Wednesday, December 7, 2005

Happy B-day to my lil bro!!
today is my little brother's 11th birthday!! yayy!! i got all my friends to sign a birthday card for him, even though they never met the kid. i drew a custom Yu-gi-oh character for him on the front cuz he likes Yu-gi-oh...i even got the legenadry Baconman to sign it. XD
and now, the thing to say someone isn't "happy birthday" or "you don't look as old as you feel" it's "congrats! you're that much closer to dying."
XD
well, just wanted to express my happiness for my lil bro.
=^.^=
Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Sunday, December 4, 2005

yo everybody. my mom came home! yay. but i'm way too tired and just wanted to say hi to everybody, so...i'm just gonna sleep....bye bye.
Kaze-chan
~*Pockyshinobi*~
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Saturday, December 3, 2005

another dream



it was dark and misty... the shadows of the trees cast eerie images on the stone road. i couldn't see an inch from my face, and i was cold. i walked around this strange place until i tripped on something. something cool and somewhat smooth until i felt the edge...like stone. i leaned close to it and saw that it was a headstone...but i couldn't make out the inscription. the only thing i knew was it was a cemetary that i was in. i heard voices after a while had passed and i listened to them. i kept low so they wouldn't see me, which was pointless; i could have been flapping my arms and trying to fly and they wouldn't see me beacuse the fog was so thick.
"do you have it?"
"not yet...we haven't found her."
"you fool! do you realize what will happen if she gets away?!"
"yes, sir."
"if we don't get that crystal before tomorrow, we're as good as dead."
i'm thinking, ah yes. one of those cheezy crystal stories. the one where a pretty girl is running away from a group of thugs because she has some important artifact that they need to pull off some stunt. well, suddenly i was pulled off my feet and my eyes opened wide in surprise. a big man with a heavy scowl carried me over to the men and with a deep voice asked,
"Yo boss. this her?"
i flailed to see who my captor was and i demanded he put me down. he ingored me completely and i felt a stubby hand grab my face.
"yeah. yeah, she has what we want."
"what the HELL are you talking about? i ain't got nothin' but the clothes on my back, you freak! cjeck my pockets, i don't have ANYTHING." i snapped, pulling my face from him.
"i never said you had it ON you." he sneered and suddenly i was out of breath. i couldn't breathe at all...all i could hear was a ripping sound and what sounded like a raindrop on a puddle...but it wasn't raining. there was a fierce pounding in my head as he laughed...i tried to look down but thought i was crazy by what i saw....

HE WAS HOLDING MY HEART.

i thought "how is that possible?! my heart is still pounding in my head! how can i still be alive??!!" he tore open my heart and i felt a strange pain in my chest, like it was still connected. he pulled out what looked like a diamond...but it was almost completely black with one blue spot at the corner. he then shoved my heart back into my chest and the big guy dropped me on a headstone.
"thanks, lady. we owe ya." and he kissed the gem and left into the mist, while i was dying in my own blood. while i was trying to figure out what was going on, i suddenly felt okay again. i sat up...and looked it the headstone confused. my eyes widened and i screamed.

IT WAS MY OWN.

Kaze-chan
~*Pocky Shinobi*~
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Friday, December 2, 2005

dream
......i hate staying home sick. just an update on me, i uh...i might have something like, fluid in my lungs. it's been pretty bad and my dad thinks i could have ruptured something in my lungs. but, uh, don't worry about it, those who visit me! i'll be okay!

um, my friend is moving to Colorado this weekend, and i couldn't say goodbye to her at school today. so that make me sad. BUT my mom went to Guadamala yesterday and she says it's BEAUTIFUL. our friends are adopting two babies from Guadamala nad since my mom's the god-mother, she got to tag along to see the babies for the first time. yay!

Kazuya is playing bassey......not much is going on besides that. although, i had this FREEEEEEAKY dream last night! (all my dreams are in anime style....so..yah.)

okay, there's this guy...i dunno who he is, but he was sorta mid-thirties looking, and he looked sad, hopeless. i tred to help him, talk to him, but he ignored me. i kept asking him, until a woman came up, but she had the same expression on her face. she had blood all over her dress and a large sack over her shoulder. she dropped the bag and a little boy's body tumbled unto the street, and he was dead...but he was still crying. i screamed, but they didn't even hear me. to my horror, the boy looked up at me. he whispered the words "demo.....ashiteru...naze...?" ("but....i love you....why...?"
i tried to help the boy into my lap, i was crying...i felt like i knew him. he was cold...the woman snickered...like she was laughing at my pitiful attemps to revive the boy she had so heartlessly slain. the man chuckled darkly as well. i screamed at them, but they didn't do anything. just laughed. the boy smiled at me and said something so quiet i couldn't hear. suddenly i heard a gun click. and everything went black. i saw a hole bunch of Hiragana and white letters flash in front of me like a messed up tape saying "...you understand."

i think that's one of the freakiest dreams i've ever had.....
Kaze-chan
~*pocky shinobi*~

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Monday, November 28, 2005

-cough cough hack wheeze....dies-
-staaaaaare- what IS it with me getting sick all the time? i JUST got over my last cold and now i have a WORSE one! sore throat, can't talk.....baaaaaaah!!! pisses me off.

on the bright side, i finally got my doujinshi in the mail. wasn't it CUTE, Tohru? of course, we can't read most of it, so we made up our own lines. poor Kagome, she ended up very....trashy. XD but Inu was SOOOOO kawaii!! he basically made out with a puppy tho. he was trying to kiss Kagome, but the dog butt in at the last second and EAGERLY gave him one kiss he won't forget. and Miroku pretended to be sick so he could do what he does best: grope Sango. it was a very cute doujinshi. and Human Inu was in it! he's so cuuuute!!! i love human inu....i think i wanna change my background to him, but.....i kinda knew, but i forgot. so, Tohru, Midare....help? XD
yeah, anyway, that's basically all that's been going on. altho that boy, james? he said he was going to give me something tomorrow. so...i'm kinda anxious to find out what! and for those of you know about Cardcaptor Sakura....i bought a teddy bear. and i put a black ribbon on it, but now i need a name. could anyone help me with that?
Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Tohru's almost here!!!!!! she's spending Thanksgiving with us! yayyy! :3 i just got word that she's ALMOST HERE!!! she lives MAYBE 6 to 7 hours later....she'll be here in maybe an hour. i'm so excited!!!!!!!-dances to techo song we made up, yes, you know the one, Tohru!-
Kaze Sakaku
~*Pockyshinobi*~
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

hello my friends!!

you all remeber that girl i hate? well, she's BAAAAAAACK!! and now she won't stop telling me how much she misses me, misses TALKING to me, misses RUNNING with me in PE, misses EVERYTHING! my. GOSH. why won't she ever leave me alone? she seems a little....YEEEEEEEAAAAH. sorry, ugly, i don't swing that way. UGH! but at least i got some time off. there's this guy who i have seen around but never really talked to, and i always thought he was cute. REALLY cute. i heard him whispering to a mutual friend Kyle. all i cought was, "what's her name? God, she's cute....." at least from him anyway. i heard everything Kyle said.
"i dunno her real name, everyone calls her Kohaku or Kaze...she's one of them Anime girls."
"SEROUSLY?! dang, i'd never guess that....most of them around here are UGLY...not her."
i came over and smiled at em and asked if i could sit down. he didn't prtest one bit. i talked a little bit and he couldn't stop blushing so there was no doubt....he thinks i'm cute. XD then kyle asked me during art, if i got to know him, would i go out with him? what was i supposed to say?
"is this a joke?" XD stupid me.
"no, no. he really likes you!"
"well...i guess. if i liked who he was."
that was it. so....i guess i kinda have a commitment to keep. i gottaa get to know him. so far, i really like him.
word of teh day!
atsui desu : hot./ you're hot. XD
Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Sunday, November 20, 2005

thank you ALL!!
arigatou gozaimasu! =^-^= now i shall write my story!! since it is undoubtably been nominated a Horror. i got like, 10 votes for horror... i asked everyone i knew, but only a few got back to me on that. thanks for teh help guys!! i should be posting the first half of the chapter in about two weeks. (i gotta design it right and work out teh bugs and things that don't make sense) and then you will all see how truely much i suck at writing stories...i have decent ideas, but....i never actually pull thru. eh... que sera sera. but i will definantly try! and you HAVE to comment, because becoming a manga-ka is my DREAM... and i need to know if i'm going the right way. i need ya'lls help!!! so...thanks, everyone! hoiiii...before i forget, i'll be posting one japanese word everyday to help you who don't know it learn some. today i'll do two, just cuz i love yeh. XD
genki dewa arimasen = i am not fine.
chigaimasu- that is incorrect.

Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Friday, November 18, 2005

yo
uhhhhhhhh.....so, yet another update on my somewhat boring life.

i write stories, ne? and i've been writing uh, scripts if you will, with Tohru. (ne, Tohru-chan?) and i've been coming up with some new ideas. but.....i'm a little stuck. i've made characters, i've made most conflict ideas....but i dunno what genre it should be! should i make it super-actiony, shojou, mechs....i really don't know. and the genre should help me to decide how to go thru with the conflicts. such as....uh, here's an example.
Sen has these...mental breakdowns sometimes. i dunno if i want him to physically stay the same but totally lose his mind, or if i want him to physically change and have his mind frightened but still the same. that's gonna play a big part of the story, ne? well....if it's all action-y then he should like, kill something. if it's shojou, his girlfriend would help him thru it and it would be all sad and sweet and make most girls cry. BUT if it were horror, things would be dark and he'd rip thru EVERYTHING and be a total menace to those around him. you see where i'm going? if i could get some feed back, that'd be GREAT.
thanks guys!
~Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Monday, November 14, 2005

what IS it with me and getting sick?!
man, i'm sick again! XO i HATE being sick....

on the bright side of life, i've been drawing better lately. hey, Tohru, i drew Sen for you....XP more for Aki, but you get the idea, ne? yeah so anyway.....
um, i've been, well....good lately. i've been talking about you guys to my friends lately, so maybe your sites shall be visited! just a little hope.
Kaze
~*PockyShinobi*~
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