Saturday, October 21, 2006

   THE EMO SONG
Dear Diary,
Mood- apathetic

My life is spiraling downwards
I couldn't get enough money to go to the blood red romance
and suffocate me dry concert
that sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songs
like stab my heart because I love you,
and rip apart my soul,
and of course stabbity rip stab, stab.
And it doesnt help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either
like that guy from that band can do.
Somedays...

I'm an emo kid
non-conforming as can be
you'd be non-conforming to if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and make up on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
'cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression
most just call me a fag
'cause our dudes look like chicks
and our chicks look like dykes
'cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows,
I must be emo
I'm dark and sensitive with low self-esteem
the way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara and now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking, and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
it's never any fun
they say they already have a pussy-
they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows,
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes,
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

My life is just a black abyss; you know it's so dark
and it's suffocating me
grabbing hold of me and tightening its grip
tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans
which look great on me by the way

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
hearing songs about getting dumped give me and erection
I write in my live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I told my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
you can be Catcher in the Rye and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
if I said I liked girls
I'd only be half right

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo,
I must be emo
Screw X-Box I play old school nintendo,
I must be emo
I like to whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo,
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents just don't get me you know
they think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy
well, a couple guys
but I mean, its the 2000s.
Can't 2, or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways
I don't know diary
Somtimes I think you're the only one that gets me
You're my best friend...
I feel like tacos.

"Emo Kid"
-AdamAndrew

This...song...I'm sure that several of you have already heard of it, it's HUGE where I am now, everyone's making references to it XD I love it, I have it on my iPod...I just need to get the video now...XD Hehe, any yaoi fans would love the video ^.~ It's got a few pictures of pretty emo guys kissing ^///^ *high-fives yaoi fans* XD

Well, I am very happy today, because my...er...well, I'm going to respect her wishes by not calling her "imooto-chan" anymore, but she is still a very good friend...we got into another little squabble, and I'm really not going into details because it's super-iffy, but we worked things out on IM last night...or...I think we did...that was the impression I left with...o-O

And on another note, my new buddy Chloe is coming over today, and she's spending the night...and we're going to watch anime and eat ramen ALL DAY!! O_O WOO-HOO!! I'm going to introduce her into the beautiful world of HELLSING *grin* We may just have another Hellsing freak, if I play my cards (and the DVD) right XD Hehe, she sees Alucard-sama all over my locker every day, so...hehe...it's about time I made him another fangirl!! XD

Well, we do have to finish up a project for Health while she's here, but it's going to be fun and easy...hehe, we decided to do a blueprint instead of a poster, and it looks SO COOL...and we put transparencies (you know, those clear sheets of paper that your teacher puts notes on and shines on a blank wall or something?) over it, with the descriptions on top, and drawings for each individual room underneath!! Hehe, I'm pretty proud of it...the blueprint was my idea, and the transparencies were Stephanie's idea, and Chloe's handwriting is the best, so she's doing the writing, and I'm drawing (Ehe, HURRAY FOR STICK FIGURES!! XD) And we're doing a music theme, so it's...yeah, I'm boring everyone with the details as it is, so I'll drop this right now, before I lose a few more readers....XD

Sorry I've been gone for so long, the times that I have been on, I've been talking to friends or doing HW...and when I wasn't, I was really depressed, and I didn't want to make another depressing post, so...

But I AM still here, and I SHOULD be on more often from now on...

We had a couple of tests yesterday, one in Math and one in ISS (Social Sciences...I didn't know that it stood for "Inter-School Suspension" before, until my mom started laughing when I mentioned ISS...>.>') I studied for the ISS one for 3 hours or so...but then again, I studied for about that long for the last one, and I failed it...but then, he told us to study something that wasn't on the test, so I wasted an hour on that...stupid teacher...-_- And on math, I'm almost positive I got an A, but one open-ended question threw me for a loop...*shrug* Ah, well, I'm almost positive I did well...

Ahhh, I watched Avatar last night (Yes, I still like that show, let me be, I'm a N-E-R-D!) and...and...ZUKOOOO...He...went on a date....*cries* NOOO, I like him!! NOOO!! STUPID RANDOM GIRL!!! ...*sniffle* But then he walked away, because he said things were "complicated"...but that was AFTER he KISSED her......T-T *sobsob* And he told his uncle he enjoyed the date...WAAAHHH.....*glomps Alucard-sama* He's better anyway...*Integra walks in, Alucard walks over to her* ......O_O.......

I'M SO ALOOOOOOONE!!!!

Well, all right, I think you all know I had sugar this morning....>.>'

I'll stop myself before I get out of control ^.^'

~C-O-M-M-E-N-T-S~

Magnus-sama - Hi there! *chains self to your ankle* ^-^ Eheh, she's datanimechic...you should visit her, she's a great person ^-^ And she has tons of awesome avatars on her site!! O.O *was fascinated by them for 20 mins last night* Houses on fire, eh? Hahah...gotta love your expressions, Magnus-sama! XD Yes...yes I did enjoy my day off...I did...ABSOLULTELY NOTHING!! XD And it was MAGNIFICENT!! XD Make sure you get a break, too! ^-^

EvilGuys-sama - UWAAH!! *glomp* You're back!! Haha, and don't feel bad about not being here, I was so happy to see that you were still alive, and having a great time away from here!! ^-^ And there is really no reason to be sorry, so I have nothing to forgive you for!! ^-^ Hehe, and you didn't make me feel worse...Hehe...a boyfriend, ne? *grin* Lucky dog...everyone's getting them these days...*jealous* T 3T

Onee-sama - Really, she PM'd you? Huh...well, she did say that she had your IM...hehe, yeah, I was talking to her last night when I was talking to you ^-^ Did you get your rest, by the way? Yes, I know you're here for me, thank you so much *huggle*

JD-sama - Hehe, yeah, it's nice to be talking to you through PMs again ^-^ And you're a great friend, too, don't forget that! ^-^

~Q-U-E-S-T-I-O-N-S~

1 - I am listening to AFI right now, because Chloe burned a lot of their songs for me. Do you like AFI? Have you ever even heard of them? o-O

2 - If you found a penny tails-up on the ground, would you pick it up? (There's a little superstitious thing that says if you pick up a penny when it's heads-up, you get good luck for the rest of the day, and if you pick up one that's tails-down, you get bad luck for the rest of the day)...Essentially, I could save all the trouble by asking "Are you superstitious?" ....Nah, too simple XD

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1 - Er...hehe, I guess that's self-explanatary ^.^'

2 - I am, to a certain extent...I don't believe in the whole black cat thing, or the thing about salt being knocked over, because most of my cats have been black, and I am very clumsy, so I knock over salt all the time XD But usually, when I see a penny heads-up, I'll pick it up...if it's face-down, then I'll just flip it over and leave it there...the superstition thing says that if you turn it over, you're taking bad luck, too, but if it means someone else gets good luck, it's worth it! ^-^

Take care, everyone!
Ja!
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