Friday, July 7, 2006

   Sorry, everyone, I'll try to keep this short...
Well...for some reason, I'm feeling even more depressed...And I'm really not sure why...*sigh* I know that a contributing factor is I'm still feeling very lonely, but....there's something else, and I can't quite put my finger on it...I wish I could stop feeling this way, especially since I may have to babysit again tonight...maybe it's because I can't really talk to anyone about how I'm feeling, maybe I've been thinking too much, I don't know what it is...but I've been sleeping a lot lately, too...I slept until almost noon today...and you all know I prefer not to sleep too much.

Well, yesterday I didn't swim after all, I pretty much spent most of the day either watching TV, online, or jumping on the trampoline...I think I gave myself a Charlie Horse because I landed wrong on the trampoline, and the muscle on my calf was killing me for the rest of the day, so I was limping around...I made 2 new friends yesterday, though, which should be reason for me to be happier, but...go figure *shrug*
One of them was my friend's new neighbor, who moved in the day before yesterday. I swear, she's like a younger, tanner me! She likes all the same anime I do, all the same video games, we have similar tastes in music and other things, and to top it off, she has a myO account, too...she couldn't remember the sn, though, so we exchanged e-mails and I gave her my myO sn so she could PM me or whatever as soon as she could. The other was my friend's friend, and she's a really nice and cool person, too...she's a bit older than me, but she's a really great friend and person, so.....she doesn't like anime AT ALL, though T-T Ah, well....We spent quite a bit of the day on her myspace, which was pretty cool, but.....I prefer myO ^-^

Okay, other than that, nothing to report, so I'll go to comments, maybe add a few questions, then I'll visit sites....I'm really sorry I couldn't get to them yesterday, I got to a few, but....

Pharaohess-san - Yeah, I always used to think it was cool to post from school...I felt all special since we weren't supposed to use the school computers for anything but schoolwork...I'm such a loser, hehe...

ROD-san - After a while of practice, it does tend to get easier to hide the pain, but....even the most experienced can't do it sometimes...

SKF-san - Don't worry about not watching Hellsing, I'm sure you'll get to it someday...and I'm just overly obsessive about almost everything, so don't feel bad ^-^ And I'm glad you're able to feel happy like that often :)

Onii-chan - Hehe, I don't have any guy friends, so it's a she...and I let her sleep, she woke up about 20 minutes after I finished posting, so...but her little sisters were up before her, and they were showing me their Barbie sites and such, so I sorta had to give up on trying to visit...
Don't feel bad about not being on, we can't all always be on all the time, so don't even worry about it ^-^ And it's very comforting to know that you're all there for me, it's good to have friends like you guys *hugs everyone* And I'll try to leave as many spoilers out as possible...and I'm going to be basing everything off of the anime anyway, so it shouldn't ruin much for the manga, if anything...
Yeah, I get the x's now, hehe....

JHCEO-san - I hear you're a new member of the hsfanclub...Congrats! *smile* And I have to agree with you about Integra, at first I thought she was a guy, too, and I thought there would be something romantic between Alucard and Integra, so I was thinking I'd see some yaoi *smirk* Actually, if she was a guy, she'd be pretty awesome...but she's still too rude...-_-' Glad my bg makes you squeal ^-^'

J - I told ya the beach on IM, so...Gah...your comments are always so hard to comment on...XP

Lytjuh-san - Yep, when you're feeling like this, all you can think about is the bad things...But I'll take your advice and try to think about good things to bring myself up *is glomped* XD

Questions:
I'll probably only do 2...

1 - How many of you actually read your comments? I know that most do, but there are some that don't

2 - How many of you read through all my comments on comments? How many of you actually read through my whole posts? (Be honest, I won't get angry, I promise *smile*)

I can't really answer these, so....

Take care, everyone...
Ja!
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