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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   life sux..
Well today in fifth period would signify the fifth time in the last two days that i've had to leave class to go to the bathroom and just cry..

I don't know what it is lately but i keep having flash backs about everything i've ever done in my life...

I miss the way everyone used to get along without problems...no one fought about guys. no one caused drama. none of that..we were all just there to have fun and make friends...

And as the hours go by i find myself starting to question alot of my friendships....

Sethos: I think we've been to isolated...it's starting to affect our heads...

I seem to find myself being quiet and drawing or writting instead of talking to my friends...

I listen to my headphones instead of participating in class games..

And i'm crying more then i have in a long time...

My life seems to be just breaking down into nothing...And some times it feels like i have no one to support me...

And the more i try to banish the thoughts..the more they plauge my mind...

'Are these people really my friends?'

'Are they here for me..or do they just want something?'

'Why do people bother hanging out with me...'

'I see everything i used to love,
slowly slipping from my grasp...
Slowly turning to leave me behind..
Everyone i used to care about..
Turning their backs to leave me in darkness..
Everything i once enjoyed..
dissapearing into the wind.
And every feeling of hope,
falling away with bitter tears..'

For some comments

Seth,Tori,Ashley - Miss you guys..give me a call some time okay.

Pocky,Zappa,Everyone else - miss you guys too..hopefully ushicon will make things a little better.

Tyshie - I'm sorry to tell you like this..but i don't know any other way.....Your a good person...but i'm not ready for a relationship....I can't handle this...so maybe we can try it again some day...but for now..i think i need some time alone...sorry....

This is sethos...returning to the darkness of my mind...

Sethos: till next time...
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