Friday, September 22, 2006

   Die Romantic
You can illustrate your life in romance.
I can show you something so much more the words.
In my hands
It's not your best intention now to burn your friends.
This is your last night
This is your last chance
In my hands

Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we fall asleep.
Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we die complete.
Tonight's the night and it's all we need now
To die romantic.

I sat and watched you heartbeat fade with every breath,
I watched your lips turn blue.
Your eyes went cold and all,
With all the rest.
I felt the panic
And tried to breath,
Is this happening?
I fucking had it,
God save me please
'Cause I don't think she'll make it through the night.

Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we fall asleep.
Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we die complete.
Tonight's the night and it's all we need now
To die romantic.

Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we fall asleep.
Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we die complete.
Tonight's the night and it's all we need now
To die romantic.

Your last words to me, "Tonight's the night,"
Meant redemption was only found in books.
Your last words to me, "Tonight's the night,"
Meant redemption was harder then it looks.
So take care of what you love and all this stuff are remnants of a life in shattered glass.
It's all I have to ask.

I miss you.
Miss you.
I miss you.

You can illustrate your death in romance,
I can show you something so much more the words
In my hands.
I felt the dead-end price you pay fro every day.
This is your last night,
Suicide kept tight,
You're gone tonight.

Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we fall asleep.
Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we die complete.
Tonight's the night and it's all we need now
To die romantic.

Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we fall asleep.
Die romantic, romantic
This is the nightmare, we die complete.
Tonight's the night and it's all we need now
To die romantic.
-"Die Romantic"
Aiden

Yeah, I didn't type those lyrics, I'd never allow that many typos, blame the person who did it on letssingit.com...>.> Great band, I saw their video for "The Last Sunrise" and I went out and bought the CD the next day, no joke. A bit dark, and you can tell that they're all pretty young, because some of the lyrics are a bit...eh...young emo guy-ish...Hah, if that makes any sense XD But they do a lot of screaming, and the lyrics are pretty good...and the videos are absolutely awesome!

But anyway...

Ugh...I don't know what it was about this week, but I found that I was getting really depressed really easily this entire week...And the oddest thing was, it usually wasn't when I was at school! It was when I was home, which is unusual...well, my mom's been sick, so I haven't been able to spend much time with her, so I'm usually essentially alone when I'm at home now, except for when she's asking me to do something...and it seems that when I'm alone, I get depressed because I don't have much to take my mind off of things and because I'm a social creature, I need other people...And when I'm depressed and/or lonely, I want to go online...hmm...haha, that could prove to be a hurtful habit soon enough XD

Well, I have some bad news and some worse news...

The bad news is that it seems I'm going to need glasses. Now, please, please, PLEASE, I don't want anyone thinking that I think people with glasses suck or anything like that, a great number of my friends wear glasses, actually, but I've never had to have them, I've never WANTED to have them, and I know I'm probably going to forget them some morning, and the rest of the day will suck...And I'm not the type of person that looks good with glasses...at all...I don't even look good without them, I think they would just distort my face...again, this is just referring to me, on some people, they suit them much better than without. And some of you might say "Hey, get contacts" and I've already been told that by several people, but I'm going to be one to forget to put them in, and I cannot put them in...they'd be way too uncomfortable to put in and leave in and...uuugh, I can't stand it...but it's what I get for all those nights of reading manga and playing Gameboy in the dark and for sitting way too close to the TV...But I'm starting to realize that what they say is true - As you lose one sense, the others grow stronger...I swear, I stepped outside this morning to go to the bus stop, and I heard someone's alarm going off in the house across the street...It was pretty scary, actually...>.>'

Worse news - I took a mandatory EQ test today in Health, and I got a 79 out of 150...EQ is your Emotional IQ, or Emotional Quotient, whatever you want to call it - basically, what it is is a measure of how secure you are with yourself, how you see yourself, and how healthy you are emotionally...I got the second-lowest score in the entire freshman class so far (half of the freshman don't have health until 3rd semester), but the 3rd-lowest in my class was I think a 108...so...my friend Chloe got the lowest, a 63, and she was feeling really bad about it, so I was comforting her all the way back to our lockers...

On a brighter note, though (Yes, the happy Tina is still inside somewhere, and she's fighting to get back out - there is good news) I have an A in all of my classes except Math and Chemistry, which I have Bs in (But they're high Bs, one and two points away from an A, respectively) Although, my Social Sciences teacher hasn't added in the most recent grades, which were a pop quiz I failed (It was only 5 questions, so if you get one wrong, you're down to a C!...Ehehe...I only got one right...^.^' I would have gotten another right, but he counted spelling...Come on now, it was the Coriolis effect...I could have sworn there was an e in there somewhere...-_-') and a HW that I got a B on, so...I think I might be down to a B in that, too...uggh...looking back, that isn't that great, I shouldn't even allow myself to have a B in anything...uugh...Maybe I'm not cut out for this school, after all...T 3T

Ah, but it was fun this morning, since Roger (awesome bus driver) got us to school early, we got some extra time to hang out with all the people that get there on time XD Chloe and I walked around the school, talking to everyone, and then we just hung out in Alexa's homeroom for the rest of the morning, until the bell rang...I was happy, too, because it was my very first casual-dress day. This was the first time in my entire life that I could wear jeans and a T-shirt to a class, without having to pay anything...the very first time in my life, I was so happy!

And I have to welcome back Magnus-sama! *glomps her* SHE'S BACK!! I almost cried tears of joy when I found out...so everyone go pay her a visit!!!

But anyway...

COMMENTS

Well, I am doing comments from my post on Sunday...as for that...other...post...I want to PM those that answered and thank you for that...
And thanks for all agreeing to visit KT, I'm so sorry, I'm always asking people to visit other people...*cries*

JHCEO-kun (AKA Riceball-kun) - I didn't know you wanted -kun, I would have changed you to that a while ago, ahah...and...*sniffle* I'm not emo? T 3T I'm not cool enough to be emo...*sniffle* I promise, I do have one song that I will put on here when I'm feeling better that you will like, it's not dark, it's funny ^-^ Yeah, in my spare time, I made a page with a bunch of songs I can put on here, as well as some questions *grin* I'm such a loser, hahah...

Teshu-san - Haha, I changed it, as I think everyone can see...I don't see how the tongue's so scary, though...o-O I thought it was kinda cute...XD Uber-religious people...ugh...they make things suck, too...XD *gives you a girly hug* THIS IS A GIRL'S SITE, I ALLOW NO "MANLY" HUGS!! XD

SKF-sama - What's CID and VIN? Who are they? *confused* I WANT A FRANZ FERDINAND POSTER, TOOO!! T 3T I would save things to other files, but...eh...to lazy...It's almost too much effort to change the format so I can save them...haha, unless I really want the picture, I'll won't save it unless I don't have to change the format...XD

CloserCloser-san - Yeah, I think I'm going to stick to 2-question posts for a little while ^-^

Lytjuh-sama - Yeah, I usually don't show the really yaoi-ish yaoi to my mom...I don't SHOW her any, but I try really hard to hide the fairly explicit stuff...I don't have much, but...XD

J-chan - Nah, I spent forever and a ton of tape putting that poster on my door, it was quite stubborn...>.>' I hope you're feeling better now, with the stomach thing ^-^ *hugs*

Adrian - Yeah, scary-religious people suck...and talk to me im PMs, okay?

QUESTIONS

1 - If you had to choose one, pop or country?

2 - Which would you rather be, “gangsta/player” or “cheerleader/prep/jock”?

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1 - Ugh….my two least favorite genres…Er…I guess country, because it’s not always…happy and preppy and bubbly and blond and…oops, I’m sorry, that was rather stereotypical of me, wasn’t it? ^.^’

2 - Augh…why do I keep giving questions that are probably hardest for me to answer? Um…Again, I’d take the not preppy option, because I’m really not into the whole “*giggle* OMG TEEN HEARTTHROBS AND JOCKS AND OMG”………-_-‘ Ugh…I’d rather take knitting needles and gouge out my eyes and ears and…well, you get the point…>.>’

Well, that's all from me for now, I'll try to get to sites, but no guarantee...I'm really sorry *hugs everyone*

Take care!
Ja!
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