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• 2004-10-17
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• Ryusuke's girlfriend. trust me--that's a full time job!! but i love him oh so much.
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• Kaze-chan

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• uh..........i'm an artist? i love drawing.
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• i think.......three? you all know that Speed Racer is anime right? that was my favorite show til i was five. never liked barney, oh no! that dinosuar must DIE! SPEED RACER! RUN HIM OVER!!!
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• Ouran High School Host Club...loveless...but with my constant BG changes and swings between subjects, i guess you'd know that by now.
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• singing, drawing...yeah. english. i'm good at languages.




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Friday, September 30, 2005

am i becoming goth...?
man, what is UP with me today? all i've been feeling is depressed, and i'm getting back into that dark poetry rutine...i wrote one about my suicide last night. not that i'm going to...i just feel like my heart is empty of that good feeling most people have. maybe it's because the guy i like shattered my heart (i actually like two guys. the first one doesn't know yet....and he won't find out. i hurt too much to tell him)...and it's not the first time it's happened. so i guess my tears are wasted. if this keeps happening, when i'm an adult there won't be anything left to break. i'll just cry myself into nothingness. few who care. oh well. boo freakin' hoo. here's that poem i wrote. didn't name it tho. I've had these thoughts before they're coming round again like a continuous nightmare the thoughts of suicide you feel all your friends you've lost never to be found you'd give it all to escape the hell you're bound why do i feel the need this crazy urge to bleed the crimson elegy playing in my head who wants to hear the story of a girl who longs to be dead? WHO CARES?! i'll tell you, every word is true.... NOBODY SO JUST GIVE UP. Kaze Sakaku ~*PockyShinobi*~
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