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Gender
Male
Location
Based in California right now
Member Since
2006-05-18
Occupation
Bounty Hunter in training, Martial arts instructer in training (part time), student
Real Name
Well i can tell you that my middle name is Joseph hence my main charaters name and my nick name (Seph or Sephoray) and i am related to the Macleod's of Scottland hence (Seph Cloud)
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Achievements
Black belt in taekwondo. Acomplished swordsmen, (weapons master), a fair sniper (i'm serious) oh and by the way, 98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't copy & paste this into your profile.
Anime Fan Since
Since i even really knew what it was. My first one was Gundam Wing.
Favorite Anime
Azumanga Daioh, Blue Gender, Cowboy Bebop, Crest of the Stars, Excel Saga (Dont watch last episode!), FLCL, Full Metal Alchemist, Gad Guard, Any of the Gundam Series (excepting SD), Hellsing, Inu Yasha, Naruto, Neon Genisis Evangeline, Wolfs Rain
Goals
I plan to become profishent in five or more martail arts (one down), work in the military, publish my manga "Streaked Silver" (I just got it all copy righted) ^-^
Hobbies
martial arts, video games, drawing, writing,
Talents
Martial arts, (is video games concitered a talent?) writing, getting hurt, hurting others (intentonally or not) getting dumped by girlfriends (sigh*****) acting evil and tough to cover up my torn up heart...........
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
depressed now in heart rending poetry
crap, its been 6 months sense my best friend Cali left my life, i want to repair the damage but i dont know how. i dont think shell ever even be my friend again. being depressed sucks, i dont want to draw, read, do homework (like i ever do), i had to force my self to post this thing right here. well any way, its not like anybody really can help me right now. what ever. this is a poem i though up while struggeling to fall asleep tonight. i hope you all like it, and maybe let some of you know what im going through.........who knows, maybe she'll see it, i doubt it though.
Cold and Gray
Six months it’s been almost to the day,
My life became so cold and gray
I never did think or know,
You’d leave me standing in to snow
That day you went and walked away,
I did not know what I could say
And still I don’t know what to do,
Though I still long to be with you
The act that cut our friend friendships life
The cruel most unforgiving knife
Was just my act to try and protect
The one that soon would me reject
So now my life is bitter cold
Without the one I wished to hold
The one I suffer for, in the snow
Will she even let me show?
My love for her in such a way
To end this life, so cold and gray
By Josh Stewart (Seph Cloud)
To Cali
Where ever you are
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