Wednesday, July 20, 2005

   WAHOOOO!
-singing happily-
tohru's coming to my house!

i'm so freakin' happy! -dances around-

i haven't seen her in SOO long...she's really cool! and personally, i think she's a GREAT artist...XD

soo..........-dances around- i'm gonna go listen to L'Arc~en~ciel and wait for her arrival which is about 11 hours from now and now i'm REALLY impatient......WAA!
Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Clock
tick tock tick tock....

what is that noise?

tick tock tick tock

WHAT IS THAT?!

tick tock tick tock....

it's the noise a clock should make as time passes by
but my clock makes no sound
it cannot be heard.
for the time is NOT moving
all is standing still,
the twilight drags on
and i am all but lost in this moment.

tick tock tick tock.....

Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~

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   slightly happy
you know? for once i actually woke up....happy. i don't know why, but it feels pretty good. i'm not depressed at all...altho i should be seeing as my project for the day is to packand clean the bathroom. -shiver- not lovely.
i just wanna get up and dance, but i'mafraid if i do, y'all will back away slowly....XD
Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Monday, July 18, 2005

life....sucks......
i'm REALLY depressed right now. i don't really know what is causing my broken heart, but you know? i don't think it really matters, since i'm pretty broken all the time anyway. i really hate to talk about it to people in person, but i guess this is okay.

do you ever have times when you feel like nothing is going right? when the world has it's back turned on you and you're stuck in the everlasting shadow where there doesn't to seem to be any light....i guess i fell kind of trapped right now. that's why i'm so glad that my friends are here for me right now...for the most part. ^.^
well....unsuspected babysitting is the responsiblity i have to carry out now, (even tho i babysat yesterday for FREE -groan-...) so...jaa ne....

Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

MOVIN' ON!
well, i gots a HOUSEFUL of people packing with us...about 7 kids, 3 teenagers, and about 6 adults. i get to watch the kids and pack. so...i get to work on my fanart, but most of it is being killed because the kids like markers...and well...-tears-
my room is so...empty. and my days here are numbered.
when i first found out about us moving, i was so upset. and then my Aunt Nina died not long after THAT news...and my friends were all crying and upset, and i had to graduate, putting MORE stress on me, and now, moving day is coming fast. PLUS, my great-grandfather, who is 93 years old, is starting to feel his age and its likely that he will die within the next year.
so....i'm a little upset. if my art is dark lately, know that ALL this is the reason why.
later, i guess.

Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

   YAY! fanart!
actually, there's only one this time...only found time for one. this one is to Foxtail! i really hope you like...it didn't take me long at all. drew it yesterday and posted it this morning. Kiba and Ryoki is the title.
Kaze-chan
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   still half-asleep....
-yawn-
ugh....it's too early...i was supposed to babysit today...but....it was canceled. so, here i am, AWAKE on a saturday morning at 8:50 am. NOT COOL. my brain isn't registering things very well, cuz right now i can barely know what the hell i'm doing. all i know is that my fingers are moving clickity clack over my keyboard when i think of one word at a time, and that....my kyo plushie is very soft...very nice to cuddle with.....-zones off-
Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Friday, July 15, 2005

   whoo.
man, i'm tired....packing pays a HUGE toll on your body...but at least i can relax (sorta) in the mornings. i have a WEEK to pack all the crap in my house, and i gotta tell y'all, i have my work cut out for me. this is NOT gonna be easy. and i really haven't been looking forward to moving. my parents say, "Oh, this is so exciting! We have a new home and a new start!" well, i don't WANT a new start. i want to stay here, where i have always lived...but now i gotta move to some other city 45 minutes away from all my friends. I'm gonna miss them all so much, and i won't even get to celebrate my birthday (last week...tuesday) with them. i was planning on having a big-ol blow out...but i can't. and that really SUCKS.
at least Tohru is coming on Wednesday.....

Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

   i JUST noticed...
you wanna know something funky? i've been wearing this bell around my neck since December last year and i still haven't taken it off. it jingles and everything! it's on a ribbon...a black silky ribbon. i can't remember where the ribbon came from, but whatever. this thing NEVER comes off...and i even put it in a couple of my drawings of myself. Kaze wears a bell all the time...and she's a fox, not a cat. hmm. whatever, i like my bell.
-plays with her jingling bell happily-
ah, yes, there should be a fanart on the way...i hope y'all like this one too!
Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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k...they're up....
well, most of them. i have sent this one pic like, three or four times and it STILL hasn't gone thru. >,<
i also went shopping and bought a whole buncha useless anime crap and a bento box....^.^ i finally got a Naruto plushie! and a Kyo plushie......i gots alota stuff.
Kaze Sakaku
~*PockyShinobi*~
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