Tuesday, April 25, 2006

   Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy

I have the computer back!!!!!!!!! *dances and bounces off the walls* xD well that means i cant talk to you all more...oh and my scalp doesn't hurt anymore o.o im fine except for im " Still" peeling from that sunburn i got going fishing -.-;. ok all i did today is the usual stuff like: go to school, get pickup(not usual for mom to do that cause i ride the bus >.< evil), go hame, play with anubis(my great dane), play on the computer, and eat, then watch tv, then go to bed and dream about you all o.o. *wants to go back to san antonio D=* Setoek- you will in the summer >.>how abservent setoek but i have to pick either go to San Antonio or take drivers Ed >.< Oh one more thing Im going to ^ flags in arlinton TX on friday >=D.....but thats nothing to going to see you all on seth's B-day. well im out and ill be up for a while so if you have my number call me =3 i miss you all and hope to see you soon.

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

o.o; Different!!!!!

well i got my hair striped today and well it didn't turn out right....and it was painful >.<; *hurts even thinking about it* but yeah >.> the lady striped my hair and it turn out blonde, red and black o.o (like holloween).....then i disided i'll turn it brown....well she dyed my hair and it turned out Aburn o.O; so i have seto hair now.....but i look good in it at least....so yeah o.o im not a black headed girl anymore i am now a seto headed girl >.>....and im fine except for the excushiating pain when i brush my hair because the stuff the lady used stinged like hell and hurt my scalp but i'll get over it...>.> and this hole thing took 8 hours >.> and i woke up at 10 am then went there and started this hole thing at 11 am and it ended 6 pm when they closed o.o;;;;...i miss you all -setoek out (11:34pm)-.-zZzZzZzZz

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Friday, April 21, 2006

o.o

well im bored again and today im doing my TAKS test again o.o i had 3 this week. well yeah am also swamped with work and projects and i have a play to do in thearter *cant spell today* so about the blonde hair, it's geting striprd not dyed >.> if you guys read wrong. But i miss you all and stuff over here is crazy and all that! o.o so this is all i can post at the moment because i have to go and take the dreded Taks test so im out. Hope to see you all soon and all that stuff i have been saying for the last 2 1/2 years. >=3

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

o.o more poems and song of feeling for you luck little things

Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again It's just a game I just can't win There you are breathin' soft on my skin Still you won't let me in Why save your kisses for a rainy day Baby let the moment take your heart away Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah Have you ever wanted someone You just couldn't have Did you ever try so hard That your world just fell apart Have you ever needed someone so bad And you're the girl I gotta have I gotta have you baby There you go, midnight promises again But they're broken by the dawn You wanna go further, faster every day baby But in the morning you'll be gone And I'm alone [Repeat Bridge] [Repeat Chorus] Every dream I dream is like Some Kinda rash 'n' reckless scene To give out such crazy love ou must be some kinda drug And if my time don't ever come For me you're still the same Damned if I don't, damned if I do I gotta get a fix on you [Repeat chorus] ^-----is from the band Def Loepord. so yaeh >.> just like the last post ->(you know who you are and all that so yeah)anyway my week is wierd i have a dentist appointment tomarrow *hisses* and Guess what? >.> *makes friends sit down* Im going to my old blonde hair!!!! >.> so that means i won't have black hair anymore. *has a doctor at hand just in case someone faints or has a heart attack* >.> so yeah....i miss you all. sethos i miss you *hugsnugs* =3 <3333333333 seth *glomps* =^.^= <333333 i miss you! yugi all the same *huggles* i miss you! Zappa i miss you buches as well *hugs* i hope to see you all soon and don't forget to call ^^

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Monday, April 17, 2006

   ;.; I Remember You!

I Remember You! Woke up to the sound of pouring rain The wind would whisper and I'd think of you And all the tears you cried, that called my name And when you needed me I came through I paint a picture of the days gone by When love went blind and you would make me see I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes So that I knew you were there for me Time after time you were there for me Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We spend the summer with the top rolled down Wished ever after would be like this You said I love you babe, without a sound I said I'd give my life for just one kiss I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We've had our share of hard times But that's the price we paid And through it all we kept the promise that we made I swear you'll never be lonely Woke up to the sound of pouring rain Washed away a dream of you But nothing else could ever take you away 'Cause you'll always be my dream come true Oh my darling, I love you Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you *cries* ;.; sorry emotional at the moment....*gets a hold of self* ok better. welll yeah im having withraws from certain poeple (" you know who you are >.>") so yeah and just to say it again i miss and love you all ;.; *has to listen to love songs now ;.;* well g'night everyone!

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Monday, April 10, 2006

   ekkk the pain >.

*ish majorly sunburned on her arms* >.<; damn sun...i dont get along with it at all. >.> i was fishing with my mom's bf and the weather poeple said it would be 75 degrees outside....and as you can see >.< they lied....it was like 85 or more and thanks to them im going to be hurting for a while. *goes to doctor grusome looking sunburn* i miss you all and hope to cya soon ^^. nn nWho is Your Ideal Gravitation Guy?n nHosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.n What Yu-Gi-Oh Duelist Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

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Monday, March 27, 2006

   Misses people!!!1

I MISS YOU ALL!!!!! *ish bored* o.o well im bored at stuff and felt like posting...oh i got burnt by assasine stew O.O *is burned on the right hand and left side of her face* yeah...um all i did was put the caned stew in a bowl and microwaved it and took it out and then looked at it and it exploded >.O and i have this huge cut on my leg from falling so yaeh my life is hell all over again. But i miss yall and hope to se yall soon if mom lets me. well im at school and need to get to work now so bye bye. Call me to! cell:903-513-0514 Home:903-527-4261 *tackle huggles everyone*

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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

another new school >.

yeah...im not in the sshs any more and im now in caddo mills high school. well i got a biger list of friends now i think the count on the list i wrote down is 37 including all of you out there. >.> yeah so if yall want to know anything about it just pm me...Oh and zappa mom will let you talk to me if i ever go to san antonio again. sethos i miss you seth i miss you too and tell everyone else i miss them too well im at school and i have to go so cya soon i hope.

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Heres more o.o

"It's Been A While" And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry Hand On Heart All eyes were staring you floated through the room. Armed with your razor smile cutting to the bone. My voice fell useless you flashed a quick "Hello." Feeling the fool, could you tell it showed? But that was "Sometime Ago." A memory vague and fading slow, of somewhere I'd been. Hand On Heart A promise, a word and a voice Hand On Heart A rhythm of hope and choice, will keep us together. I don't know if I, can reach that high. It's a long way to fall Hauntingly holding my fate with a gaze. Like a child, mesmerized by the candle's flame. Oh what lies behind those eyes I could only guess. That certain way you stood apart from the rest. Now where is "Sometime Ago?" When everything moved in slo-motion. Caught by my watering eye Hand On Heart A promise, a word and a voice Hand On Heart A rhythm of hope and a vision of choice Hand On Heart Promising, I'll never go. Hand On Heart For reasons you'll never know. Together through thick and thin lose or win, I'll be there for you. Strange how the mind changes time and time again. Things once important, now pale in comparison. Hand On Heart A promise, a word and a voice Hand On Heart A rhythm of hope and a vision of choice Hand On Heart Promising, I'll never go. Hand On Heart For reasons you'll never know. I promise girl, Hand On Heart. Another hungry look, In her eyes again. Pacing the floor, The hunt begins. Skin-tight leather provides my pleasure. Wake my fear, surge with the pressure. Walk away and leave forever, do I dare? Raise my eyes, she stands. Holding out healing hands... are you happy now? I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to, With fear as my friend, I walk the Thin Line one more time for you. Addictive face pretending, don't speak the Word. Forbidden sin relenting, I barely heard... screams of entry blur my vision. Wake my fear of Divine Intervention Crawl away and bleed forever, if you dare. Hand on mouth the game goes on. Love, our stage to play upon. Are you happy now? I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to. With fear as my friend, I walk the Thin Line one more time for you. I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to. I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to, With fear as my friend, I walk the Thin Line one more time for you "Private Emotion" Every endless night has a dawning day Every darkest sky has a shining ray And it shines on you baby can't you see You're the only one who can shine for me It's a private emotion that fills you tonight And a silence falls between us As the shadows steal the light And wherever you may find it Wherever it may lead Let your private emotion come to me Come to me When your soul is tired and your heart is weak Do you think of love as one way street Well it runs both ways, open up your eyes Can't you see me here, how can you deny Every endless night has a dawning day Every darkest sky has a shining ray It takes a lot to laugh as your tears go by But you can find me here till your tears run dry "You Stay With Me" Met you underneath the moon Night was over much too soon We shared a kiss till daylight came And kissed the night goodbye When the sun came up that day We smiled and went our separate ways But I can't leave the thought of you behind Oh, you stay with me You stay with me Oh, in my heart And on my mind Oh, like a melody that keeps haunting me Oh, you stay I look inside the small cafes And hope by chance I'll see your face I hear your voice and realize It's just the summer wind Something in your eyes that night Swept away this heart of mine Now I just want you in my arms again How was I to know in that one night My whole life would change From the moment I looked in your eyes I've never been the same And if I could have one chance to have that Moment back again I'd never let it end I'd never let it end ;.; i miss you all!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, February 13, 2006

More =^^=

"The Funeral Of Hearts" Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With it's glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question why Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you "Love's Requiem" Confusion writhes around our hearts impatiently It drains the faith that lights the dark and sets us free From the chains of our war and the pain we once called love The poison of doubt enslaves our minds and we bleed We abandon the trust that kept us blind and disappear Under the crimson wings of hate where the lost are safe Until they love again The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our love's requiem We pray to the serpent of delight desperately The questions are answered and we try not to weep Until we are sure we're suffering for love In the dungeon of our dreams we're so weak The promise made to be broken still haunts our sleep We won't open our eyes afraid we would die for love again The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our love's requiem The salvation we seek will be waiting us there In the heart of darkness lonely and scared With a promise of death for our love And now that we're free from the chains of our dark love I'm lost And now that we're free from the chains of our dark love I'm lost The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our love's requiem Take me into your arms and sing me your beautiful song Hold me until we're one and sing me you're beautiful song The heart of darkness is hope of finding you there And that hope will be our love's requiem Take me into your arms and sing me your beautiful song Hold me until we're one and sing me you're beautiful song... "You Are The One" No I won't surrender At any cost You're something so sweet and tender From my heart Yes I've done my evil I've done my good Just believe me honey I won't let go of you You are the one And there's no regrets at all You are the one And there's no regrets at all We've had our share of misfortune We've had our blues And God is not on our side Yes it's true We keep forgetting baby The beauty of us two There is no one who can take that away From me and you You are the one And there's no regrets at all You are the one And there's no regrets at all "Salt In Our Wounds" Here we are In the maelstrom of love Waiting for the calm To soothe our hearts Here we are And don't know how to stop Waiting for the war To end it all Love is insane and Baby We are too It's our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds Love is insane and Baby We are too It's our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds Here we are Right back where we began Waiting for sweet love With open arms Here we are Just like before Waiting for the warmth Of that tender storm Love is insane and Baby We are too It's our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds "In Joy And Sorrow" Oh girl we are the same we are young and lost and so afraid there?s no cure for the pain no shelter from the rain All our prayers seem to fail In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms in world so hollow it is breaking my heart in joy and sorrow my home's in your amrs in world so hollow it is breaking my heart Oh girl we are the same we are strong and blessed and so brave with souls to be saved and faith regained all our tears wipe away In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms in world so hollow it is breaking my heart in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms in world so hollow it is breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms in world so hollow it is breaking my heart in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms in world so hollow it is breaking my heart and my home's in your arms and it is breaking my heart my home's in your arms and it is breaking my heart "Resurrection" There was a time When I could breath my life in you One by one Your pale fingers started to move And I touched your face And all life was erased You smiled like an angel (Fallen from grace) We've been slaves to this love From the moment we touched And keep begging for more Of this resurrection We've been slaves to this love From the moment we touched And keep begging for more Of this resurrection You kissed my lips With those once cold fingertips You reached out for me And oh how you missed You touched my face And all life was erased You smiled like an angel (Fallen from grace) We've been slaves to this love From the moment we touched And keep begging for more Of this resurrection We've been slaves to this love From the moment we touched And keep begging for more Of this resurrection

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