel does life have to be? Says alot about my LOVE life. I'm so sick and tired of this. If I drank beer, this would be one of those moments where I would say, I need another beer.

Thanx for reading
Sephistrife15


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