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Birthday 1990-02-21 Gender
Female Location San Antonio Member Since 2005-04-24 Occupation Photographer Real Name Sethos
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Achievements Coming to terms with who I am. Anime Fan Since How long has the world been in existance? Favorite Anime Wolf's Rain Goals To get a degree in phrotography, and to advance my cosplay skills. Hobbies Phrotography,writting,reading,role play,cosplay,random arts and crafts projects, being with my friends, ect.. Talents Phrotography,cosplay, a bit of flags, a bit of raving,role play,writting fanfics.
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Meet me in the Irc, LOLOL
Time: 4:34 am
Song: Daddy DJ
Artist: Daddy DJ
~~ lyrics ~~
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along,
until the lights are on
You leave me once again home alone
The fridge is full but my heart is achin'
You think I can make it on my own
Just a kiss and you are gone
Another night like a million before
Another party where I'm not invited
As always you'll heat the dance floor
In front of your turntables going mad
Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
Why should I stay deep in the blue
I wanna move my body too
{Refrain:}
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let the music play, until the break of day
We've been aside since I meant to be
[Daddy Dj Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
A part of you that was just awaking
My life with you is a fantasy
I am your prince and you are my king
You say your thing drives sometimes you insane
You think you're no good father and so you're ashamed
But all I want is to share your pain
Clubbin' the night along and having fun
Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
I wanna feel this part of youI wanna move my body too
Refrain, x2
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
~~ lyrics ~~
Now just let me get one thing out of the way here...
I apologize about my depressing post the other day. I had a momentary break in my normally stable emotional state.(for those of you who don't speak master english student: I WENT CRAZY FOR A WHILE!!!!)
Now that is all out of my system and I can't wait to get back into my schedual!!Now my goals for the next few weeks has been set.
1. Get school shoes/cloths
2. Get me new accescories (jewlry/make-up/ect)
3. Go to the Plain White Tees concert and have super special awsome fun afterwards(pun pun pun!!!!!!!)
4. Get my driving permit.
5. Get school supplies
6. Decide which back back I want to use this semester
That be mah goals for the next few weeks, plus I have a docters appointment on the 6th, and random nothings shall ensue throughout my free time.
I shall soon be spedning some quality time with Siris, seeing as we haven't talked in some time and I feel like she really needs it.
Oh and one more thing....apparently there really is a god...MY BROTHER IS FINALLY MOVING OUT!!!!!!!
*throws confetti and dances about with enthusiasm*
Well that's all for now, I shall talk to you all later!!!!
Take me to the PARTAY!!
Time: 10:34 pm
Song: Daddy DJ
Artist: Daddy DJ
~~ lyrics ~~
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along,
until the lights are on
You leave me once again home alone
The fridge is full but my heart is achin'
You think I can make it on my own
Just a kiss and you are gone
Another night like a million before
Another party where I'm not invited
As always you'll heat the dance floor
In front of your turntables going mad
Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
Why should I stay deep in the blue
I wanna move my body too
{Refrain:}
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let the music play, until the break of day
We've been aside since I meant to be
[Daddy Dj Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
A part of you that was just awaking
My life with you is a fantasy
I am your prince and you are my king
You say your thing drives sometimes you insane
You think you're no good father and so you're ashamed
But all I want is to share your pain
Clubbin' the night along and having fun
Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
I wanna feel this part of youI wanna move my body too
Refrain, x2
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
~~ lyrics ~~
Now just let me get one thing out of the way here...
I apologize about my depressing post the other day. I had a momentary break in my normally stable emotional state.(for those of you who don't speak master english student: I WENT CRAZY FOR A WHILE!!!!)
Now that is all out of my system and I can't wait to get back into my schedual!!Now my goals for the next few weeks has been set.
1. Get school shoes/cloths
2. Get me new accescories (jewlry/make-up/ect)
3. Go to the Plain White Tees concert and have super special awsome fun afterwards(pun pun pun!!!!!!!)
4. Get my driving permit.
5. Get school supplies
6. Decide which back back I want to use this semester
That be mah goals for the next few weeks, plus I have a docters appointment on the 6th, and random nothings shall ensue throughout my free time.
I shall soon be spedning some quality time with Siris, seeing as we haven't talked in some time and I feel like she really needs it.
Oh and one more thing....apparently there really is a god...MY BROTHER IS FINALLY MOVING OUT!!!!!!!
*throws confetti and dances about with enthusiasm*
Well that's all for now, I shall talk to you all later!!!!
Like a Siren's song you rescued me.
In your eyes I have found my way home.
When the world outside falls all I need is you.
In your heart is where I'll stay.
The strongest winds can't tear me from you.
With each passing breath you've consumed my soul.
I will sail through the eye of the storm,
just to die in your arms.
CHORUS
And as the tide shall rise under these stars tonight.
I'll hold on my heart till I find you again
dreaming of a world far away.
The strongest winds can't tear me from you.
With each passing breath you've consumed my soul.
I will sail through the eye of the storm,
just to die in your arms.
Chorus
oh i'll hold on my heart till i find you again
dreaming of a world far away
~~ lyrics ~~
I'm starting to question myself all the time lately...Alot....Why am I not pretty enough? Why am I always the outcast?..those are normal, but lately it's been out of the norm thoughts...
Why am I such a loser?
Why do people hate me so much?
Why can't I stay in a relationship without screwing it up?
Why am I such a damn idiot???
I had a relationship..And it was perfect...She was one of my best friends,she was beautiful,and we got along so well...I loved her so much and then I had to throw it all away like nothing...
7 Months, gone in the course of six words...
"I think we're better as friends."
Why did I have to end that? What the hell was I thinking?
I still love her to death, but I know I can't be with her, because it just doesn't work...it just hurts...
I finally had a good relationship and it just gets ruined like it did...
I'm such an idiot...I guess I just don't deserve love..I did something to someone in my life and the universe is like "Relationship? Who do you think you are, a human??HAHAHAHAHA!!!"
Go me..Single for my whole fucking life!!
And I don't blame anyone, I don't think it's anyone's fault..I just can't do love. I can't ever make it work...I'm the only one who should get blamed.It's my own fault...But whatever,Why cry over it? It's a long life to think about it..Why don't I save the tears for when I'm older and really break down..Whatever...
ADL REcap!!
ONE MORE DAY AND THEN I'M DONE WITH THIS DAMN COMMUNITY SERVICE!
They actually weren't as bad today...i guess last time they just had their shit pills or something...maybe it was norma....she was the bitchy lady..but the lady in charge today was cool...i hope they make me do the same shit tommorow as i did today cause the time went by really fast then..being in the kennels really makes you loose track of time and all that jazz.
I calculated it once i got home but i cleaned out a total of 128 kennels today...and i gotta tell you, if you have a dog and you have to clean up after it..DON'T EVER COMPLAIN ABOUT IT SMELLING BAD AGAIN!!!
these dogs had to be the worst thing i had ever smealt in my life...i honestly almost threw up like four times..some of the kennels are outside but they are around the back of the building so you don't get any venting...so you open that fence and the smell of like sixteen kennels full of dog shit hits you like BLOOM BITCH!!!
it was really awful so i dont think i'm ever gonna complain about my animals being bad ever again ya know...i thought i loved animals but i guess i don't really like them so much...but oh well i guess this'll teach me not to get in trouble again...even though it's kind of good for me cause i like it's good excircise...i think i've lost about five or so pounds with these three trips....but oh well..
gotta go in tommorow again so i'll post about it all int he afternoon before my company gets there!!
Animal Defense League.
First of all, I know I'm there to do community service but I did not have to go there!
They act like they're all better then me just cause I'm younger, and they think they know everything and can boss me around.
I cleaned at least 50 litter boxes,85 cat pens,46 dog pens, hundreds of dishes, and had to wash out the B Kennel dogs drinking bowls while it was pouring down rain!!!!!! Thunder,Lightning, EVERYTHING!!!!
I walked all the way back to the break pavilian to sit down for a few minutes, every single person there had a towel and an umbrella, compliments of the ADL, and not a one of them offered to let me have one, after I'd been scrubbing dog bowls in the pouring rain for an hour.
The tried to cut back my hours, because that bitch Misty kept running off and not telling me what I was supposed to be doing, even though volunteers under 18 have to have permission to do anything around there.
I pulled out my cell phone twice to check the time, and they said if I pulled it out again then they would send me home and not let me work there again.
I got that bitch Norma to sign my court paper saying that I did 8 of my 16 hours, and i pretty much told her to go fuck herself, and not to be expecting me back anytime soon.
They were rude,inconsiderate and they treat their employees like higher power. And out of the 30 or so people I met today, about two of them DID NOT smoke.
Don't EVER EVER EVER go volunteer there, they are horrible to everyone!!!
So that was my shitty day in a big fuckin nutshell, hope you all enjoyed you'rs! Comments (1) |
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Monday, July 16, 2007
RAWR
Time: 5:06pm
~~ now normally I would post lyrics and a video but currently I am listening to Eddie Murphy RAW! Soooo, no lyrics today sowwy!!! ~~
Anywhooo,I'm tired as crap right now...
Stayed up way to late downloading the eddie murphy thing...it took three and a half hours to download the whoooollleeeee dddaaaammmmnnnn thhiiiiinnnngggggg........
And I got to sleep at about, 5:30 in the morning.And then my mother called me like six times to remind me to call some place for my community service...Which I did yesterday....so after i clarified that for the 8th damn time, she said"Oh"......and then I turned off my phone and then..I could not fall back asleep..So I went down stairs and put on some family guy and made some food...and had a pepsi...aaannnddd...watched some inuyasha..and..then I went upstairs to listen to some music and now I'm on the computer..
So school starts next month...Which really sucks..Where did the summer go????? There is so much to do now. I gotta finish up with my hair, get school cloths,shoes,school supplies..Go through the whole shitty ordeal with prep day where they mess up my schedual and then i change it and then they get it wrong again and they take 6 weeks to get me into the class i wanted and i'll be way to behind to catch up and then i'll fail the year and end up doing an extra year......Lets hope that don't happen cause I will be showing no mercy this year..This is Senoir Year!!!! My last year with these idiots...and That Will Be The Last Year!!!!!!!
Sooo, got prom this year......f***in joy...I'm going to taft prom....possibly warren prom...probablly clemins prom...
I've applied for several more jobs so hopefully I'll be getting some money in soon...but you never know....It would be cool to have some money...and I'm still trying to study this hand book for the driver's permit...it's driving me crazy....I read for a couple hours and then I really really really just wanna pull a blow tourch on that mother fucker......but I'll get it eventually..then I can actually go out and hang with my friends more often.....that will be awsome..
Soo, one highlight of next month is the Plain White Tees concert on the 9th...get to hang with tori and seth and possibly setoek..and whoever the hell decides to show up the day of...
Anyways, off to do my chores and stuff..Drop me a line people!!!
Daily Prophet
Time: 9:46 pm
Song: These Days
Artist: Chantal Kreviazuk
~~ lyrics ~~
What's this life anyway?
What's it to you and me?
What's it to anyone?
Who are we supposed to be?
Make me a storybook
Write me away from here
I need a different now
Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll len you my tears if I could borrow a smile
I'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After...
Once upon these days
There's four roads to anywhere
Four ways to everything
We were unbreakable
We spoke our destiny
Let's take a moment out
Go were we never go
Let's make a new world now
Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow your smile
We'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After...
Once upon these days
Then one day we'll find
when we're looking back at this time
Wondering how we've come so far from this
When we close our eyes
What's this life anyway
What's it to you and me
What are we doing here
Who are we supposed to be
I'll take a better world
I'll take anything
I'll take our little world now
Where we can wear each other for awhile
I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow your smile
We'll get through tomorrow somehow today
Happy After...
Once upon these days
~~ lyrics ~~
So like, just chillin at my house....Jammin out....Painting my nails for like the fifth time this week..Shows how much free time I have..They were, like...white and aqua...then white/purple/aqua....then black and white...now i'm getting ready for Blue/Sparkly Green...Yeah...
Getting my haircut saturday..I'll be posting pics on myspace, and somehow figuring out how to put those pics here for all those who either don't have myspace, can't get myspace or just hate myspace...woot...but those pics might not be up for a few days cause i'm doing this whole dying ordeal...and i need my friend's help for hightlights..i only do solid colors..highlights are not my strong point..but whatev...
So today I have become addicted to Grap Capri Sun...it's the shit...try it..and as always I'm loving my funions...Got a little work done on my fanfic last night..but not much..I hit a big block on that...I didn't have those kind of problems in school..I think it was just the"I don't have anything else to do" mentality that got me working on it during class...So I figure that if I keep getting nothing out of my head fora while then I'll just see what happens when school starts up....
Senoir Year Yo!!!!!
I'm almost free!!!!!!!
Anyways, that really all to report today..stayed up till about 6 in the morning writing a letter to my cousin in Iraq....and now I'm tired..So goodnight to all.
Time:3:57 am
Song:Thanks for the memories
Artist:Fall Out Boys
~~ lyrics ~~
I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)
One night and one more time
~~ lyrics ~~
So like, I might be getting a haircut soon peoples...it's a big deal cause this will be the shortest i've ever cut it..my buddies already know the plan but for those who don't....well your S.O.L!! and will just have to wait till i do it to see pics! ^^
So like..some time coming up..i get to go to a Plain White Tees concert...at fiesta texas..and i have a free pass for someone...can't decide who though...SETOEK IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN COMING DOWN FOR THAT LET ME KNOW!!!!