Monday, July 11, 2005

   Crappy day
Mood: Sad, angry, and accomplished
Music: None

Ehhh, so today was a cruddy day. Me and my friend (whom I talked about yesterday) got into a little squabble. I'm not talking to her right now cause I don't want it to get worst. Well, she lied to me. She said she only lied to make me feel better. How can I feel better if I know she lied? I would of found out later anyway and I would be way more pissed.

Oh yes, and I added my fan fic on the top scrolly thing. I still have to find a way to get rid of those weird signs in it. I will do it later though. And I just add on a chapter when I finish it. Hope you read it sometime =)

And I can not wait till next Saturdays InuYasha! w00t! Break out the alcoholic beverages!!


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Sunday, July 10, 2005

   Sad day...
Mood: Depressed
Music: Winding Road by Ayumi Hamasaki

Today was awsume o.o InuYasha was GREAT!!! Can't wait till next weekends episode!!!

So my friend (Yoko) might go back out with her ex (for the 7th time o.o) (yes, i've been keeping track) and so I know how she is, she will talk about how sweet he is and stuff. I'm trying not to be so down on it. I mean - its great they might go back out and she'll be happy and I don't want myself stopping them cause they love eachother....but every one of my friends had gotten a boyfriend and totally forgot about me..or they use me as a tool to just brag too -_- I wish I could find a guy but right now I'm too caught up with crap to worry about a guy...
I've got another guy on my mind *cough Bankotsu cough*
lol well gtg...
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Friday, July 8, 2005

   Silence...
Mood: Happy, full.
Music: Because of you by Ayumi Hamasaki

Hi everyone, did a quick layout change ^-^ hope you like it.

I'm dying to see tomorrows epi of Inuyasha o.o

And I'm home by myself...okay with my gramma while everyone else went on vacation!! Its so quiet and I'm so happy ^-^
No brother to bother me, no sisters yelling and running around at 6 in the morning. No evil step-dad o.o

This is going to be so fun! And i never knew I could sleep till 3:30 till today! wow!

lol, anyways, gtg. lyl.
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

Mood: thirsty
Music: Rakuen by DAI

::Sigh:: so bored...I had a freaky dream that Jakotsu was going to my highschool and he was my friend. It was scary though. But he did beat up this guy that was being mean to me. ((I have FREAKY dreams, yup))

Well, I guess I'll go now...


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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

   INUYASHA, F00'
Mood: Happy yet tired
Music: Perfect Day by Hoku

INUYASHA WAS AWSUME!!! I can't wait till next weekend!!

Yes, a short post today.Lol.

Hope you all had a good July 4th!


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Saturday, July 2, 2005

   Inuyasha!!!
Mood: Angry yet bored...
Music: Relations by Erika

Hmm...InuYasha is on tonite...i'm so excited ^-^!! I'm practically bursting with happiness from the sugary overload I've and will consume today!!

My cousin might come over...if I can get this stinkin' room cleaned -_-;;;

<---hrm, lol, hahahahahahaha...((What!? I can go for some yaoi! Bankotsu and Jakotsu are my fav. pairing, lol))

And now my cheesy fan fic -_-;;;
(Oh, don't worry, it'll get cheesy -_-)

A Feudal Fairytale: Journey to the past ------------------------------- ~~The next I woke up to a cloudy day and Rin was still asleep. I rubbed my eyes and looked around. Sesshomaru was gone and so was Jaken. I wiggled Rin to wake up and I asked “Where did Sesshomaru and Jaken go?” Rin sat up, looked around, and shrugged. I stood up and began to walk around “Just great, they left us. I’m not exactly the ‘baby-sitting’ type.” I said as I walked around some. Me and Rin began to climb a cliff and we could see the fields. And in them were Sesshomaru and he seemed to be fighting someone. I looked even closer and could see who it was. It was Naraku. They began to fight and they kept on fighting for along time. I could see that Sesshomaru was getting ticked at him. Then not after long, I seen Sesshomaru change into his real form. *Omg, that dog is huge.* Then Rin ran out on to the fields after him. “Rin! No! You’ll get killed!” So I did the best thing I could do and chase after her. I seen Sesshomaru jump after Naraku, but he missed. Naraku kept appearing in different spots and Sesshomaru kept missing him. I finally got Rin and told her to go back to camp, but in doing so I looked up and Sesshomaru was about to jump on me. I screamed and jumped out of the way. Rin came back by me and said “Kurayami, are you okay?” I had felt tears take over my eyes and I said quietly “He tried to kill me....he really tried to kill me....” I looked at him and he just stood there, in his dog form, starring at me while Naraku got away. I stood up and began to run. Rin was yelling “Kurayami! Wait! Come back!” I ran back into the forest and ran straight for the stream. I sat next to it and began to cry while thinking *He really tried to kill me. After he said he wasn’t going to, he almost does.* Then after five minutes, I heard someone behind me. I turned my head around and seen Sesshomaru standing there. “What do you want!” I said with anger, but still sadness in my voice as tears clouded my eyes. “I did not mean to do that...” I heard him say. “Yeah, sure you did...”I said “I...apologize.” I turned back to him and said “Do you really mean it? Or are you eventually going to wait for the perfect moment to try it again!?” “I promise. I won’t. Not again.” I wiped the tears from my eyes and stood. I walked near him and gave him a hug. I could feel him put his arm around me and I heard him say “I promise...I won’t do anything to hurt you...” that made my expression change to a shocked one. *He would hurt me if I got on his nerves, and I get on everyone’s nerves! But, for now I’ll try and stay off the sugar. Man do I get jumpy when I eat sugar!* I began to walk back to the camp, but I looked back and Sesshomaru wasn’t following me. “Aren’t you coming?” I asked. He didn’t say a thing. He just starred off into the distance as usual. “He’s more of a day-dreamer than me.” I said as I walked off. Once I reached the camp, I sat down and began to think once again *I’ve been here in the feudal era for almost a week now, and Yoko’s with Inuyasha and the gang, and I’m here with Sesshomaru. My mom prolly has the Navy looking for me, but I don’t care. I’ll stay here forever if I have too. I like it better here even though there is no electric stuff, but I don’t care-* then my stomach began to rumble. *And that reminds me I haven’t eaten in a real long time. I prolly lost 15 pounds by now.* Then I seen Rin walk up to me with some fried fish. I’m not a big seafood eater, but its food and I need something to eat. I gladly took it from her and ate it less that 5 minutes. “You must have been real hungry.” “Yeah, well. I haven’t eaten in a while.” “I thought you would have left after Lord Sesshomaru’s accident. He told me he was really sorry for trying to hurt you and-“ she was stopped by Sesshomaru walking in the camp and him saying, “Thats enough, Rin” “Yes, m’lord,” I began to sit back against a tree and watch the day pass by. It was a boring day and I wished I had my walkman. But every once in a while I felt someone watching me. I looked at Sesshomaru, but it wasn’t him. I stood up and looked around. No one was there. I wandered into the forest and the deeper I walked, the more darker it became. I became more aware of my surroundings and then I seen Naraku come out of no where and say “You still owe me something, don’t you? And if I don’t get it, I take your friend’s life.” and he held Yoko and she seemed to be passed out. “Let her go!” “Then give me what you promised.” “You never seem to leave people alone, don’t you?” “Give me what you promised!” “In your dreams!” He set down Yoko and dodged at me, but instead I dodged him and went straight for Yoko. Once I was by her, I put up my barrier. “Heh, so it is true. You do have dark powers.” “Yeah, and what of it!” “That barrier can’t hold me back.” he said as he dodged at it. I used all of my strength to keep it up so he would not get through. Once he hit the barrier a sharp pain went through my arm, but I kept it up. He kept hitting it and my arm was full of pain, but I couldn’t give up. Then I kneeled down, being sure to keep the barrier up, I kneeled by Yoko and helped her up. She wiped her eyes and yelled happily “Kurayami!” She gave me a hug. He kept hitting my barrier. My whole body began to hurt and I felt a little faint. Yoko cheered “Go Kurayami! Keep that barrier up and make that bad evil monkey go away!” Then I seen Sesshomaru jump out of no where and try to attack Naraku, but Naraku easily disappeared and got away. I put my arm down and my whole body was in pain and I felt faint. “Kurayami. Are you okay? You look sick.” I felt a head ache come on and then I passed out. ~~I woke up and I was laying on the ground with a blanket over me and a wet cloth over my forehead. I still had a head ache and my body still hurt but I managed to sit up. “No, Kurayami. Don’t sit up. Your still sick.” I heard Rin say as she walked by my side. I managaed to speak “wheres.....Yoko....” “I’m right here.” “Who....brought me.....here?” “Lord Sesshomaru brought you and cared for you. He’s out right now so he told me to watch over you.” “How....long.....have I slept?” “Only two days.” Then I thought *For two days, Sesshomaru has been taking care of me? Is this real? Now I must certainly be dreaming,* “Here, take a sip” said Rin as she helped my head up and gave me a sip of water to drink. I laid my head back down, and I felt myself drift asleep again. When I woke up it was night and I seen nothing but darkness and the moon through the trees. My head ache was only minor and only my arm hurt. I turned to the right side of me and I seen Rin and Yoko asleep. On the Right I seen Sesshomaru sitting indian-style next to me, sleeping. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I managed to get to my feet and I stretched. I began to walk around to get the circulation running. As I was walking I could barely see and it was all so dark. I didn’t know where I was at because it was so dark. Then I felt someone grab my arm. The thought of who it was hit my mind first *What if its Naraku!?* I turned around some and I seen those two same golden eyes looking at me. I didn’t know what to think of next, it was so quiet. I felt him bring me closer to him and he stared at me. He brought me even closer to him. Then I heard him say lightly “Why have you wondered off?” “Well, I uhhhh needed to get the circulation running in my legs cuz I was out so long.” “I’m glad your well. I thought you really were...” “Really were what?” But he did not continue. He just stared at me and then moon light shone through the tree tops and I could see his face. *....going to die....* He thought to himself. Then I seen him close his eyes and it became darker to the point where I couldn’t see him. He didn’t say anything. I put my hands back to my side and began to walk back to the camp, but once I past him and took a few more steps, he grabbed my arm. I looked back and I still couldn’t really see a him. He turned to me and pulled me into him and he put his arm around me and said “...I was so scared....that you were going to....” *Going to what!* I yelled in my head. *This is not happening* I thought. I put my arms around him and said “Well, whatever happened, I guess I’m okay now...”He didn’t say anything, except hug me even tighter. Then I said “ummm...uhhh...can I go now?” He let me go and we walked back to the camp without saying a single word. Once we got there, I laid back down and thought *He....hugged me. I feel as if Rumiko is just making this as we go along, isn’t she? This is more of a dream than reality. The guy who supposed to despise humans just hugged me- a human? I don’t believe whats going on here!* and I drifted off to sleep.

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Friday, July 1, 2005

   Inuyasha is tomorrow!
Mood: Lazy...
Music: DDR songs (lol)

Gahhhh, i'm too lazy today to do much. I'm not posting the fan fic today. And i'm not going to say much at all cuz i'm too lazy to do anything lol except eat and go to the bathroom and be bored....yup...

Oh yeah, and please visit my brothers site (anime 4 ever)
He's bugging me non-stop to ask people to visit his site.
So please do.

INUYASHA IS TOMORROW YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

   must....watch....new...inuyasha episodes
Mood: Excited
Music: Nothing

Ahhh, so I see some of you like my fan fic ^.^ thank you ever so much.

Today, was quite the typical boring summer day. Anime-high - i need to watch inuyasha or my mom will kick me out of the house for being so oddly hyper. And soooo, i give you this...

Why is Bankotsu the best? --------------------------- 1.he has such an adorable face 2.those big lovely eyes 3.his smile 4.cold blooded killer with a childlike personality 5.he has the best outfit 6.he looks great in white and blue 7.his long braid 8.he's strong 9.wow look at that weapon 10.he's the best looking one out of all the Shichinintai 11.he's a born leader 12.those dashing white teeth 13.he's handsome 14.he doesn't look like a girl (cough Sesshoumaru cough Naraku cough) 15.a little bit on the dumb side, but still cute 16.he makes such funny faces 17.he's loyal 18.he's trustworthy 19.pretty damn powerful for a human 20.he's funny 21.that cute mark on his forehead 22.don't you just love his voice? 23.sexy, cute, funny, powerful, brave, loyal... what more do you want? 24.he cares for his comrades 25.he always seem to be smiling 26.he got the best team 27.that wonderful laugh of his 28.look pretty good for a dead person 29.he's fearless 30.he's likable 31.don't you just love his attacks? 32.wow that speed 33.he's Bankotsu!!!!!!!!!!!

~Kura-san


(Fan fic - only read if you want to) (And this is shorter than last time, i need to save some suspence lol)

A Feudal Fairytale: Journey to the past ------------------------------- “Inuyasha and his good for nothing friends...” he said, “You need to get out before they come,” Then I thought *Hey, I was here first!* but instead of feuding, I nodded and ran to my dark-blue kimono and quickly put it on. I looked back at Sesshomaru and said, “Well, aren’t you coming?” He gave me a look that said ‘get out of here now’ so I just turned around and ran. I ran and then Inuyasha jumped in front of me and said “Where are you going!?” “Ummm, away from you” and then I began to run past him and not after long he caught up. He jumped in front of me and I ran into him. “Why do you keep running away?!” “Because! I have my reasons!” “What reasons?” “Reasons...just reasons,” than I thought *Reasons that I haven’t made up yet that I better make up soon!* I backed up and decided to run the other way. I ran to the hot spring and Sesshy was gone. “Sesshomaru!” I yelled. What an idiotic man. He just leaves me! Then I heard someone yell “Kurayami! We’re here to save you!” *Save me? I was just fine!* Then I seen Yoko run up to me. “I’ve come back for you! I seen Sesshomaru take you off and I suspected he was going to kill you!” I got a frustrated look upon my face and then I said “Yoko....” I held a fist up and my eyes were closed. I hit her on the head and said “You dumb idiot! You saved me from having the best damn day of my life!” “I’m sorry, I was just worried...He tried to kill us last time!” “Maybe he wanted to kill you! As you see-I’m still alive! ‘Calm down, Kurayami, calm down’,” I began to walk away and then thought *Where the hell am I going? I need to find Sesshomaru!* I looked around and then realized Yoko was following me. “Yoko, why are you following me?” Then I seen Inuyasha jump out in front of me and then Kagome and the rest of the gang run up behind him. “Uhhhhh, yo?” I said. “Why did you run away? And why are you still alive? I thought Sesshomaru would have killed you by now.” “Well, I’m still alive, aren’t I! Besides...” “Plus, we need to ask you some questions...Just who the hell are you?” “Well, i’m......Kurayami?” “We know that, but where did you come from? It seems you know all about us. And besides, I don’t know why I’m asking you these questions. Yoko told us all about you guys last night!” “YOKO!” I yelled. I looked at her and she just gave me a faint smile like ‘I’m going to be leaving now...’ I ran up to her and smacked her in the head “You little....” “They just wanted to know, they didn’t care!” “Oh, so they didn’t.” “Kurayami, Yoko told us all about where you guys came from and stuff, but we don’t seem to mind. Thats good because you know whats going on around here and stuff.” said Kagome. Then all of a sudden I was pulled away from everyone into a bush. “Shhhh, don’t let them hear us.” Then I looked beside me and there was Rin, “Come on, Lets go.” Then we ran through the forest to open fields where Ah-un stood and Sesshomaru and Jaken were waiting. The first thing I noticed was Sesshomaru walking up to me. He stopped right in front of me and said “You didn’t tell them, did you?” He asked with a cold expression on. “No,” I said. “If you tell anyone what happened....then I will have to kill you.” *Kill me?!* I thought *This is just great, just perfect. I tell anyone and he’s going to kill me! Well then, I can’t tell Yoko, the lil fox can’t keep her mouth shut. Wait a damn minute....nothing even happened! This is all just getting more confusing by the minute.* Sesshomaru began to walk away. Rin grabbed my hand and began to drag me along, running through the thick fields that surrounded us. Sesshomaru, Jaken, and Ah-un walked behind us. Once we made it to another side of the forest, it became darker and the sun began to set once again. “Rin *takes breath* I need *takes breath* to stop *takes breath* running!” I escaped her grip and began to walk. It became dark and cold. My kimono had short sleeves on it, so no duh it was so cold. Once we made it to where we were going, I sat down. All that running Rin made me do made me tired. *This has been a day!* I thought *But how am I going to get home? Oh, what the hell am I thinking. No one misses me there.* A tear came into my eye, but I forced it back. *I guess...I do miss being home...What the hell am I thinking. I don’t know how to get back home. But if I ever get there- I’m just going to get the stuff I need and leave.* The thought of it all made me tired but I had to stay awake. But there was one question in my mind-*Why the hell did Sesshomaru ever let me come with him in the first place!? I mean I fainted on the guy and I wake up in a new kimono and I’m all of a sudden allowed to follow him around! I suddenly feel like I’ve done crack and that none of this is real!* I sat up from my slouched position to see Sesshomaru sitting a few meters away. Then I re-thought *What if this question causes him to kill me!?* I took in a deep breath and said calmly “Why am I here? I thought you hated humans!” He did not look at me, but Jaken said, “Do not ask of him that foolish question! He was polite enough to let you come here and give you new clothing.” I stood up and walked over to him “I wasn’t asking you!” and I kicked him once again, and watched him fly. “Damn that little imp! He doesn’t know when to shut up, does he?!” I went back to my spot and sat down. “So, are you going to answer my question or not?!” He only continued to stare off in the distance. I stood up and walked in front of him. I started to wave my hand and say “Helloooo, is any one home!?” He then looked in a different direction “Heh, well, rudeness!”I said. I began to wave my hand again and say “Well? Aren’t you gonna answer me?” Then he grabbed my wrist. I began to blush a little and he said nothing. “Ummmm....my wrist please...” He did not let go of it. I tried to take my wrist back, but he held on to it tighter and tighter the more I tried too escape his grip. “Whats all this about!” I said, trying to escape. “You are what I call a human, but I can not allow you to stay with my brother.” “Uhhhhh....and why may I ask?” “You do not belong with them....” “Then I’ll just go home, to my realm! Now please let go of my wrist. Your hurting me.” “You wish to leave?” “Well if I can’t be with my friends...well.....I don’t really know...” “See, you do not know what to do.” “Well, for one-I don’t know how to get back to my realm.” “Then do not leave.” “I really never said I was leaving. Why did you change the subject! I asked you a question and you never answered it!” “I do not have to answer that question. You can very well answer it yourself.” “Uhhhh, I can? Is this a trick question? Cuz I can’t answer it either...” He didn’t say a thing, “Well then, why don’t you kill me!?” “...I’m not going to kill you...” “Why!?” He did not say a thing, “Well, I say! What a rude demon you are! I thought it would be fun coming here, but I guess not! Now release my wrist please. I feel like my hand is about to fall off.” He released some of the pressure that he had put on my wrist but did not seem to let it go. It became darker and he finally let go of it. Jaken was starting a fire and Rin was fast asleep and I sat next to a tree, massaging my wrist. It had a red mark on it from him grabbing on to it too tightly. *Well at least he hasn’t killed me...yet. I better be a little more concerned of what I do next time.* I then closed my eyes and fell fast asleep.

There it is....
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

   my internet = gayness
Mood: Confused
Music: Daybreak by Ayumi Hamasaki <--- good song!

Extra boring day...internet has been screwing up all day so i haven't been on that long. I promist to get to some of your sites and leave you comments since you guys leave me comments all of the time. i feel so loved *tear* So thanks all of you for being here for me and i love you all.

And the best way to get an inu box set is ask your gma lol thats what i did. I asked for one for christmas. And most apologies for some of your grandma's who've passed on.

~Kurayami-sam


(Fan fic - only read if you want to) (And this is shorter than last time, i need to save some suspence lol)

A Feudal Fairytale: Journey to the past ------------------------------- I was sitting next to a tree with a dark blue kimono on and i looked around. The sun was setting through the tees and there was a small stream flowing near by. I looked and i seen Rin playing in it trying to catch fish with Jaken. Then i just realized *if that is Rin and Jaken....then i must be-* then i looked over some to see Sesshomaru sitting next to a tree about two meters away. I looked away quickly thought *holy shit hell* i thought *Why am i here!?* Then i seen Rin come running towards me. She gave me a smile and said "I see your awake! Come catch fish with me, please?!" How could i resist Rin's smile, so I went with her down to the stream. I put up the bottom of my kimono and hooked it into the belt i had on. and then i seen Jaken look at me with a hatred look. i walked up to him and said "wanna finish what we started yesterday?" then i kicked him really hard and he flew. Rin started to laugh and i joined. Then i said "who would have thought that kicking a little imp would be so fun!?" we stopped laughing and began to catch fish. I tried to, but it didn't seem to work out. Then after a while i got pissed off and began to curse at the fish that passed by me and began to kick them. "Damn fish! Go to hell!" i left and Rin began to laugh at me. i sat on the edge of the stream and pulled the kimono out of my obi/belt/thingy (w/e it is) and i walked to where Sesshomaru had sat me down when i woke up. I mumbled to myself "damn fish....can go to hell.....and I'll laugh at them as they burn there! MWA HA HA HA!" i said that part kinda loud but Sesshomaru didn't look at me. Rin just paused, gave me a weirded out look and began to laugh furiously. I also laughed. It was, after all, funny. I cussed at FISH! "Man, i am stupid" i said as i hit my head. The sun was almost gone and the moon had risen into the sky. Rin got out and sat beside a tree and closed her eyes. After a few minutes, she was fast asleep. I walked to the stream side and sunk my feet into it. i watched the moon rise into the sky and then wondered what sesshy was doing. I turned around and seen him standing there. I looked up at him, and i had to say he was TALL. He looked down at me and i could see his cold look was bearing down on me and so i looked away. He sat beside me and said nothing. I looked away from him and then i heard jaken behind us "You human! You kick me again and i'll put a reign of havoc on you with my staff!" I closed my eyes, stood and took his staff away. then i said "prepare to fly" and i kicked him again. "Damn that things annoying!" i said as i sat down beside sesshy. My eyes were closed and i sat there. then i felt something take a strand of my hair and put it behind my ear. But when i opened my eyes, Sesshy was already walking back to the tree where he was sitting. "I could have swore..." i said to myself. I went back to my spot and leaned against the tree. Then i thought *Why am i here? He would have surely killed me by now. I was spying on him in the hot spring! and that reminds me...wheres Yoko??? Oh, she's prolly with Shippo and the others. But i don't understand why Sesshy brought me here if he hates humans so much. He could have drown me in the hot spring. I'm just so confused...* and i fell asleep next to the tree while the cool breeze passed by. ~~The next day i woke up with Rin screaming in my ear "Wake up!" I jumped and looked at her "What time is it?" "I don't know. but we are going to have fun today, aren't we?" "I don't know. I fainted, woke up here and i have friends-" then i looked at Sesshy and said "I guess i could stay." Rin smiled at me and grabbed my hand and jerked me to my feet. I felt a slight light-headed. I walked with Rin through the woods to a hot spring. I looked around and said "What are we doing here?" "We're going to take a bath, silly" "oh, we are?" We undressed and jumped in. It was relaxing. I sat against a rock and then Rin splashed me in the face. "Bring it on!" I yelled and splashed her back. We had fun but stopped after a while. Then we heard Sesshomaru, but we could not see him. "Rin, its time to get out now." "Yes M'lord" Rin grabbed her kimono, quickly changed and ran off. Once she was out of sight, i suspected Sesshomaru was gone. But i was way wrong. I closed my eyes and sunk into the water. Then i felt some waves of water splash against me and i felt a shadow over me. I opened my eyes and looked up. I was once again looking into the most gorgeous mesmerizing manipulative golden eyes i've ever seen. My mouth went slightly open and i looked brain dead.(he was in the water) He stood in front of me and i could barely believe what i was seeing. I skimmed my eyes down from his eyes and onto his chest. He was very masculine. I fainted on the inside, but i tried to keep myself awake so i can actually live a dream that so many other Sesshy-lovers dream about. I reached my hand out from under the water and reached out touch him. I thought he would cut off my hand but surprisingly he didn't. I began to move my hand down his chest and then stopped. He gabbed my hand and I then thought *Omg, he's going to kill me!* But he didn't make another move. I looked up at him and he starred down on me, but his cold expression was not there. It was an unreadable expression. Then I realized I was out of the water more than last time. I blushed and sunk into the water and thought *Omg, I can't believe he seen-* my thought was paused by him kneeling down in front of me so our faces were at the same level. I was staring into his eyes while thinking *omg, omg, omg!* I looked down and began to blush. Then I looked back up and then our eyes locked. Then time stopped. Everything was quiet and peaceful. I looked away and thought *If this is a dream, I better wake up.* I scooted away from him in hopes that it was all just some insane dream. Then we heard someone coming. Sesshomaru looked away and then a cold expression came among his face once again. “What is it?” I asked.

There it is....
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

   tired...
Mood: Kinda tired..
Music: Daybreak by Ayumi Hamasaki

Boring day...I watched the Inuyasha box set, but i had to stop myself cuz it kept reminding me of the next inuyasha episode this saturday and it was making me over-excited. Anyways, I gtg now...

~Kurayami-sam


(Fan fic - only read if you want to)

A Feudal Fairytale: Journey to the past ------------------------------- I had no clue what the hell was going on. Though i knew this was bound to happen sometime, why didn't it start when we got out of that weird hot spring. Yoko continued to kiss her finger and i kept the barrier up. I knew what Sesshomaru was capable of, and i didn't want to get killed just yet. Plus, Yoko wanted to see Shippo for the longest time and i didn't want to have her get killed before anything even happened. The Inu gang ran up to the barrier and starred at it. Shippo looked at Yoko and asked "Is your finger okay?" "Yeah, but the little burn is shaped like a baboon." "Your seeing things...." Inuyasha and Sesshomaru starred at each other with angered looks upon their faces. I put my hand down and the barrier disappeared. Yoko ran to Shippo's side and he said "This is gonna get violent, we better get away." Yoko nodded and they hid behind some bushes. I stood there and Kagome ran to my side "What happened?" "I seriously don't know..." "And earlier, when Yoko said 'your lovers here', what was that about?" "Oh, you know Yoko. Always says and sees things.." *Hopefully that’s a good enough excuse for now* "Oh." Before Inuyasha unsheathed his sword, Sesshomaru just walked away. Inuyasha gave a weirded out look and then yelled "Fine! Run away you coward!" I was about to walk right up to him and say 'well, maybe he has better things to do then fight you' but i kept myself right where i was. Everyones gonna question me and i hate being questioned! I moved back a step and another, smiling. I then began to run.I passed Yoko and Shippo. "Yoko! I need to get out of here! You coming or not?!" "uhhhhhh...." She looked at Shippo, then back at me. Then she grabbed Shippo's hand and began to run. Shippo escaped Yoko's grip and then he said "Why are we running?" "I don't know but lets go!" Before she grabbed his hand again he said "I don't want to leave my friends though!" "I am your friend! Now lets go!""Why can't you just stay here?" "But Kurayami's my friend too......ugggghhhhhh.......I'm so confused!" i also got confused, then i seen Inuyasha and the others coming. I got so confused then i tried to reach for Yoko's hand then i began to run. Then i heard Shippo yell "Why are you running with a tree branch!?" I look at what was in my hand and said "What?! OH shit!" I dropped it and ran back. "Yoko! What the hell are you going to do!" "I don’t know!" I just grabbed her hand (Making sure i really grabbed it this time) and began to run. "Bye Shippo!" "Bye Yoko!" Yoko looked as if there were tears in her eyes. "This is no time to cry, you'll see him soon!" I ran for the longest time and then I got tired. I turned around to see if anyone were following me. "Good, no ones following." Yoko had fallen asleep, so i set her down against a tree. It was getting dark. I got some fire wood and started a fire. I sat against a tree and the sun had disappeared and the moon was out and full. I got a little tired myself and closed my eyes. Then i heard something. I opened my eyes and Yoko was sitting right beside me and she looked as if she were going to cry. "Yoko, i promise, you'll see him again." "But...." "Yoko, don't cry. Just get some sleep." "I'm not tired...I miss Shippo." I assured her she would see Shippo again soon, and she finally stopped crying. We sat around the fire and it became cold. It was all quiet. Then i heard something. "What was that!?" yelled Yoko. I stood up. I then realized i had no weapons with me! "Yoko, if its a demon-your our only hope. I don't have a bow and arrow!" "I gotch'ya covered!" Then out from behind a tree came Sesshomaru. I didn't know what to think, except that Yoko better not ruin it this time. "You." "Uhhh, who, me?" I pointed at myself and i began to blush a little. Yoko looked at me smiling. Then i heard her say lightly "ooooooo, kurayami's gotta boyfriend!" I hit her on the head extra hard. I looked back up at him hoping he didn't hear that. Then he said "You are no more than a human but have dark powers." "Me uhhhhhhh yeah i guess." I looked to the ground and started to move my feet around. Yoko was still smiling at me. So i kicked her. Then I heard her say “bitch! don't kick me, kick him! oh, wait! thats jaken! let me kick him!" Then i seen Jaken come running out from behind the bushes and Yoko chasing after him yelling "I'm not going to hurt you, just kick you!" it got annoying after a while, so i stuck my foot out and tripped him. Then i kicked him and he flew high in the air and farther away then last time. Sesshomaru only continued to stare at me. I blushed even more and looked down. I looked up and he said "I will be back." And i watched him walk off. "That......was fucking BITCHIN'!" I danced around abit and then sat down. Yoko gave me a grin and said "Next time i'll make you even more embarrassed!" "There won't be a next time for you if you don't keep your mouth shut! And if you do say something-no more shippo!" "NOOOOOO!!! Me want to see shippo!" and she began to cry. "Fine! you'll see Shippo, just keep your mouth shut when Sesshy's around, ok!?" "ok...." Chapter 3 We made it through the night and woke up early the next day. Yoko put out the fire and smacked me in the head to wake up. Then she said "I'm hungry..." "Yeah, me too." We began to walk and it was cold. "We need new kimono's to wear. They're a mess." We walked for a few minutes when we ran across a big hot spring. "Well, i guess it couldn't hurt to take a bath and wash up our kimonos." We got undressed and got into the hot spring. "This is heaven....Its so much better than my crappy bath tub at home that you can't even take a bath in!" We washed our kimono's and decided to stay in a little longer. Then we heard small voices. We looked around and then we looked over the rocks. "Omg!" yelled Yoko "Yoko, shut up. We can't be found just yet! You seen your shippo, now be quiet.” She peeked over the rocks and then looked over on the other side of them, "Oh.....My....Gawd..." She turned pale and slide down deep into the water "What? What is it?" "Look....over THOSE rocks!" I gave her a weirded out look and went to look over the other rocks. I couldn't believe what I saw. "Omfg! Its Sesshomaru!" I whispered being sure he couldn't hear me. I slide beneath the water and said "Why is he here!?" "Prolly why we're here!" "Oh, yeah, thats right." I just couldn't help myself. I had to look over the rocks again "He's just so hott" I said. I went over to the rocks and looked over them "He's.....gone" o.0? Then i heard from behind me "Looking for me?" *Holy shit hell!* i thought. I looked over some and Yoko was gone prolly washing her hair somewhere else. "uhhhh......." i said. Then i looked down. I realized i was naked and from my waist up everything showed. I hugged myself and turned my head slowly. He was starring at me and i couldn't help but blush. I realized he was too naked. I turned my head back in a split second and thought *He is so hott with his shirt off* and then i fainted on him! luckily i felt him catch me. But was gonna happen to me?! While i was fainted, i dreamt a weird dream: I was running through Yoko's house. When i stopped running i looked behinde me. "Oh no! its Naraku!" i yelled. Then yoko appeared next to me and said "Its that baboon, Kurayami! Can i go pet him? I'm sure he's a friendly zoo baboon?!" "No, yoko! Its Naraku!" "Oh, no its not! See!" Then she went near him. Then my dream switched to where i was in Yoko's room, then we walked into the portal in her closet. we ended up walking with the inu gang. then it switched to where Sesshomaru kidnaped me and took me to his castle and through me onto a table. Jaken and him were talking then i heard sesshomaru say "i will have to seduce her to get the necklace off" then i looked at the cross necklace hanging around my neck and said "why would he want this thing." Then it switched to where we were both sitting in bed and Sesshomaru says "Can you please take off your necklace. It bugs me" then inuyasha runs in and says "No, Kurayami! Don't take it off!" then i jump of the bed and put on a robe. Then Jaken started to chase me around then i got a kitana and ran into a corner. and as he came near i sliced his head off. But it continued to move. so i started to scream and chop his body up with the kitana. When i was done Sesshomaru started to chase me around then i woke up.

There it is....
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