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• 1990-02-21
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• 2005-04-24
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• Photographer
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• Sethos
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• Coming to terms with who I am.
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• How long has the world been in existance?
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• Wolf's Rain
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• To get a degree in phrotography, and to advance my cosplay skills.
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• Phrotography,writting,reading,role play,cosplay,random arts and crafts projects, being with my friends, ect..
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• Phrotography,cosplay, a bit of flags, a bit of raving,role play,writting fanfics.
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Friday, July 15, 2005
Yet another, shity day..jee what a surprise...
Play with razors
Play with knives
Cut yourself
And live your life
Cut it deep
Hit the vien
Let it bleed,
Bleed,and bleed
So cold inside
So hard to live
Cut again
You've hit again
Hit the floor
Bleed to death
Die right there
Thats the rest
You've gone too far
Your so depressed
You die to live
Yet lived to die
You dont regret
The things you did
You hurt inside
And did what you did!!!
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Let me bleed away my pain,
Melt away from all my fears.
These wounds get deeper as I go,
I've chocked back all my tears.
The hurt inside my darkest dreams,
Shows through my stone cold eyes.
To open them would tear my soul,
For half the night I waste in sighs.
Suicide is my only friend,
To help me through my tasks.
Suicide is the only friend,
To let me forget my past.
I do not ask for many things,
So of you I ask this;
Will suicide be my only friend?
Or will you save me from this misery?
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Would you be suspicious
Would you be curious
If I died
Would you know
It was suicide
Would you know
That in this word
I didn’t fit
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The scars will heal but the pain stays strong,
I never thought my love for her would go on this long,
But it has and the cuts get even deeper,
And my self esteem keeps falling steeper,
I’ve never been hit by love so hard,
If only she would just send me a card…
Or a text, or a call,
To tell me what we’ve got is worth it all,
But the card never came but my time did,
And it hurts because people think I’m just a kid,
My love for her was more than real,
This is why I couldn’t take the ordeal,
So I slit my throat,
Slit my arms,
And stabbed that knife in both of my palms,
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There....random post....yatta yatta...
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