Monday, May 1, 2006

Kohaku's Innocent Memories

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

   Swimming, dream, and sleeping
Ha! I'm back!
Okay, you remember how a few days ago or something I was complaining about needing the song, 'Kaze no naka e' from InuYasha? GUESS WHO GOT IT!!!! ME! *Is hyper*

Erm...... went swimming yesterday, and then went back to Emilys. Then, went home with Jodie, who said something that could be counted as bitchy. Ho hum (I'm not that much of a fool to put it on the site for all to reason).
Erm... watched Doctor Who last night. I swear to.... erm.... myself that whoever it was playing the headmaster dude was scary.
Stayed up for a bit, went to bed. Had a dream based on the Doctor Who episode. LONG story.

Woke up this morning, wondering why Nightmare Troubadour had made me save without going back to my own house on the game *gasp*
Erm.... I can get past beating Big Five number 5, Mokuba and Noah, but GOZABORO IS IMPOSSEEBLE TO DEFEAT! C'mon! You have to beat him in 20 turns, and the game forever makes you pick up crap cards, and him not crap cards. The furthest I've gotten him down on Life points is something like 5000, with me on about 2000 (its my Injection Fairy Lily's fault).

Erm..... what else is there? Oh yeah, theres something stupid on tv. You know those plasma ball things where you put your hand on and then this beam of plasmay stuff follows it? Some girl just put her head on the ball, and started screaming how it was burning her head..... weird.

I'm going now, becuase I need to.... erm.... do something.
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Friday, April 28, 2006

   NOVASONIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (And Barbie Girl in Japanese?!)
Yessah, I found Barbie Girl in Japanese on my cmoputer today. Possibly something to do with Rebecca. Must ask her what possessed her to get that. Also, I got Slam, a hard rock Novasonic song. I love that song. It's fabulous. Its catchy, and in Korean, and its on the Pump It Up game, and I can dance to tat song on difficult (although you have to jump around a lot like an idiot, but I can get an 'A' on it XD)

After school today, I went off to Newcastle to go shopping with my mom, sister and nanna. Apart from the bus we got on didn't go to Newcastle, so we got off at Gateshead Metro, and went on the metro. It was funny, because I was sorta panicking when we heard these weird noises, but was alright after that.
Erm..... went to McDonalds which was practically empty. It was funny because we got the choice of seats, and we got our order straight away, apart from the argument between my mom and the McDonalds girl.
Then, I got two new swimming costumes. THEY RAWK!!! They're both green, but one is this khaki sort of colour. They have long tops, so its like a bikini that covers your stomach. I was gonna get a bikini, apart from the tops for them were tiny. I also got a headband..... and something else me thinks... o.O

I haven't been in long to be honest. And my MSN is being a bitchy. It won't sign in, and I'm too lazy to go on Windows Messenger. Must check my PMs sometime, but dunno when. And I must clear out my inbox because everytime I sign in on the comuter it currently says '6 unread messages'. Ho hum. Must read/delete them somtime, cos most of them are for my Mom's Closer Bingo thingy.

I swear to..... erm..... the buddha that the sound on my computer is broken. But it was really loud for Novasonic. Oh well.
*Is singing 'No Matter What' from Yu-Gi-Oh! cos she hacked into her sister's account and stole songs from it*

I'm forcing Jessica to get Broadband Internet. And MSN. So she can talk, and not stay silent most of the time. Yep, she's getting a computer in her room. Jamie wants it in his room........ probably so he can look at porn or something.

Ugh, my head hurts. I think its because of these earrings. I swear to god they're pulling my head down, or gonna rip my ears off.

I'M AN IDIOT, AND I JUST RELISED IT! Due to the swimming thing, I have left 6 bodysprays including an FCUK one god knows where. And I need to find them becfore my mom relises. And they're all up my nannas. And I'm wearing my jimjams.

Oh well, who cares? I must now learn the words to Novasonic. And one of the singers in Novasonic (not the really spooky one who has this yelly, raspy sorta voice, who scared me on the video for the song) has a canny shmexy voice. Me just relised aswell. *has fried brain due to being eletrocuted from sister*
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

   Everytime we touch (watch this, isn't the timing just great?) And you dont even hafta like the song, just watch the AMV and tell me what you think!

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

   SO SUE ME! I'M HYPER AND LIKE POSTING RANDOM THINGS!!!!
Here's some lines I found in a fanfiction:
InuYasha dies because he is just stupid

Sango: "you'll have to fight for me!! (She says batting her eyes)"

Miroku sucks himself up with his wind tunnel

Sesshomaru: "OK, Ok, Ok, Ok I eat Kikyo now"
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With nothing but my memories (a MirxSango poem, not by me)
I can't help but think about her.
She ripped out my heart,
But I can't seem to reach hers.
She's holding it back.
She smiles,
But behind her smile lies her true feelings.
She's scared.
She's afraid and confused.
She can't understand the way she feels towards me.
She can't figure out why every time she sees me her heart skips a beat,
And her stomach flutters,
The butterflies in it flying in circles.
I try to tell her,
But she only ignores.
She won't hear of it,
It's crazy.
I try to help her understand,
But she refuses,
and backs away.
I try to help her,
By telling her how i feel,
But of course,
She won't listen.
I try to help her,
Try to help her understand,
But now it's too late...
She's gone now.
Now, I sit here,
Remembering our pasts.
I cry and cry,
Thinking it will help ease the pain.
I try to forget,
But i can't help it.
I can't help but miss her.
But now she's gone.
Now, She's gone.
She's with him.
Leaving me,
With nothing but my memories...
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   Perhaps I didn't explain it well enough...
EDIT: I CURRENTLY CAN'T SEND PMs. THERE IS AN ERROR COMING UP EVERYTIME I TRY TO SEND ONE.

I said I was moving this site. Well, I have. Sorta. This site will contain edited posts, whilst the other will have unedited posts. And if I already know ya, I'll send you the link if you ask for it, and if I don't properly know you... hm.... some checking may be on order ;)

Anyhow, once again school was boring, apart from I went to the school library at dinner/lunch to start my chemistry homework. Only 13 more pages to do. My art homework was pants, because I was rushing it cos I stayed out until about 9:15, and I also had other homework to do.

Went to the dentists. I actually like my dentist cos she're nice to me, since I seem to be the only one in my family who actually has teeth that are very good. My sister now has 3 more fillings than me (I have none.....) and she had alot of cavities. She's now barred from eating sugary crap. I'm vair vair happy because of it cos she won't be hyper anymore. And my mom has to go back for another filling. I don;t have to go back for another 6 months....

-HAZEL'S WEDDING TAKEN OUT HERE (ON MY NEW SITE)-

My mom has been on my site again. Well, it's either her or me own 'happy, friendly hacker'. Long story. Will explain some other time.

Broke my other site's layout, so the site is down until I can fix it. Oh well, time to use yet another premade. Whenever I do bother to make one, it dies. Typical.

Okay, I was gonna put this part on my new site, because I thought it was gonna piss off alot of dancey music fans.
'DANCING IN THE DARK' BY DJ ZIKTUS (OR WHATEVER THEY'RE CALLED) IS CRAP!!!
There you are. But I prefer 'Everytime we touch' by Cascada.

Still haven't found anyone with Kaze no naka e. I really want that song, because its really catchy, plus I need it for my AMV.
AMV'S MADE:
The Way (Online)
Faint (Offline)
Flyin' without wings (Offline)
No Promises (In progress)
Walk like a man (Offline)
M (Offline)

There was one more but I deleted it. And they're all mainly crap, including The Way. Faint had a good timing, but it wouldn't save properly. Same with Flyin' without Wings, Walk like a man and M.

Ugh, is this normal or not? All day, from Geography onwards, I've had this really weird feeling in my chest. It's like there are loads of butterflies in my chest, and I don't like this feeling. It's seems unnatural, because I only usually get butterflies in my stomach.
Anybody know what this feeling is? Cos it's driving me mad at the moment.

I want a Zane doll now. Vair vair long story.

MSN is being bitchy again. It's signed me in, but won't let me change my status from Offline. Ugh!
EDIT: Got it online now ;)

That reminds me. Because I have set myself on a.... er.... spiritual quest to stop being bitchy and being nice, I have started up the 'Help Molly Fund'. Molly is this old woman who lives in my street. She has no curtains, and is so poor she can't use heating, and she can only have limited hot water. And her clothes look like they were from World War One. So, since my sister told me all of this, I have set up a fund for her so she can get heating and that, cos it's bloody cold in the winter.

Also, my mam might aswell be an emo/goth. Reason?
CASE 1: My 'lost' Evanescence album in her CD collection
CASE 2: The Marilyn Manson songs on the computer
CASE 3: Her continual eye liner wearing

Apart from that, can't think of anything else. Ooooh everything about Hazel's wedding is what my mam said ;)
I love being a parrot, and I have had about 99 bitchy/sarcastic comments almost coming from me all day long... and I've managed to keep them all in!
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Monday, April 24, 2006

   Moving...
Yes, I am moving this site. Why? For my own reasons which I don't want to talk about. Anyways, some more on that. Okay? I already have a new website up, but yes, I will be using this site. This site will have edited versions of my posts, whilst the other one will show the parts you weren't allowed to see ;)
PM me if you would like a link, but I'm only giving a few links out at a time. I don't want this site to be bursting onto the scence.

Saturday night was fab. Played on Mario Kart DS, and Lucy has borrowed it to me. So I'm going to do wireless play on it. Yay!
School was boring today, per usual. Nothing new, apart from I started to feel like yelling the most random things ever. Seriously random things. Erm.... developed a new habit. I listen to my iPod so much that I now have a habit of putting my hand to my hear, like I'm listening to my iPod. Oh god.

Has anybody heard 'Kaze no naka e' from InuYasha? It's a great song.... very catchy. I've been mentally singing it, since I can't find anyone who is offering downloads of it. And I mean nobody is. I heard it from an AMV, and I'm in lurrrrrrve with that song.

Wrote a song last night out of boredom. It's quite good, and not as bonkers as the love song I wrote on Saturday. Why was that song bonkers? The beginning was all sincere and stuff, and by the end when I was starting to lost interest, I ended up writing 'You're drawn like a curtain'.
Yes, you read that write. Curtain. No idea what I was on at the time.

Oooooh! If you saw my post about Anime Expo, I might be going there! If I do, it's gonna be soooo cool! And I'll even cosplay (somehow).

I wrote a little rant earlier, but I'm not gonna post it, unless I can't think of anything to post. Same to random bonkers songs I write out of boredom. Ha! Nooooooooow, all together now!

'KAZE NO NAKA E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
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Saturday, April 22, 2006

   MOVING
I'm moving this site...
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Quitting.... perhaps?
Okay, okay. I know you probably don't know what I am 'quitting' yet.

I am highly considering quitting my otaku. Yes, I will add ecards and stuff from time to time, but for the moment, I've quit using this site. It was all fine when I first started, but I can't have any time away from my friends, who have signed up. I can't express true emotions and all that crap with them lurking around. So yeah, I'm gonna move this site to a different blog website, so I can be myself.

Okay, some people at school who read this taunt me about it. I remember posting about feeling sorry for someone who was murdered almost a year ago, and one girl in my class read this blog, and said something like this to me on MSN (I can't remember what she said exactly, but this is how much I remember (and this is my improvised chatspeak/n00b language):
lyk, omg! y r u postin on ur site about sum1 who isnt even real? thts so weerd!

Ooooh I remember being really mad about that beacuse yes, that person WAS real! I only found out about that story from The Otaku news page!

Sheesh, I can't even make a typo or two (or about 50) without being criticised about it. So what? We all make mistakes, don't we? So why can't I?

Yes, I know over the past year or so, I've been really bitchy about what I've said about people. I admit it! Like, when Emily and I fell out, we used to post it on our sites, like we were trying to get people to support us or something, and I think we used these sites to attack each other. Yes, really immature, I know.
And I'm tired of being immature and bitchy and whatever, but I do get like that when people upset me, okay? Or when I am upset about something, like I am now (Ken, R.I.P. and thanks for the cool sledge).

Sheesh, some people are really stereotypical. So what if I have a pink tracksuit? Some people just think because I have one, I'm not a charva. So what if I have a few mini-skirts? It doesn't mean I'm a prep/whore/slut. So what if I have gypsy skirts? It doesn't mean I'm a hippie/gypsy! In fact, I've been labelled as so many things, I can't remember what most of them are! *cough*Oh Liiiiiiiiiiaaaaaammmmmmm!*cough*

Also, sometimes, updating this seems like a huge burden. I'm really busy lately.
Even now, it's really difficult for me to watch anime of any sort, and most of the time. I'm too busy focusing on the future, and training now.

And yes, I know some people are going to take snippits from this post, and then write sarcastic comments about it. And yes, that really is going to hurt me, since like I said, I can't be free to express my emotions because I'm afraid of that happening.
I don't want a blog of mine to be free for anybody to read. I just want it so I can be me; the hyped, easily emotional, insane girl.
I've written and rewritten this so many times, and I think this will sum everything up.

Yes, I will sometimes sign any guestbooks if I feel like it, and sometimes, I will go around and visit other people's sites. Sometimes, I will post my own works, such as poems, song lyrics, and I sometimes will post random cool things I've liked or found whilst browsing around.

So until I return by:
a) Missing everyone out there
b) Boredom
c) Sheer persuasion

Buh-bye!
Adios!
Aur Revoir! (sp.?)
Sayanara!
Goodbye!
Oh, whatever, I'll shut up now and leave you all in peace.

And yes, after re-reading this, I have been vair vair bitchy in this post. Sheesh, I need to stop being bitchy sometime.......... so sorry to anyone who I have ever been bitchy to in anything I've ever written in The Otaku.
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