Monday, January 30, 2006

   IMPORTANT UPDATE!
Also featured at ushicon is: I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH MAH NII-SAN WHO I MISS UBER LOTS AND LOTS!!!!!!!!!!
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   Ushicon Go
Friday, 1-27-05 - I woke up after about half an hour of pestering from the dog. CAught my bus and went to school, sleeping through almost every periode. Caught the bus home, and waited for seth's mom to show up.
She showed up at aboot five-ish and we went over to seth's house. After aboot half an hour of pestering her parents, we were packed up and headed for austin.
We stopped for McDonalds where me and ashley came up with the "Imma get some C.O.L.A coke!"
Then we got back in and about twenty minutes later we all wnet into a squealing frenzy because austing was now in our sights.We arrived at the hotel and ran into rokk.Who helped us carry our shtuff. We got all settled into the room and then got dressed for the rave.
RAn into a few people and then went into the rave..I saw toboe and it was all "zomg! TOBOE!!!! *squeals and tackles*"
And then that dance went on..and on...and on..and on..Much grinding and making out..with a bunch of people i didn't even know. but it was great.

Got back to the room at about two thirty and got showers. called ina wake up call and went to sleep.

Saturday, 1-28-06 -
Woke up, got some muffins. And got into our costumes. Cycon showed up a little later and we got him all set in his costume. Then we headed downstairs and began the rain of pics,glomps,clings,songs and random other crap.
A million hugs,kisses and photoshoots later. We all headed to the dealers room. where i got stuff.....like: a kumagaro plushie, a kakashi plushie, a wicked cool hat, a hello kitty thing, a yaoi paddle, some yaoi manga,two sangaria sodas, a box of pocky and all my friends stuffs.
Then we hung out for a while and then went to the walk on thingy..we went on and did our skit wich was funny as poo.
Then everyone sorta went off..Then came: The Cuddle Orgy!!!
It got bigger ever few minutes and i got to cuddle with toboe and sexy tsume. Then there was much wrestling, rolling around, me stealing tsume's jacket, cuddling screaming, getting told off by security, and so on. Then came the dance..and everyone kinda scattered after that.

So i spent the rest of the night clinging to toboe,tsume and kevin..Then i fell asleep on kevin. And me and seth headed up to the room and fell asleep.

Sunday, 1-29-06 -
Woke up...packed up and clung to toboe for like...until he left..Then clung to tsume and friends till he left..Then i hung out with the rocks..then i follwed and molested my itachi friend from onicon..Then i followed and harrassed the little inuyasha. and made some friends. and then....the sadness came....time to leave...So we piled into the car and then we hung out at sethy's house for a while and then my dad got me and there was much hyper explainging and fun fun.
I devored my eighteen peice honey bbq wings from kfc ...watche excell saga. and got on the computer..all the while my kumagaro plushie on my head.

You want more detaill.....IM ME!!!!!

remember folks...My birthday party is coming up soon. ^.~

Teh Sethos, Out!

^.~
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

   No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

[Chorus]

Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

[Chorus]

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

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   TWO MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...that title burnt up all my enrgy...today is teh first day this week i get to go to color gaurd...Monday, i was in the office the hole time.Tuesday, i went home half way through firts period with a fever..Then i have iss tommorow...and then.....FRIDAY!!!!

Makin all the final preporations on my costume...trying not to htink aboot it so the time will go by faster...but it's not working..i can't help it...it's all i'm thinking aboot lately.... i managed to get my mind off of ushi for about twenty minutes...To: Finish a yaoi scene,and write two related poems.....wich i am aboot to post:



Echo.
Glwing light...
An angel standing in the clear blue night..
Pale and slender...
She stands in the wide feilds of forrest green...
Staring at the calm earthen banks...
Her pale grey eyes gloss with tears..
Crystal gems of life...
They flor slowly down her pale face..
With little effort..
She streps closer to her cascading future...
She pens her arms wide..
Gazing up at the heavans...
A prayer she whispers..
With one final breath...
She leaps gracefully into the darkness of the deep ocean...
Her words floating on feathering wind..
About the land he whispers echo...
"I love you...."




( And the responding poem )

Bitter.
~ As the days drag on....
I grow weary and tired...
My heart aches for you...
For you love...
For your touch..
My eyes sting with bitter tears...
TEars i shed for you.
If only they could bring you back...
If they could in some way..
Allow me to take your place...
I only wish i could forget you..
As easily as you seem to have forgotten me...
I wish my heart would let you go...
But it won't....
It can't....
THough forbidden..
My love for you was not blind...
I loved you with all my heart... ~
Steppind into the pale moon light...
Her tears still falling into the cold earth..
A sleek blade she pulls...
And to her pale throat she brings it's edge...
One graceful motion...
And she falls..
Now surrounded by her own sweet crimson life...
He whisper floats in the wind...
"....i'll be with you soon...."


And that's what was going through my head during first period...

I WANT YOUR SOUL!!!!!!

Then aboot fifteen minutes ago..in german..i wrote a poem about con-life..

So here goes:

Road trips,hotel rooms,batteries,and plastic spoons.Voice actors, cosplayers,guys dressed up in skirts.Tentacle monsters,cuddle orgys,and chicks with see through shirts. Lots of strangers,sushi plates,cross dressers, power rangers?? Big swords, little guns, walking sticks and tin cans. J-Rockers, J-poppers, getting mobbed by fans. Security gaurds, retards, crazed fans, and secret bars..

Woo for con poem..TWo days..is taking to long...

I need a hair cut.....damnit....

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah!!!!!!!

....................................................................................................................................................................dot dot fricken dot........................................................................................


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If you were gay......


that'd be okay.....

i mean cause hey.....

i'd like you anyway....

because you see....

if it were meeee..

i would feel free to say, that i was gay, but i'm not gay...

..........

If you were queer...

I'd still be here.....

Year after year...

Because your dear to me...

And i know that you....

Would accept me toooo..

If i told you today, "hey guess what i'm gay!" but i'm not gay...

i'm happy...just being with you..

So what should it matter to me..

What you do in bed with guys...

That is wrong!!

No It's Not!!!

If you were gaaayyy!!!!

I'd shout, Hurray!

And here i'd stay..

But i wouldn't get in your way..

You can't count on mee..

To always be..

Beside you every day..

To tell you it's okay..

You were just born that way..

And as they say, it's in your DNA!

Your Gaaayyy!

I a not GAy!!

If you were Gay!

Ahhh!!!!!


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Teh SEthos, Out!

^.~
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Friday, January 20, 2006

   Conflicting emotions!!!
Well..i am having some conflicting emotions on today...I want today to be over...cause i'll get to see seth tommorow....but at the same time..i don't want it to be tommorow cause that means i have to do gardening...for my mother...cause it's her birthday tommorow...

Anywho..for the polls...

Regarding the earings:
The one with the most votes was the hybrid...So hybrid it is..

Regarding the stalkings:
One black one white...Sorry tori-kins i couldn't think of anything else..please don't hate me for using your idea!!!!! *bows down and begs for forgivness*

Okay..now today...It's official, me and tracy are making a manga series.

She will be our graphic desighner..and i am the Script author, and scene director. It's gonna be aboot the lives of the five people that dwell at our lunch table.With random appearences of other peeps.... This is the summary for the random peeps who don't know us.


CAFE'OTA

This is the story of five teenage otaku, and their adventures through the world of teenage torture.
Sethos - A hyper-active phycotic neko.
Utinla - A silent skillful neko.
Die - A video game nazi with a sadistic additude.
Robbie - A self absorbed wannabe heart throb.
Nathan - An emoo dude who hates the world.

This'll be fun!!!!!!!!

So yeah..i've started on the scripts for that while tracy is establishing the character profiles. This is gonna be great for my future to develop so if at anytime i wish to call upon you guys for assistence. i hope that you will be kind and assist me sweetly! ^^

Anywho...i like skittles....and i'm going to skip color gaurd today....but don't tell anyone..............fweeee...

One Week To Ushicon!!!!!!!!

WooHoo!!!!!!!!

Teh Sethos, Out!

^.~
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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Minor update...
For those of you have met him cool...for those of you who haven't..he's awsome. Cycon (aka the substitute) has an otaku now. So go check him out.

Cycon73

I'd appreciate it guys.

Teh SEthos, Out!

^.~
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   ....
Does anyone know a good assasin?

Cause i'm serious i would kill those fuckers right now if it wasn't illegal.

And i don't care if they some how magically see this post. Let 'em read. they probably would know what half the shit i'm talking about is anyways...People who lives revolve around band are like that.

They have no brains. How the fuck am i supposed to get a schedual change this late in the year? It's fucking immpossible.

And i'm already inelegable anyways, meaning i would not be in this program even if i wanted to be.

These fuckers are making it so i don't even want to be in my one time favorite class anymore..

Pablo i could deal with. He's a pain some times but he's a good teacher. He actually teaches us.

The other two are fucking braindead.

I couldn't learn shit from those morons.

They ruined the one thing i look forward to in the day. Now my hole day sucks unless i see someone i like in the hall way.

Which is pretty rare.

On a better note......Concerning ushicon..

My cheshire cat thing is almost done..Seeing as i didn't get that many votes i'm gonna post it again..Those of you who's names are listed you do not have to vote on thie one:
( Seth, Skiff, Tori, Ashley )
For the accecories. Should the cheshire cat:

1. Wear the ears with no earings.
2. Wear the ears with earings.
3. Don't wear the ears and just wear the earings.
4. Wear the ears and where the earings normally.

Now for the rest of them..Everyone must vote...and i would appreciate if i could get more then four people answering this time.

For the bottoms: (seeing as tyler isn't really going to be sending them any time soon)

Should i use:

1. Black ripped up stalkings
2. White ripped up stalkings.
3. One black one and one white one.

Now on to the Ace of Diamionds. Which will be Cycon. I need some ideas for the make up..So anything is welcome.

Anywhoo....Can't wait...need the freedom...Seth i'll see you saturday....bye

Teh Sethos, Out!

^.~
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Monday, January 16, 2006

   woooo
Well got back from ashley's a little bit ago and started finishing up the sewing on my vest..Now i have a question for yall.

Concerning the ears:

1. Should i wear the kitty ears and put my loop earings on them.
2. Not wear the kitty ears and put the loop earings normally.
3. or be some ofrm of strange cat cuman hybrid thingy, and wear the ears, while having my loops on normally.

Let me know asap.

Teh Sethos,Out!

^.~
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Sunday, January 15, 2006

   Head....hurts.....
Anywho..technically,yesterday....


Got up at like eleven, and bugged my dad for an hour before he finally took meh to teh sunken gardens.

Got there and was tackled in sequence by : Tala,Amy,Nick,Seth,Zappa..

Then was stolen by tala so she could give me mah fangs.(Wooooo!!!)

Then it was much climbing and fun introducing cycon to everyone. Then we talked some more and then we found a dog...

And we took it some where so it could get adopted and sent off to a loving home..cause we're just cool like that.

And then we began our trip to the mall...while on the way there were several fun things...Yelling out the window at the two cars behind us..

Marco....POLO!!!

In the car i drove in, was me,seth and nick and cycon was driving...while on the way...Cycon accidentally ran into another car...and this car pulled over and a pissed of mexican guy got out of the car..and this is what is going on in detail:

Sitting in the great car of cycon-ness...the crash was disturbing and unexpected..and suddenly..the pissed mexican gets out of the car...and all that's going through my head is..'Shit...we're gonna get shot..'

Then we cussed out three people, and cycon gave us the impression of a grandma driving...then we finally arrived at the mall...

Where we had to run cause seth had to pee...

Then we hung out at cyber zone, then went up and down the escalators and found new ways to walk through the food court...

Then we hung out at cyber zone again..then we had some ddr competition..then it was only me,nathan,cycon,canuck and zappa left..(twas the last girl there T_T)

And we went to suncoast and talked for like half an hour..then we migrated to the area by the directory and talked for aboot half an hour...then we migrated to walden books and talked for aboot half an hour..the boys got some manga..and due to the stores buy three get one free..i gots a manga too.^^ (much thankies to teh boys)

Then we migrated out side..bargined with nathan's mom and got canuck a place to crash for the night..then i tackled zappa as he departed..and then i worried the hole way home cause he looked all tired...

Then cycon drove me home, met the family and actually got aproved by my dog..and he loved my squirelll....i mean cat..showed off my animefied room and then he left...and i been watching random cartoons since then....

Get to go to ashley's house tommorow.. and my head hurts like a bitch...so i'm gonna crash now..

Added in late..but this is kinda what i'm feeling right now:

"The fastest man in the world, fast asleep at the wheel
Nobody wants to be alone, so how did I get, here
When I look at you, I see him staring through
Awake and a smile, cuz he's been inside of you
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Is he everything to you?

Does he make you high, make you real?
Does he make you cry? Does he know the way you feel?
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you

I can still find the smell
On my clothes and skin
I can still see your face, when youre sleeping next to him
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Tell me does he?

[chorus]

I've had enough of fears, you let them out
Now I wrap myself around you
Like a blanket full of doubt
The darkness burns,it somehow stings
He's your everything

[chorus]

You make me high! You make me real!
You make me cry! Now you know the way I feel
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you"


Much love and hearts

*hugs and wuvs*

Teh Sethos,Out!

^.~
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Friday, January 13, 2006

   Blehhhh
Woot..i hath finished my pfd final easily and soon it shall be off to color gaurd..where that ass pablo will make us work like theres no tommorow......du....

wait there actually isn't.....anyways!

So yeah..today i have to go clean my room...cause i have been so caught up in finishing my costume and making me a tyler's masks..that now i can't even see my floor...it's covered in crap..so that's a hole day done wasted...

Saturday be Zappa-Con! Woo!

Then on sunday be ashley's house!

Next saturday is my mom's birthday

And the next saturday...be UshiCon!!!!!!!!

Happy-Ness!!!!!

Well anywho...off to dread my cruel fate of boaring flag twirling.

Teh Sethos,Out!

^.~
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