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Birthday
1992-02-27
Gender
Female
Location
My house, in front of my computer...I guess
Member Since
2004-12-02
Occupation
Trying to get Anger Managment, thinking Jakotsu is awesome
Real Name
Rachael
Personal
Achievements
After about a year and something...I finally managed to draw Yugi's hair! Also, I forget things very easily... I've actually forgotten things two seconds after saying them
Anime Fan Since
I liked it when I was younger, and then it seemed as though anime got wiped from the existance of the UK, until they started to show YuGi-Oh! Then I got hooked again.
Favorite Anime
I like nearly all anime, but to name a few of my favourites it would be Yu-Gi-Oh!, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Noir, One Piece, Rurouni Kenshin, InuYasha and others.
Goals
Stop forgetting things, think of more random things to say...and oh yes. Build a giant snowman thing that looks like a mecha in my backgarden.
Hobbies
Getting mad easily, forgetting things all of the time, bopping and singing along to random songs.
Talents
Uh...forgetting things. Wait a moment...what did I just type. Lemme check....
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myOtaku.com: Serenity Wishes
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
Quitting.... perhaps?
Okay, okay. I know you probably don't know what I am 'quitting' yet.
I am highly considering quitting my otaku. Yes, I will add ecards and stuff from time to time, but for the moment, I've quit using this site. It was all fine when I first started, but I can't have any time away from my friends, who have signed up. I can't express true emotions and all that crap with them lurking around. So yeah, I'm gonna move this site to a different blog website, so I can be myself.
Okay, some people at school who read this taunt me about it. I remember posting about feeling sorry for someone who was murdered almost a year ago, and one girl in my class read this blog, and said something like this to me on MSN (I can't remember what she said exactly, but this is how much I remember (and this is my improvised chatspeak/n00b language):
lyk, omg! y r u postin on ur site about sum1 who isnt even real? thts so weerd!
Ooooh I remember being really mad about that beacuse yes, that person WAS real! I only found out about that story from The Otaku news page!
Sheesh, I can't even make a typo or two (or about 50) without being criticised about it. So what? We all make mistakes, don't we? So why can't I?
Yes, I know over the past year or so, I've been really bitchy about what I've said about people. I admit it! Like, when Emily and I fell out, we used to post it on our sites, like we were trying to get people to support us or something, and I think we used these sites to attack each other. Yes, really immature, I know.
And I'm tired of being immature and bitchy and whatever, but I do get like that when people upset me, okay? Or when I am upset about something, like I am now (Ken, R.I.P. and thanks for the cool sledge).
Sheesh, some people are really stereotypical. So what if I have a pink tracksuit? Some people just think because I have one, I'm not a charva. So what if I have a few mini-skirts? It doesn't mean I'm a prep/whore/slut. So what if I have gypsy skirts? It doesn't mean I'm a hippie/gypsy! In fact, I've been labelled as so many things, I can't remember what most of them are! *cough*Oh Liiiiiiiiiiaaaaaammmmmmm!*cough*
Also, sometimes, updating this seems like a huge burden. I'm really busy lately.
Even now, it's really difficult for me to watch anime of any sort, and most of the time. I'm too busy focusing on the future, and training now.
And yes, I know some people are going to take snippits from this post, and then write sarcastic comments about it. And yes, that really is going to hurt me, since like I said, I can't be free to express my emotions because I'm afraid of that happening.
I don't want a blog of mine to be free for anybody to read. I just want it so I can be me; the hyped, easily emotional, insane girl.
I've written and rewritten this so many times, and I think this will sum everything up.
Yes, I will sometimes sign any guestbooks if I feel like it, and sometimes, I will go around and visit other people's sites. Sometimes, I will post my own works, such as poems, song lyrics, and I sometimes will post random cool things I've liked or found whilst browsing around.
So until I return by:
a) Missing everyone out there
b) Boredom
c) Sheer persuasion
Buh-bye!
Adios!
Aur Revoir! (sp.?)
Sayanara!
Goodbye!
Oh, whatever, I'll shut up now and leave you all in peace.
And yes, after re-reading this, I have been vair vair bitchy in this post. Sheesh, I need to stop being bitchy sometime.......... so sorry to anyone who I have ever been bitchy to in anything I've ever written in The Otaku.
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