Thursday, August 16, 2007

   I refuse to go to rehab!!!!
Time: 12:47am
Song: REHAB
Artist: Mary Magdalan

~~ lyrics ~~

hello hi my name is Mary and I'm an addict
I've been sober now 4.............24 hours
I jus have some issues

I jus took some benzedrine Percoset codeine
dusted up smoked some weed candy flipped
and popped in Visine
so my timing may be off I vaporize 2 fuel the cough
adrenaline is pressuring Doctor bring the medicine
some ketamine Vicodin Xanax and anthrax
I'm hiding all my needle tracks I'm fighting off heart attacks
nosebleeds cheap speed shitty weed all seed
gettin frisky dirty deeds sippin whiskey on my knees
about 2 burn out crooked mouth turned out on anotha bout
I'm chillin in a glass house pourin anotha glass out
I'm goin in my stash now there ain't nothin I ain't usin
GHB LSD Valium and Ecstasy
Pop mescaline with Mexicans put ether in my napkin
I've got so many skeletons I'm a chemical reaction
I'm pissed off pissed on express addiction through this song
half my memory is gone the X in me lets me belong

I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out

5 AM fully geeked sweat tricklin down my cheek
mouth bone dry can't even speak the cover girl 4 heroin chic
the enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally
coke wench tweeker **** cocktease
best friend park bench make the switch some of these
a few of them I wake up bent my money spent
how'm I gonna pay my rent
my sugar daddy needs the ends
my dealer is my new best friend
waking up in strangers' beds with these voices in my head
drunk **** coke blunts junkie **** bathroom bumps
homeless broken out of luck and really jus don't give a ****
uneffective unemployed unstable null and void
my vanity has been destroyed the famine keeps me paranoid
blacked out white lines highballs crooked spine
comatose overdose took it 2 the borderline
sirens ambulance doctors cuttin off my pants
black & blue in ICU I've got a 50/50 chance

I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out

dope fiend quarantine feed me caffeine nicotine
trade it 4 some Thorazine morphine or dopamine
itchy veins Novocaine stop these voices in my brain
as my muscles start 2 strain help me Lord am I insane
fix me quick suck my **** your counseling makes me sick
answer me where's my **** tell me what you did with it
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I hate U all U fuckin ****

I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out


~~ lyrics ~~

So,today was fairly eventful.First off,I had prep day and let me just give you some back story.I have been a student of Northside for 7 years, and this is the very first year they have actually gotten my schedual right..I almost passed out when I saw it.But I suppose they're just tired of seeing me and my mom in the office complaining about all the crap they put us through just to get the classes I need to graduate.So anyways, here be the schedual for my senoir year:

1st - Latin1

2nd - Health/PEfoundations

3rd - English4

4th - Lunch (we get a whole period finally)

5th - Algebra2

6th - Comm App/Phychology

7th - Chemistry1

8th - Parent Prep/Child Development

And I'll also be taking a night school course to cover Goverment/Economics.

So after that whole hour, me and mom went to apple bee's for lunch. I like it there they actually play good music, and the Sesame Chicken Wrap is like god...anyways!!!So after that, we stopped by walmart and got some stuff, then went home where I cleaned the kitchen and helped mom with dinner all while watching my newest fav.movie: Waiting..If you haven't seen it yet you should it's available for free on time warner cable channel 943

So after we finished up dinner, mom drove me over to Hebner Oaks shopping center, where we went to Claire's and my dear buddy Siris hooked me up with my next few peircings. (3rd hole on the ears and the cartlage which really hurts by the way)

Then we went home and I went upstairs to chill in my room for a bit, where a major RE-Organization is going on.I finally got over being a pack rat and am getting rid of alot of stuff so I'm not flailing around like an epyleptic fish when it comes time for college and moving out.

So anyways, that's my updates for now.Hope to get some comments on this one, and hear to info back.


-Sethos


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