Friday, September 30, 2005

am i becoming goth...?
man, what is UP with me today? all i've been feeling is depressed, and i'm getting back into that dark poetry rutine...i wrote one about my suicide last night. not that i'm going to...i just feel like my heart is empty of that good feeling most people have. maybe it's because the guy i like shattered my heart (i actually like two guys. the first one doesn't know yet....and he won't find out. i hurt too much to tell him)...and it's not the first time it's happened. so i guess my tears are wasted. if this keeps happening, when i'm an adult there won't be anything left to break. i'll just cry myself into nothingness. few who care. oh well. boo freakin' hoo. here's that poem i wrote. didn't name it tho. I've had these thoughts before they're coming round again like a continuous nightmare the thoughts of suicide you feel all your friends you've lost never to be found you'd give it all to escape the hell you're bound why do i feel the need this crazy urge to bleed the crimson elegy playing in my head who wants to hear the story of a girl who longs to be dead? WHO CARES?! i'll tell you, every word is true.... NOBODY SO JUST GIVE UP. Kaze Sakaku ~*PockyShinobi*~
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

......
there's something i have to say. to everyone, but mostly to Tohru.

i'm sorry. i said that all wrong. you see, i'm just really freaked. i'm REALLY shy and the last time i told i guy i loved him the very next day all i could do was cry. he hurt me so bad i still hurt from it. so...because i was teased in all good intentions, it really hurt and i never told you that. i told you to stop and you did...but...well, i'm sorry. i was just scared and i over-precautioned.
and so, lyrics from a song.

you don't know it's right
until it's wrong
you don't know it's there
until it's gone
i didn't know that it was home
til you went and left.

i'm sorry.

Kaze
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

ah, yes....the last post....
uh, yeah...i'm about to get REALLY mathematical, so just scroll to the bottom if you don't want your brain to hurt or if you just don't care. but if you DO wanna understand my lil probelm down there, listen up.
alright, hint numero uno. ORDER OF OPERATIONS. or as i learned it: PleaseExcuseMyDearAuntSally. Parenthises, exponents, multiplication, divison, additon, and subtraction. so, if my probelm is 4[(10-8)+6]cubed, first i gotta take care of the parenthises. () and brakets are used OUTSIDE of parenthises.[] EASY PROBELM.
10-8=2
[2+6]=8
8 cubed=512
NOW all you gotta do is multiply 512 and 4 together and you get your solution, which is 2048.
2048 is your final answer.
SEE HOW EASY THAT IS??! just keep on track and it's just one big puzzle! whee. wasn't that fun?

okay, for those of you who scrolled down, HIYA! so....yeah, i ate a cookie today...XP uhhh.....i guess there isn't much to talk about, other than the randomness that are my friends. uh, we were talking about smearing Gaara's eyeliner, why Gaara steals little kid's sandboxes, drawing chibi hentai (SENSOR BARS! Gaara's got stolen by Naruto and he hid himself behing his gourd.....and after seeing that, i bought his leg. it only costed me a cookie. I WAS SO TEMPTED!!) yeah....this has no relation to ANYTHING that really happens in the story, but it's fun to talk about it anyway...and random goth people who try and steal Hinata's sensor bar(s). uh...mmn....i have guy probelms, which is REALLY funny...i usually don't get looked at by guys cuz i hide myself alot, but when i wore my naruto headband to school, i got asked to homecoming by like, 6 different guys...CUTE GUYS. but the probelm is that i sorta have a crush on someone -//////- but he doesn't know. so.....i dunno if i should go with one of these guys to homecoming, or....well, yeah, i dunno. IF YOU KNOW WHO HE IS, (TOHRU,KITSUNE) DON'T POST IT OR I'LL KILL YOU. not kidding. this is no laughing matter, you two KNOW how shy i am, and i'm planning on showing him this site myself, so just BACK OFF. TOHRU, YOU DO IT, I'LL TAKE BARA AWAY AND NEVER GIVE HIM BACK. EVER. HE SHALL NO LONGER EXIST TO YOU, I AM THAT DEAD SERIOUS.
uhhhhh.............................
OOOOOOOh!
listen to the envy song, and run away in fear of its disurbing mental images!

Envy's Song (FMA)

My name is Envy,
i look like a skank
doo doo do doo
I wear a skirt
that looks so fake
doo doo do doo
I have a monster
in my pants
doo doo do doo
i tape it to my leg
when i dance
doo doo do doo
didily didly DOO!

0.0 see how fun that was?!
(hides in the corner)

Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

FOR ALL THOSE WHO HATE MATH...I SALUTE YOU!
-salute- see? not kidding.
man, MATH SUCKS. i'm in a class where i KNOW everything already and it's SUPER boring. BUT next year, i'm not gonna know ANYTHING since it's the second half of the class i already took, and that's the half i ignored last year. heh. okay. let me give an example of a question on my last test. figure this out and you'll get a fanart or something nice:
4[(10-8)+6] cubed.

HOW EASY IS THAT?! sure it's a big number, but i figured that out mentally. SIMPLE. but......next year i'm gonna be griping about how none of it makes sense. and trust me, this year is as FAR as i'm gonna ever remember. feh! screw trigonometry. i'm never gonna use it, am i? all i'm gonna need to know is fractions, decimals, properties and random easy crap like that. feel free to gripe about math in your comments. and any other school subject you just loathe.
Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

yeah...so, i'm bored. there's nothing to do....i WAS writing a fanfic for like, an hour, but it's crappy so i deleted it and feel stupid for wasting an hour of my life. -.- but...uh....well, nothing is happening! i just sit on my lazy butt all day and watch videogame characters get wasted and laugh when they puke. OH! but I FOUND THE CAMERA! probelm is, the battery's near dead and needs to charge for a day. BUT this means that i can post new art...and trust me, there's alot of it. so.....i'm not gonna post them unless i really like them, but i'm gonna go take useless quizzes for no reason at all. so......
yeah, see ya.
Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

sorry i hadn't posted sooner.
life's been....well, kinda busy for me. my arm ISN'T broken, thank God, but i've been doing ALOT of random things that make life hard. Chaos, Tohru, i will not be on aim for a while....we got a virus and had to re-boot the whole computer...so unfortunately, i lost all my pictures, fanart....EVERYTHING. i'lll try to get everything back ASAP.
til then, Jaa ne!
Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

sorry, i swear i won't do many more quizzes...but take this one if you desire. i like it. ^^

The color of your soul... (really cool anime~ish pics!!) by Blonde Angel
Your username
Your real name
Your favorite Anime
Your favorite anime character
The color of your soul:
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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okay dudes and chicks out there. normally i don't advertise other peoples stuff on my site, but ya'll gotta check this out. check out the Evil Empire on www.myspace.com. i COMMAND you to listen to this one song called Kill me please...here's the lyrics, but seriously, you gotta hear the REAL thing.

I'm always running backwards trying to find
Hope and inspiration inside of my mind
Not everything's ok not everything's fine
Kill kill kill kill me
You gotta kill me
You gotta put the gun to my mind
I have lost what I’ve tried to find
Kill kill kill me please!
One step forward and two steps back
Told you before make it all turn black
Straight to my heart I’ve fallen apart that's why
(chorus)
This world is stealing the life and the feeling
And only action can restore our sense of hope
So put the gun to my head, pull the trigger now I'm dead
There is nothing left for you to control
(chorus)

for all you who can't find them or are just too lazy, here's the url for them.
http://www.myspace.com/evilempire666

Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~
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-sigh-
man, i'm SO tired. i dunno why i'm so sore, but i do know that i'm in a creative mood, so, for all those who visit me and/or give a flip, hopefully i can find my STUPID CAMERA and post all of the many fanarts i have done since i stopped. that means the several i did for Tohru, the 20 something i did for chaos, the shigure one i did for Furubafan......yeah....so, imma gonna go look for it....of course, give me some time. now that i'm a freakin' gimp, everything seems harder. try not using one of your arms for TWO days. just two. i dare you to try...but i have no choice. i might have to RETAKE the x-rays.LOVELY.
Kaze-chan
~*PockyShinobi*~

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Friday, September 16, 2005

i love daisuke
i do. he's mine, no matter WHAT tohru says. love him! XP so...yeah. mystical boy and whatnot

.:: What kind of Mithical Man is for you? ::. .:: Anime Pics::. by mistress_sama
Name
Age
Fav. Color
Fav. Anime/Manga
Do you have a boyfriend?	YesNoI won't say
Your man is:
Where will you meat him?	In the cinema
What will he say whan he sey you?	"Be mine for ever"
How long will he love you?	For ever
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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