Tuesday, January 24, 2006

   Update Goodness
Greetings friends! ^-^

Just want to give yuns an update on how I've been doing.

I started work on the night shift at Wal-Mart and I'm loving it so far.
The labor is hard, but once I'm done helping unload all of the paletts, I get to be all alone with my work. Nice quiet peaceful aloneness....
That and time seems to fly, before I know it, the sky outside begins to turn a light shade of blue and it's time to clock out.
The drive back to my apartment is so wonderful because of sunrise; the sky shimmers in a myriad of colors cascading across the heavens in ways that are almost unfathombale to my be-wondered eyes. The only bummer is that I drive past two police precincts and the cops like to sniff my exaust periodically -.-'
Also, the first night I worked, my first boss, Mr. Ralph walked onto my isle to see how I was doing, stopped dead in his tracks, stared at the perfectly faced/zoned shelves and said, "Girl, you gonna be a star around here!" Gave me a hearty pat on the back, and walked away smilling.
My second night, my second boss Mr. Jeremy, walked onto my isle and exclaimed, "It's so beautiful!"
I turned and blinked, "You...like it? o.o..."
"Like it," he replied, "I'm loving it!" ^-^
The other employees are very nice to me ^-^ ....except this one guy named John...o.o

He's an older guy who stalks around with a sour look on his face. From what I hear, he's sexist, mean, doesn't like anybody, seems to silently hate the world and everything in general and is racist.(My own boss told me this) The guy has been reprimanded a few times for snide comments, and Mr. Jeremy said if he ever said anything unpleasant to me, to just let him know-
But anyhoo, last night I worked, there were 10-11 people working to unload the five pallets we had, and we finally got all but two almost done, and the remaining two were a blink away from being done, and five people were working away at it, so I decided I would put my roller up. I was working four isle that night and from the looks John had been giving me all night, I was in his way. I went inside the backroom to put the roller up and was talking to Mr. Jeremy when Johnburst in a yelled, "No one needs to put their roller up. We got a full pallet and a half still out here that needs done!"
Mr. Jeremy turned to me but I cut him off before he could speak, "I got it chief." ^-^
I marched myself outside, smiled right at John, unloaded all of one pallet onto my roller, stacked all seven wooden crates each pallet came mounted on by myself, cleaned up the hot sauce another employee had spilled and put up everything on my roller in it's correct isle then went straight to my first isle.
Smoke them apples ya douschbag! >.O
But that guy is bad Karma...I accidentally dropped and broke a thing of honey mustard sauce just as he walked past me, but this time, I had help cleaning it up. ^-^

And this guy named Ian wants to date me, but that's just too much ^//^.
Overall, I love the job and it pays good, and I love working at night.

School is going great, I'm going to look at a townhouse for rent with my friends so I can get away from mom, and everything is going great. ^0^

More soon and loves!

-S-
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Friday, January 20, 2006

   SUCCESSSS! ^-^
Stands tall from the dust, gripping the pole of the flag in her hand and raising the flapping blue fabric high.

YES! ^o^ I have good news my associates!

My second drug test came back without a hitch and I have a Job! ^o^ !!!!!

Behold the newest member of:
The Wal-Mart Army!!!!!!
Mwahahahaha!!!! ^,,^

Also, college is going wonderfully.
My Sign Language teacher is this hot guy, and he is such a dynamic instructor, and the sing language is really nifty too ^^''

My English teacher turns out to be my advisor and she is going to let me bring me laptop to class so I can wreck my evil whilst learning at the same time! <>,_,<>

I haven't started my Digital Animations course just yet, but my boyfriend (my Don Quixote) will be in the class with me...and that's the important thing ^_^....^//^ hehheeh...Moving on!

VICTORY IS MINE! >.< HAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!! ^o^

Now I am going to go pounce upon you all ^^

Loves n hugs

- S
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

   UPDATE
Yo... tis been long time since last I got on here, so let me tell you why I've been gone so long...

1) Mom decided that she no longer wishes to 'deal' with or 'love' me; and has ordered me to leave the house...permanently. She even hired a lawyer to draw up the Eviction Notice papers, despite all my efforts to disuade her.

2) My older sister graduated from college! ^o^ I am so proud of her.

3) My younger sister is failing her Freshman year of high school....again! -.-'

4)I hooked up with some old friends from high school, who have opened up their hearts and apartment to me so that I'm not a bum on the streets.

5) My two year old half brother got terribly sick, but he is doing much better now ^-^.

6)I am having an epiphany about my college endeavours and what career I wish to induldge my full attention.

7) I have been waging a war inside my dreams...which is a terribly long story and is still ongoing unfortunately.

8) I MISS MY MASTER!!!!! OH! BLUEDEMONBOY WHEARE ART THOU!!!>????!!!!

9) Apparently, there is something naturally wrong with my body because my drug test keeps getting sent out for furthur testing and then brainwashes unsuspecting technitions into forgetting where the hell they put the yellow bastard! -.-' It would only be my urine that strives to world domination...sigh...

Tis 3 am in the morning and I have to be up at 9 so I can go to my sign language class ^-^. Really excited about the three...courses...that I am currently enrolled in. And although times are hard for me right now, I want all to know that I am well, in good health, well loved and fighting with all I've got ! ^-^

Now I'm off to format my site to make it more suitable to the changes I require...hope you enjoy! ^o^

Love to all!

-S
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

POST!
I can't talk much today.

Danno sent the pics of my looking like adrroling smiling idiot when I went to go meet:
THE BRUCE CAMPBELL!! ^o^
(For Those Who Don't Know Him: He is the famous B -movie horror actor. He plays Ash in the Evil Dead and Army of Darkness movies. And he was on Xena and Hercules as Autolocus: The King of Theives! ^-^ )

That guy is mah hero! ^^

He winked at me too!!! When he said my name, my real name, to sign my stuff. I thought I was going to melt and pass out onthe floor as a drooling babbling idiot, but luckily - the will of Serrafina stomach's all! ^o^

Whenever I get a chance (I'm not going to have much chance to get to sites or do much of anything I have so many tasks that need to get done today or I'm BONED!) I will post the pics ^^
Bluedemonboy has them if you guys want them first hand!

LOVES!

-Serra ^^
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   YAHOOOS! ^o^
Ahh, today is good day! ^o^

I have excellent news for all!
NAMELESS Part 4 is so near completion all it lacks is one more scene and then it's done!
I will do the best to get it done by the end of today so that I can post it first thing tomorrow.

I'm doing just great - but I'm going to be busy running my tail off again today! :D Anyhoo, lol,

I hope your days are blessed and as glorious as the fires of the sun! ^o^

Fight the good fight my friends and own your fates.

I'm off, to bother and pounce upon you all! ^^

- Serra
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Monday, August 22, 2005

   *Yawn*
Last night was another adventure beneath the moon. ^-^

I took my sister up to Clarksvegas to meet with The HeartBreak Club, and we had a good time, eating, scaring people at Steak and Smoothie, terrorizing a kiddie park at 11 AM, driving around....etc...

But down to business *evil glint in eye ^^*...

Today I have made arrangements to be ALONE so I can type the wonderful goodness that has been ravenously CLAWING to get out of my cranial cavity and to your awaiting eyes.

But first, I'm going to go visit your sites and poke you ^-^

-Serra
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Sunday, August 21, 2005

   EXCELSIOR!!! ^o^
OMG...I never knew you guys cared so much *cries with happiness and huggles you all!*

Everything is back to normal now.

As Master, The BlueDemonBoy said to me when I told him earlier on IM: "Huh? o.o That's good but uhm...how this possible?"

Simple:
My Mom is Bipolar to the extreme degree.

One day she's yelling at me to get out of the house cause she hates me, the next she's hugging and kissing me for being such a wonderful help.

Yeah, I know go figure...

That's why I didn't cry yesterday or let her get under my skin. My mom has threatened to throw me out on the street so many times, but she never goes through with any malfliction she swears upon me.

Yesterday morning was kind of the boundary line, where I wasn't sure if mom would flop today or tomorrow. Then we got home and we each seperated ourselves for a while and mom starting getting chipper b/c there were more people wanting to come see the house. The youngest laid down for a nap. Catie and I crawled into our bunk beds to get some sleep b/c none of us sleep well after a family fight.
We lay there as three groups of families came into the house and walked around. One of them had a little girl that I heard say, "Mommy look. The House has sleeping people!" and it was so cute! ^o^

Catie rolled over after a few hours and asked if I was awake, then we started talking about Tacos and decided that we would go to the store and get the fixin's for a kickass taco night.
Mom was in the living room as we told her what our plan was and she pulled out the credit card and made a list of some things that we needed. Everything was all hugs and smiles. ^-^

Catie and I went to the store around the corner, came home, shooed everyone including mom out of the kitchen and made the best *@#% Tacos and quacamolie, refried bean, dinner ever! you'd think we were a mexian restraunt! ^^
Mom just raved praises about the food and thanked us so much for making dinner. We all watched TV together and I knew things were back to normal. ^-^

Then, Catie got a call from her friend and asked me if I wanted to go see 'A Winter's Tale' at Centinnial Park with her friend's family. I jump at the chance to see a play! ^-^
So we went to the 18th annual Shakespeare in the Park Event that is held every summer in Centinnial Park.
And it was fabulous! ^o^
Although we had to sit on a blanket in the grass, and it was quite hot outside and we were all sweating like pigs - it was just wonderful.
The play was great and the actors hillarious! ^o^ I was rolling onthe ground by the time it was over.
But the best part came at intermission...
You see, we have a replica of the Parthenon in Greece built right in the heart of the Park, the way it once looked in the days before the wear of time and neglect. This structure stands in full glory. I found myself watching my shadow play on the large stones as I walked through the darkness past the Doric Pillars that soared and towered upward to the blue tiled ceiling hidden in the gloom. I turned to gaze down at the land below half expecting to see the rolling lands of Greece beneath - and insted gazed at the Blood Red Harvest Moon as it rose over the tree tops.

Yesterday, was one of the best days of my life. ^-^

Love to all!

-Serra
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

....The Beating....
You guys are so wonderful to care so much for me ^-^.
There is no one on My O that has ever caused me any grief - I love you all and you are never a problem! ^0^

My problem is my home life...

Mom called a 'Family Meeting' that was really a 'Bash the Eldest Daughters Cause I Can't Think of Anything Else to Beat Up On."
By the end of it, mom was yelling at me to pack my stuff and leave, she made my older sister cry (AGAIN! >.O), my little sister cried and then decided to just walk away from the house and wander down the street in her PJs.

My older sister and I realized that the youngest was gone, hopped into BreakShaft and went to search for her. We found her, but she wouldn't get in the car. Eventually I convinced her to at least walk back to the house and stop this melodramatic BS b/c we just didn't need it.

God my life is hell! -.-

This morning the youngest refused to speak to me and now she has started to do so again - and I don't know whether to rejoice or gripe about it.
Mom wouldn't let me take a shower b/c there were some people coming to see the house in a few minutes.
OMG She forgot to tell me this boforehand AGAIN! >.-

So then I find myself at CrackerBucket (the country store and restauraunt) smellin' to high hell, hair tucked beneath my bandana and looking like some derranged alley cat, no one's talking to me, and instead of ice tea I get water.
Thank God for good biscuits or I may have just gone berserk and destroyed half the world...

Now don't get me wrong, my family isn't always like this - they aren't bad people.
My mom just likes pills and throwing wrenches into everyone's happy little clockworks.
My little sister has had to listen to everyone yell since she was born and she doesn't know how to express how she feels and would rather just keep it all inside instead of making anyone angry by choosing sides.
My Older sister has spent so much of her life chasing after boys for fear of being alone for the rest of her life, has now realized that she should have spent that time with us. So many bad things have happened to her lately (Mom sees her weakness and exploits it every chance she gets).
And Daddy...
My Father married and controlling dike. But he's being the man now ans putting his foot down on her - and I can't express in words how happy that makes me! ^-^
Step-Mom....if she died I wouldn't shed any tears...of sadness that is. ^^

Once again I'm the only one who doesn't bend beneath the stress, the pain, and the threats, somehow managing to keep my own sanity intact. I keep moving on as if it didn't happen, but make no mistake that when it starts, I always make sure everyone knows exactly where I stand and that no matter what they say or do I will not move and inch.

I sense a 'Come To Jesus Feelin' coming on...

This has beenmy life since I was 8, and mom and dad split.
It sucks...
It's hard...
But it makes me strong <>o<>!!!

I'm gonna go watch some RedvsBlue with Catie and then go shoppin! ^0^

Much love!

- Serra
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Friday, August 19, 2005

   *SIGH* --.--
Alas, my attempts to beat everyone off with a stick and type what must be done has ....failed.

Once again I find myself strung along on a rollercoaster ride that I never intended to get on - I reather feel like a sack of potates being tossed from one carrier to the next o.o

Fear not for I am well, despite the shit hiting the fan as usual.

And...o.o...things just got worse...

-.- *shrugs her armor back on a grabs her sword wondering when the battle will end....and then really not wanting it too ^,,^*
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

   Yea!!!
Wow! It's so nice to be welcomed back. ^-^
I've re-read over my NAMELESS notes and have gotten the first few paragraphs set in stone. I would have had more but my mom was being a downer last night when I was working on it -.-'.
I went shopping with my friend and her litle baby (who is THE most adorable thing on this planet ^^) and we went clothes shopping. I haven't had new shirts since 2002, so I was way-overdue for a fashion make-over o.o.
I plan to work more tonight on the story and I am currently having a similar NAMELESS dream-saga happening to me right now. Yet, this one has nothing to do with demons...yet (o~o)... no it all started with the sound of water - but I am getting ahead of myself, just pray the Dragon doesn't eat me tonight.
Man am I going to have some explaining to do o.o...

NAMELESS soon!

Much love to ALL!!!! ^o^

- S
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