Wednesday, January 25, 2006

   TWO MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...that title burnt up all my enrgy...today is teh first day this week i get to go to color gaurd...Monday, i was in the office the hole time.Tuesday, i went home half way through firts period with a fever..Then i have iss tommorow...and then.....FRIDAY!!!!

Makin all the final preporations on my costume...trying not to htink aboot it so the time will go by faster...but it's not working..i can't help it...it's all i'm thinking aboot lately.... i managed to get my mind off of ushi for about twenty minutes...To: Finish a yaoi scene,and write two related poems.....wich i am aboot to post:



Echo.
Glwing light...
An angel standing in the clear blue night..
Pale and slender...
She stands in the wide feilds of forrest green...
Staring at the calm earthen banks...
Her pale grey eyes gloss with tears..
Crystal gems of life...
They flor slowly down her pale face..
With little effort..
She streps closer to her cascading future...
She pens her arms wide..
Gazing up at the heavans...
A prayer she whispers..
With one final breath...
She leaps gracefully into the darkness of the deep ocean...
Her words floating on feathering wind..
About the land he whispers echo...
"I love you...."




( And the responding poem )

Bitter.
~ As the days drag on....
I grow weary and tired...
My heart aches for you...
For you love...
For your touch..
My eyes sting with bitter tears...
TEars i shed for you.
If only they could bring you back...
If they could in some way..
Allow me to take your place...
I only wish i could forget you..
As easily as you seem to have forgotten me...
I wish my heart would let you go...
But it won't....
It can't....
THough forbidden..
My love for you was not blind...
I loved you with all my heart... ~
Steppind into the pale moon light...
Her tears still falling into the cold earth..
A sleek blade she pulls...
And to her pale throat she brings it's edge...
One graceful motion...
And she falls..
Now surrounded by her own sweet crimson life...
He whisper floats in the wind...
"....i'll be with you soon...."


And that's what was going through my head during first period...

I WANT YOUR SOUL!!!!!!

Then aboot fifteen minutes ago..in german..i wrote a poem about con-life..

So here goes:

Road trips,hotel rooms,batteries,and plastic spoons.Voice actors, cosplayers,guys dressed up in skirts.Tentacle monsters,cuddle orgys,and chicks with see through shirts. Lots of strangers,sushi plates,cross dressers, power rangers?? Big swords, little guns, walking sticks and tin cans. J-Rockers, J-poppers, getting mobbed by fans. Security gaurds, retards, crazed fans, and secret bars..

Woo for con poem..TWo days..is taking to long...

I need a hair cut.....damnit....

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah!!!!!!!

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If you were gay......


that'd be okay.....

i mean cause hey.....

i'd like you anyway....

because you see....

if it were meeee..

i would feel free to say, that i was gay, but i'm not gay...

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If you were queer...

I'd still be here.....

Year after year...

Because your dear to me...

And i know that you....

Would accept me toooo..

If i told you today, "hey guess what i'm gay!" but i'm not gay...

i'm happy...just being with you..

So what should it matter to me..

What you do in bed with guys...

That is wrong!!

No It's Not!!!

If you were gaaayyy!!!!

I'd shout, Hurray!

And here i'd stay..

But i wouldn't get in your way..

You can't count on mee..

To always be..

Beside you every day..

To tell you it's okay..

You were just born that way..

And as they say, it's in your DNA!

Your Gaaayyy!

I a not GAy!!

If you were Gay!

Ahhh!!!!!


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Teh SEthos, Out!

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