Thursday, February 16, 2006

   RSVP DAMNIT!!!!
THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE NOT RSVP..ED ABOOT THE PARTY YET..NEED TO DO IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...LET ME REPEAT THAT...AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!!!!!

I HAVE MY CELL PHONE ON AT ALL TIMES, LET ME KNOW IF YOU ARE COMING OR NOT..And if you are i apolagize for this late reminder..but if you could bring one twelve pack of a random soda it would be greatly greatly greatly appreciated!!!!!!
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

ALL CREDIT TO SETOEK FOR THE POEMS!!!
“Loves Requiem, the funeral of hearts.”

“Confusion writhes around our hearts impatiently
I Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
It drains the faith that lights the dark and sets us free
From the chains of our war and the pain we once called love
The poison of doubt enslaves our minds and we bleed”

She sat lonely in the dark of her room, the silence embracing her with anguish. Her dark hair of satin flowed freely about her shoulders. Like a deep, dark waterfall. The words flowed from her pen, like blood from an open wound. Her hands moved quick and silent, as her mind wandered into the abyss of freedom. Her world was that of purple skies, and paper flowers. A world with peace and happiness. No sadness could tarnish her heart when she was in her safe place of refuge.

“We abandon the trust that kept us blind and disappear
Under the crimson wings of hate where the lost are safe
Until they love again”

Her eyes that shone with mischief and guilt, glazed in her distant state. The words came straight from her soul, straight from her heart. They came to her like air, a thing of nature. Something that did not require practice or training. But a deep sense of concentration, and sorrow. Her words could mean only what one believed they did.

“The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our love's requiem
We pray to the serpent of delight desperately”

He skin turned pale in the moonlit realm of her room. Frail and sickly though she was, she lacked nothing in the physical quality of the vanqure. Her back slightly hunched as she stared blankly into the night. An aura of crystal blue surrounded her in an instant. Forming flowing tendrils of power that shielded her from the disruptions of humans.

“The questions are answered and we try not to weep
Until we are sure we're suffering for love
In the dungeon of our dreams we're so weak
The promise made to be broken still haunts our sleep
We won't open our eyes afraid we would die for love again”

Her thoughts shifted for unknown reasons, to a dark corner of her peaceful world. One that she had taught herself to forget, and dared not sleek within it. Though different today, her feelings led her to this place of pain. The memories of him flowed through her dreams. Her world disrupted by the presence of his voice that rang so fluidly in the night.

“The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our love's requiem
The salvation we seek will be waiting us there
In the heart of darkness lonely and scared
With a promise of death for our love”

His eyes, such a bright blue, they rivaled even the blue of the sky. His hair that fell around his face, as fine as the most expensive silks in the world. His voice that would ring upon her ears with such angelic peaceful beauty. He was her fallen angel, and in many ways he made her life have meaning.

“And now that we're free from the chains of our dark love
I'm lost
And now that we're free from the chains of our dark love
I'm lost”

Through all the times he had with her, and all the tears she had shed. Her heart turned always to black without him by her side. She longed for his touch and for his love. Lost to infinity, and entrapped in the shadow of words. She waited in hours of despair, for him to return to her side. She told herself she would wait, but the more she waited, the more insanity invaded her.

“The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our love's requiem
Take me into your arms and sing me your beautiful song
Hold me until we're one and sing me you're beautiful song”

Suddenly through the darkness, her sweet voice pierced the air. His song of redemption, flowed from her like water. Echoing through the night, and cascading down to the streets below.
‘Tsumetai toki ga yume o furaseru kono te no naka o suri nukete
Negai kazo e mezame ta toki ni yureru maboroshi ni kimi ga utsuru
Boku o michibiku kasu kana shiruetto’
As she sang, she remembered his voice. On so many nights, it had calmed and pleased her. She heard it in her head, and all her sorrows froze in time. For a single moment in time, she was able to forget everything that had happened to her. She was able to find peace in the sound of her angel. She laid down in the moonlight, with a peaceful smile on her pale face. She dreamed of all the times they had shared. So many good feelings came with the thoughts of him, and she welcomed the warmth it brought. Her eyes glazed, and hazy, as she dwindled on the edge of sanity. As she slowly closed her eyes, the aura faded away. And her heart beat its final time, and in the darkness she found her love.
“The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there
And that hope will be our love's requiem
Take me into your arms and sing me your beautiful song
Hold me until we're one and sing me you're beautiful song...”


Walking into the dim lit room, a tall man in black glanced around at the small cluttered area. He walked to the desk, finding it covered with paper and ink. Sorting through al the mess of paper, he found many stories, poems, songs and what appeared to be letters.

“Detective, we have reviewed the body many times. But we cannot seem to determine the cause of death.” A young man in a blue suit stated quickly.

The man in black nodded, and picking up the papers, he headed down to the streets below. He got into his sleek car and began driving to no where in particular. While at a blinding red light, he glanced down at the papers. Seeing one that caught his attention, he picked it up and slowly began to read.

"The Funeral Of Hearts"

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
(I sit alone in this dark room, the straight jacket tight on my skin. With so much free time, I find myself thinking of you….I so miss your silly joking. How you used to make me laugh over the littlest things. I think about how much I loved you....)”

As he continued reading, he established the fact that he must have picked up a journal entry the girl had made. The red light was over, and he pulled his car to the side of the road. Picking up the paper and again began reading the blurry words.

“She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
(My thoughts on you have no choice but to sway...They begin to recall the memories of your later actions. All the times you supported me, were only there to blind me from your true goal. The betrayal that you bestowed upon me cannot be justified by any means but death.)”

As the words flowed through his mind, the story began to make sense. Everything he needed had been written in words, words that he had discovered, even if to late.

“She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why
(I loved you…why did you do this to me?..I remember it so well, that day you turned on me. It was so strange to me, that you could change in such quick ways. One minute you were holding me...the next you were accepting their money and handing me away…how could you do this to me??)”

His eyes narrowed slightly as the story took its form. The facts were showing much different from the ones they had gathered from earlier episodes. His mind forming new judgments on the girl now dead in her room.

“Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
(Now I can’t help but laugh..As I remember your face...When I returned to you that night...How you looked at that gun so confused...How did you not know that this was your fate?..You betrayed me. And I had come to return the favor...At first I was afraid I couldn’t do it...But one word from your lying tongue and I so easily and willingly pulled the rusty trigger. You fell with such grace…now that you are in peace...i shall come to you again. In happiness. I will join you in heaven soon my love...Wait for me…)”

He finished reading the journal, and returned to his office. He placed all the papers in his folder, looking over the evidence on more time. A sudden voice caught his attention as he glanced up at the TV.

“Police now investigating the death of a fifteen year old girl, who was said to have escaped from a mental institution after the murder of her former employer…cause of death, is still under investigation. The reporter’s voice faded as her turned the TV off. Walking out of the building, with another file..Done and closed.




*~~* End *~~*



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Monday, February 13, 2006

   Today was weirrd
Today i had random mood swings. i would go from hyper crazy funny me

To tired, grouchy, quiet dark "me"

It was crazy...the rsvp date is coming up all you who reseived invitations...so yeah...

So yeah..in one of my...blegh states right now.. where as at lunch i was explaining the story behind O BLARGGAAGGG

and such..so not much to say today..other then the fact that tommorow is valentines day...

Sethos: an i will be missing setoek more then ever....

Yeah we're not looking forward to tommorow..we got our S.A.D sign all ready to put on the shirt. and i'm wearing all black.

so therer...

TEh SEthos, Out!

-_-
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

   Blogs are addicting...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

You Are 28% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

You Are 55% Addicted to Blogthings

You're a Blogthings fiend - addicted but not totally dependent. So what if you know your personality type by heart? And while you may feel like Blogthings is crack... There are people much worse off than you!

How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

Your Dating Purity Score: 73%

You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

Dating Purity Test

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Friday, February 10, 2006

   durrr..those tests are weird..

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

free enneagram test

So anyways...not any real updates....i'll post again later!!!

Teh Sethos, Out!

^.~
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Thursday, February 9, 2006

   Hyper day!!
Today i am hyper..i do not know why..last night gave me such a headache but it was a blast..
Turns out that a radio station was having like a rave at the same place we went..so yeah lots of loud music, dancing with random people and ignoring the adults..and did i mention the drinks were awsome.
I myself (with parental approval) had three strawberry magaritas, three incredible hulks and four hypnotics...
It was awsome. And the food there sucked so on the way home i just talked my parents into stopping, so they got me kfc..i like honey bbq.

I got home and like immidiately crashed.

This morning was the first time ina long time i have thrown my alarm clock across the room..wich was stupid because me temporary alarm clock happens to be my cell phone..
lucky me the thing is like...unbreakable.

So yeah...all that good shtuff...Time for us to go sooo..

Teh Sethos, Out!

^.~
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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

   zzzzz...
I have spent most of this week, either at school or sleeping..

Tonight i have to be tortured by going to dinner with the "family" so call me..and rescue me from going insane.

My birthday is coming up...so..some of you will be getting invitations fairly soon.

Hopefully sethy will get to come over on friday and i will have some amusement.

I'm really bored.....i've started the second chapter of my naruto story and i finally finished the lemon scene in my yu yu hakusho one..it's not that good but i'm still not good at that.

I will be trying to post them asap..and i'm also trying to update all the stories i already have..but it's really hard to get my inspiration back...it would help if you guys would read my work and give me ideas....but you don't have to!

(sn: Bloodstrewn-Angel)

Anywhooooo....not much to talk aboot...school is almost over..and i know what i have to do to pass this year now..

I have to pass all my classes except german, i have to go to credit retreval starting monday for my geography credit that i never got. I have to go to summer school for my ipc credit that i never got and i have to keep up all the other grades...If i do that..i will be a junior next year. I don't really want to think about graduating right now though...i'm not ready to have to make all those desicions...this summer school is gonna be hard enough and then i need to start looking for a job...wich sucks...

Got my gaurd thingy to work on..and i am sniffing out every extra credit offer i can find.

I seem to be really spacey lately and i don't want to do anything..not even the stuff i enjoy..i find myself sleeping most of the time..it's like coming down off of a high or something....

Life is just getting boaring....

I already know what my electives for next year will be though...

* (insert language here)
* Gaurd
* Health

Anywhooo..i don't wanna start thinking about nex year until i sucessfully finish this year...wich is getting harder by the minute...

So yeah.....i'm in sixth period....i'm going back to sleep...

Teh Sethos, Out!

~.~zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

   ...
Well it seems i will be making the post again lately...one of us seems to be sleeping more and more lately.. Anyway..i was told to post several greetings to certain people..and also to post some lyrics..so here it goes..

Seth - Still talking to the adults about friday.

Tori - Hi

Ashley - ...oi..

Setoek - ..still miss you.

Now for the lyrics: (simple plan: untitled)

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me


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Monday, February 6, 2006

   Porn is funny...
Okay..well if you'd read lemony slash's post from a few days ago..you'd already know she spent the night on saturday..i would have posted on this sooner, but i fell asleep half an hour after she left and i didn't wake up until five minutes before my bus came today.
Then we were cooking in sixth periode so i could do it htere..anywhoooo...

Yeah went to the mall, met with people, played ddr, got caffiene...Oi!..Played more ddr, walked around a bit..went to walden books...oi!...Went to suncoast, got a heie keychain...oi!....Went to hot topic, where cycon bought me a naruto back pack...oi!...Went to the heavanly paradise of anime-ness..where cycon bought me a wall scroll....oi!!!

So yes...Fun Fun Fun....Naruto...amv's....amusing porn...all the works...

that's my weekend in a nutshell...

Seth - Missed you lots sis!!!

Tori - Ditto!!!

Ashley - Oi!

Setoek - Hope to 'see you' soon..

Cycon - *tackleglomphugs* THANKS FOR ALL THE STUFF I STILL FEEL BAD FOR YOU SPENDING ALL THAT MONEY ON ME BUT THANKS ANYWAYS MUCH HEARTS TO YOUUU!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 X 1,000000000!!!!!!

Teh sethos, out!

^.~
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Thursday, February 2, 2006

   dead days...
Well it seems that one of us is sleeping..so the other shall be making the post for the evening. Those of you who know what i just said, good for you. THose of you who don't....tough shit.

For those of you who read the post i made late last night..(before i deleated it) I must apologize for any worry it might have caused you.
We were experiencing a bad moment and hopefully it will not happen again.

On another note..today was strangly boaring and uneventful. The only interesting events of today were new lyrics appearing on our papers during school.

Tommorow will be another day in iss...joy.

We will have the phone on and wouldn't mind a few phone calls.. (from anyone other then tyler)

I hope the next post made will be longer and actually have some importance in it.

Seth - Would be nice to talk to you.

Setoek - It would be nice to hear from you as well.

Selen - You both need to keep in contact.

Well, that's all for me.

I bid you all goodnight.
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