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• happyfreakinville, idungivarats
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• 2004-10-17
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• Ryusuke's girlfriend. trust me--that's a full time job!! but i love him oh so much.
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• Kaze-chan
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Achievements
• uh..........i'm an artist? i love drawing.
Anime Fan Since
• i think.......three? you all know that Speed Racer is anime right? that was my favorite show til i was five. never liked barney, oh no! that dinosuar must DIE! SPEED RACER! RUN HIM OVER!!!
Favorite Anime
• Ouran High School Host Club...loveless...but with my constant BG changes and swings between subjects, i guess you'd know that by now.
Goals
• well....graduate highschool and get to AI. do something with the god-given talent i have
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• drawing, hanging with my friends and my love...uhhh....singing...
Talents
• singing, drawing...yeah. english. i'm good at languages.
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
poetry....
i write alot of poetry....almost everyday, but most of it is crap, and i'm too embarrassed to post it. there are a few that aren't so bad....but i don't like posting that either. lately, my poetical side is coming through in almost everything i say, do, or think. the reason i post some of them is because i'm bored and have nothing else to do. if you happen to like them, awesome. i might get it published someday, so....cool. here's one i wrote last year...it's sad and crappy, so forgive my depression and suicidal thoughts. again, it's free-verse. i hate rhyming.
Alone Again
Alone yet again
lost in the tears of sorrow,
i cannot find my way
out of the hell you tossed me into
I am alone,
so very alone
why can't I be saved?
why must I suffer?
Once you showed me
the light of love
I could not forget it
when you showed me the darkness of hate,
I crumbled inside
in all darkness
I still see light
in all fear
I still see courage
in all hell,
I still see heaven.
I am all
and all alone
I am nothing,
but i am here
who are you...?
yeah....i hate it, but i'm bored...so i'll type up another one...it's basically a poetic suicide note...
Cry for Help
I'm lost
Nobody even cares
I can't see through
the endless, blinding tears
I want to end it all
Everyone says "it's just a phase"
deep inside,
I know it to be a lie
I can't wait to get away
as the crimson pain
flows from my side
I'm lying on the floor
because nobody came to save me
I never had any pride
as my life slips away
that's why I chose suicide
I feared life everyday
And so,
as i slip into darkness...
I wanted to say...
I'm sorry.
I hope you live life
without worrying
about the tormented kid
who always bothered you.
You can be happy now,
Because I'm gone
I won't drag,
I won't stumble,
I won't screw up your life
because I gave up on mine.
I hope you can forgive me
For not even saying goodbye
I tried to hold on
no matter how hard I tried,
nothing seemed good enough.
Drugs only subdued the pain
I thought alcohol would drown it out,
it only got worse and worse
I just wanted to scream
As I prepare
for the end,
I have to say one last thing,
my friend.
Please don't mess up
like I did
Don't hurt yourself
it's my own fault that now i'm gone
Please......
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