Thursday, October 19, 2006

Oni So Close 8D

*jumps up an down, then falls* =o its tomarrow....i'll either be leaving home after school or leaving half way into school x3 but i'll be there friday. >> ok bad thing at the moment: last week i was sick all week and weekend + i was pms. i know TMI. ok right now i can't talk...i have lost my voice...but i hopefully have it back by the time i get to you all. -.- it really sux not talking well..i sound horid Dx. If i have to i won't talk till i get to oni so i can speak. =3 Good things: im making my mask...sethos i need tips on how to do that. i got the right color too d= i won't forget what colors to use. im all hyped up for this weekend x) but i have holding im my energy so long i don't know what will happen at oni =>. Also i have extra outfits to walk around in when not in costume so my outfit won't get all dirty. Can wait 8D! Sethos Thank you soo much for making my out fit! <3's well see you when we all get there and don't forget to call me sethos when your there...(903)513-0514 just in case you forgot the # d=<

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

1 more day =D so any way im finishing my sister's lil costume today. I also need to get a mask thing but if i can't i'll just make one....sethos if i can't do it then what should i do >>; i guess i wont need to worry about thatright now... Yesterday: was all open minded and got in trouble because of it...and the more mom got made...more of her anger rubbed off on me D=. Finally i told mom i was being open minded and not being a bitch to everyone...she though i was nagging at everything around me ans such...more like she though every word out of my mouth was mean, sarcastic and naggy, in which it wasn't...that was just me talking normally that day. So anyway "again" I watch tv and took care of that damn dog which pisses my off so much and stresses me....in easy words i beat the damn thing, she is to smart and has no common sense...im going to have to break that dog or she is leaving my household. The other two stay in the freaking yard and listen to every word i say, but that runty wench gets out and doesn't leave D= and ransacks our garbage. If she doesn't stop or if i don't break her first she is comeing with me to oni and we are getting rid of her at the spca....ok i'll stop ranting about that thing. Ok..well let me just talk about what else I did that didn't get all ranty-like d= At home I played games and cleaned house. Later I had a pleasent talk with Sethos till like 9:00pm then went to bed...(yeah i know not much but it made my day better) Well I need to get to work <3's too all. What Hellsing Character Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Omg!!! 4 days till oni 8O *skitters around* well im done with my lil sisters outfit dx. Yeah my week have been on the streesful side but im fine now. I'll be seeing all of you that are going to Oni really soon. I need to know when they stop selling badges on friday...because im leaving to houston after school on friday and need to know...if they are still sell by the time i get there I'll be at the rave. If not i'll be sleeping in my room. Sethos do you know which room you'll be in so i can find you the next day >>; because you have my outfit. So anyway im in 5th period being bored and listening to my music while working. How boring it is over here x.x; Bell is going to ring in about another 10 or so minutes. Sometimes i think I need a new hobbie but i have done everything on my mind or have the will o do )= *thinks* If you guys have any ideas about what i could do don't hesatate to tell me o.O; I'm use to being busy and now i have nothin but homework and taking care of my monster sisters and mom's BF getting on my nerves everyday. Well im off i need to finish this crap...see most of you soon d8

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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

Busy Oni Bee

Well 17 days till oni-con =O omg and sethos is almost done with my cosplay outfit >D yays! My family is going to thier fist convention "ever" =o and im making my sisters cosplay outfits...yes i know i only got 17 days left and it sounds inpossible but with my mom's help it will be done in no time. Sydnie is going to be Rikku and Emmy is going to be Yuna. They sound hard dont they x3 well with the size of my sisters it wont be. I have everything planed on how to make them as well. Well I might as well get buzzing on this see you all soon (the ones going to oni). Sethy I miss you !!!!! =3 No matter what Friends forever *does peace sign* well im out now *skitters off*

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Oueensrych- Silent lucidity (lyrics) Hush now, don't you cry Wipe away the teardrop from your eye You're lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream Spinning in your head Your mind tricked you to feel the pain Of someone close to you leaving the game of life So here it is, another chance Wide awake you face the day Your dream is over... or has it just begun? There's a place I like to hide A doorway that I run through in the night Relax child, you were there But only didn't realize it and you were scared It's a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the years And ride the whims of your mind Commanding in another world Suddenly you hear and see This magic new dimension I- will be watching over you I- am gonna help you see it through I- will protect you in the night I- am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity [spoken during solo] (Visualize your dream) (Record it in the present tense) (Put it into a permanent form) (If you persist in your efforts) (You can achieve dream control) (Dream control) (How's that then, better?) (Hug me) If you open your mind for me You won't rely on open eyes to see The walls you built within Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin Living twice at once you learn You're safe from the pain in the dream domain A soul set free to fly A round trip journey in your head Master of illusion, can you realize Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but... I- will be watching over you I- am gonna help to see it through I- will protect you in the night I- am smiling next to you.... (lyrics) well im in 5th period working again. Zappa i know what you feel like right now but it can't happen...sorry for being mean. it's not you fault you can't let go. Well im going to oni-con this year ^.~. Can't wait to see half the group again. Sethos- i'll be calling you soon =3 Seth- I miss you! =o Well i have to get back to work ....i hate this D= sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings expecally zappa, and please don't cry..if you do i will to.

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Well the ;ast few week have been hell and such -.- me and my mood swings, and little things getting to me which normally wouldn't....im consently tired and i go from pissed to colam, and happy to sad in an insant...it kinda scares me -.- zappa says ranting is good so i might as well...even sometime i talk to much and im sorry for it. well don't i sound like a depression struck teen as i am not. the good thing is im going to oni-con. the one request i ask you all kindly is that to at least talk to me a bit instead of being so quiet -.- it make me fel bad that barely anyone talks to me except for selen, zappa, and sethos. i miss you all and wish to talk about anything going one...maybe i can't help with something.

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

(lyrics)-Areosmith-Don't wanna miss a thing) I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing I don't want to miss one smile I don't want to miss one kiss I just want to be with you Right here with you, just like this I just want to hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment For all the rest of time Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep I don't want to miss a thing (lyrics) well i've been bored most of the time ive been here....sorry for not posting in so long i had alot of crap to do...and alot happened to me when it comes to bad things. i was sick last week and didn't talk to anyone until saturday. i have been getting hurt as well but im not going to talk about that. The lyrics up there are for someone because i think they should now i miss them and such (you know who you are =3). i just can't get all those aerosmith songs out of my head ^^; well im out..if you want to know anything just call or im/aim me.

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

The Pains of School

*has been in school for a week as a junior* Dx i can't take it....my afternoon bus driver is a nut and he is my 8th period teacher as well and that suxz worse.My morning on is the same when it come to additude but it's a girl. i have two math classes and everyone knows thats my worst subject.i also have a collage course class to do as well in the morning. I also have spanish this year and i suxk a that too but im getting use to it. D= im on lack of sleep and late on my "pms" -.-; im just a grumpy teen at this moment. i hope u guys aren't like this when school comes because it suxz. well im out to go to bed so talk to you all later.

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Eyes like yours

"Eyes Like Yours" Oh, you know I have seen A sky without sun A man with no nation Saints, captive in chains A song with no name For lack of imagination Ya he... And I have seen Darker than ebony And now it seems, that I Without your eyes could never be My one desire, all I aspire Is in your eyes forever to live Traveled all over the seven oceans There is nothing that I wouldn't give Came from Bahrein, got to Beirut Looking for someone comparing to you Tearing down windows and doors And I could not find eyes like yours Came from Bahrein, got to Beirut Looking for someone comparing to you Tearing down windows and doors And I could not find eyes like yours Oh, You know I seen A woman of means In rags and begging for pleasure Crossed a river of salt Just after I rode A ship that's sunk in the desert And I have seen Darker than ebony And now it seems, that I Without your eyes could never be My one desire, all I aspire Is in your eyes forever to live Traveled all over the seven oceans There is nothing that I wouldn't give Came from Bahrein, got to Beirut Looking for someone comparing to you Tearing down windows and doors And I could not find eyes like yours Came from Bahrein, got to Beirut Looking for someone comparing to you Tearing down windows and doors And I could not find eyes like yours Came from Bahrein, got to Beirut Looking for someone comparing to you Tearing down windows and doors And I could not find eyes like yours

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

Week and Road trip >.

Well i heard some of you are have loads of fun and i applude to you all for that. Me on the other hand the last 3 days were horrid. Thursday- i was at gram's and all being my bored self and taking care of kids and dogs -.-. Steph was getting an additude with my sis and grams and i would stand for it so me and her got into one of those really mean tenager fight which ended in me wining (i usualy do). Soon our aunt picks us up and we go to her houise where we are put to work on cleaning house and decorating the house for emmy's b-day. By thye time me and steph were done it was 4:30 am friday morning and we had to wake up at 8:00am which all of you know i like sleeping in and waking me up with loud noises pisses me off and im a monster the rest of he day. Friday- we get woke up and have some fun with games. Then our aunts sis needs to take 3 out of 4 of the cats to the vet and we catch 2 but the third ran into a spot i couldn't get her. We stayed at the fet for about 2 hours. After that we droped off the cats and when to gram's house for the rest of my sister's b-day and had somewhat of a good time (as good a time as this earth will let me) then the kids got into another fight which pissed me off but soon cooled down. after all that we go back to my aunt's and while there another god forsaken fight goes on angain and they all get louder and louder in which fuels the fire of my anger and i get so pissed the i want to kill something but instead i toss a few thing and sit outside in the dark alone for abit. when i got back in i went on the computer for a bit while the rest of he damn crew kept up with playing and constant fighting that i ignored for the rest of the time till i couldn't handle it. Saturday i get woke up early again to pack and put it all in the car so i can go home in which i have to babysit till the nextime i see u all. the rode trip was boring. the kids watched movies while me and our aunt talked and listened to music. I swear that something is out to get me because a few miles away from home we almost got into an crash and if it did happen the car in which im talking about would of hit me before anyone else 0.0 i was severly frighten and pissed and anything else u can think of. Sunday- Well im fanaly here and wishing i was back with u all be that will have to wait till next summer. im sorry i didn't get to spend more time with you all . Seth- BFF nothing shall ever draw use apart ^^

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