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Wednesday, July 26, 2006


hello everybody!!
uwaa! i was gone for so long i know. my internet was shut off for a bit, but it's back!! :D

ugh, i'm so stressed out.

you see, my boyfriend Brandon said he'd come over to my place for dinner this week. so we agreed on thursday. then it turns out my dad has a gig on thursday and he has to meet my dad too. SO, we tried for tuesday. yesterday night, right? well, nothing was going on, so it was agreed the tuesday was the day! i was really excited cuz i haven't even seen him in two weeks and when you're stuck alone in summer school, you tend to get lonely. so i had a real bad day and i couldn't stop thinking that it would be perfect--my parents would meet him, and like him as much as i do, the house would be clean and the food would be good--and everything was going great. it was about 4 when he called and asked what time he should come over. i said 7-7:30. maybe even 6. he says all right and we hang up. i'm all giddy and my day is finally looking up. i mean, i love the guy. he's like, perfect for me. so then my ten minutes of bliss are up and he calls back saying he can't come. my heart did a 180. i actually started to cry on the phone. i didn't let him know it, or at least...i don't think i did. but he said it was too late and his dad just left. and he said goodnight and hung up. i was...well, i felt empty all night. let down. but he called me today and apologized and we're making plans for next week.

*sigh*

boys are so difficult

Kaze

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