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• Coming to terms with who I am.
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• How long has the world been in existance?
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• Wolf's Rain
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• To get a degree in phrotography, and to advance my cosplay skills.
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• Phrotography,writting,reading,role play,cosplay,random arts and crafts projects, being with my friends, ect..
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• Phrotography,cosplay, a bit of flags, a bit of raving,role play,writting fanfics.
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
Questions..
Time:1:10am
Song: Siren
Artist: Trish Thuy Trang
~~ lyrics ~~
Like a Siren's song you rescued me.
In your eyes I have found my way home.
When the world outside falls all I need is you.
In your heart is where I'll stay.
The strongest winds can't tear me from you.
With each passing breath you've consumed my soul.
I will sail through the eye of the storm,
just to die in your arms.
CHORUS
And as the tide shall rise under these stars tonight.
I'll hold on my heart till I find you again
dreaming of a world far away.
The strongest winds can't tear me from you.
With each passing breath you've consumed my soul.
I will sail through the eye of the storm,
just to die in your arms.
Chorus
oh i'll hold on my heart till i find you again
dreaming of a world far away
~~ lyrics ~~
I'm starting to question myself all the time lately...Alot....Why am I not pretty enough? Why am I always the outcast?..those are normal, but lately it's been out of the norm thoughts...
Why am I such a loser?
Why do people hate me so much?
Why can't I stay in a relationship without screwing it up?
Why am I such a damn idiot???
I had a relationship..And it was perfect...She was one of my best friends,she was beautiful,and we got along so well...I loved her so much and then I had to throw it all away like nothing...
7 Months, gone in the course of six words...
"I think we're better as friends."
Why did I have to end that? What the hell was I thinking?
I still love her to death, but I know I can't be with her, because it just doesn't work...it just hurts...
I finally had a good relationship and it just gets ruined like it did...
I'm such an idiot...I guess I just don't deserve love..I did something to someone in my life and the universe is like "Relationship? Who do you think you are, a human??HAHAHAHAHA!!!"
Go me..Single for my whole fucking life!!
And I don't blame anyone, I don't think it's anyone's fault..I just can't do love. I can't ever make it work...I'm the only one who should get blamed.It's my own fault...But whatever,Why cry over it? It's a long life to think about it..Why don't I save the tears for when I'm older and really break down..Whatever...
hope you guys are having a better day then I am..
-Sethos
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