Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Heres more o.o

"It's Been A While" And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry Hand On Heart All eyes were staring you floated through the room. Armed with your razor smile cutting to the bone. My voice fell useless you flashed a quick "Hello." Feeling the fool, could you tell it showed? But that was "Sometime Ago." A memory vague and fading slow, of somewhere I'd been. Hand On Heart A promise, a word and a voice Hand On Heart A rhythm of hope and choice, will keep us together. I don't know if I, can reach that high. It's a long way to fall Hauntingly holding my fate with a gaze. Like a child, mesmerized by the candle's flame. Oh what lies behind those eyes I could only guess. That certain way you stood apart from the rest. Now where is "Sometime Ago?" When everything moved in slo-motion. Caught by my watering eye Hand On Heart A promise, a word and a voice Hand On Heart A rhythm of hope and a vision of choice Hand On Heart Promising, I'll never go. Hand On Heart For reasons you'll never know. Together through thick and thin lose or win, I'll be there for you. Strange how the mind changes time and time again. Things once important, now pale in comparison. Hand On Heart A promise, a word and a voice Hand On Heart A rhythm of hope and a vision of choice Hand On Heart Promising, I'll never go. Hand On Heart For reasons you'll never know. I promise girl, Hand On Heart. Another hungry look, In her eyes again. Pacing the floor, The hunt begins. Skin-tight leather provides my pleasure. Wake my fear, surge with the pressure. Walk away and leave forever, do I dare? Raise my eyes, she stands. Holding out healing hands... are you happy now? I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to, With fear as my friend, I walk the Thin Line one more time for you. Addictive face pretending, don't speak the Word. Forbidden sin relenting, I barely heard... screams of entry blur my vision. Wake my fear of Divine Intervention Crawl away and bleed forever, if you dare. Hand on mouth the game goes on. Love, our stage to play upon. Are you happy now? I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to. With fear as my friend, I walk the Thin Line one more time for you. I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to. I walk the Thin Line for you. Do just what you say to, With fear as my friend, I walk the Thin Line one more time for you "Private Emotion" Every endless night has a dawning day Every darkest sky has a shining ray And it shines on you baby can't you see You're the only one who can shine for me It's a private emotion that fills you tonight And a silence falls between us As the shadows steal the light And wherever you may find it Wherever it may lead Let your private emotion come to me Come to me When your soul is tired and your heart is weak Do you think of love as one way street Well it runs both ways, open up your eyes Can't you see me here, how can you deny Every endless night has a dawning day Every darkest sky has a shining ray It takes a lot to laugh as your tears go by But you can find me here till your tears run dry "You Stay With Me" Met you underneath the moon Night was over much too soon We shared a kiss till daylight came And kissed the night goodbye When the sun came up that day We smiled and went our separate ways But I can't leave the thought of you behind Oh, you stay with me You stay with me Oh, in my heart And on my mind Oh, like a melody that keeps haunting me Oh, you stay I look inside the small cafes And hope by chance I'll see your face I hear your voice and realize It's just the summer wind Something in your eyes that night Swept away this heart of mine Now I just want you in my arms again How was I to know in that one night My whole life would change From the moment I looked in your eyes I've never been the same And if I could have one chance to have that Moment back again I'd never let it end I'd never let it end ;.; i miss you all!!!!!!!!!

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