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• *blinks, looks around* Um, I'm not sure ^^'
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• 2005-06-15
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• Student
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• Tina
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Achievements
• Getting into the school I wanted and placing in all Phase 5's (Hehe, notice it's all based on school and grades and such...I have no other strong point XP)
Anime Fan Since
• 2nd grade, I guess
Favorite Anime
• Yu-gi-oh!, Inuyasha, Full Metal Alchemist, Naruto, Escaflowne, Avatar, Loveless, Full Moon O Sagashite, Hellsing, and anything by Miyazaki (Haha, I'm pretty open-minded as far as anime goes ^^) I also love the Crossroad mangas...they're so awesome <3
Goals
• To become a writer someday, learn bass (after getting one!) and to learn to speak, read, and write Japanese fluently
Hobbies
• Reading and writing, drawing, listening to music (Japanese and English), watching TV (usually animated), hanging out with my friends, going online, playing with computer software, tinkering with computer hardware
Talents
• Writing, talking REALLY fast, finding new and stupid ways to say things...oh, and I CAN SEE IN THE DARK! O-O Spooky, ne? ^^
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
Sorry, everyone...
Ugh...
Yeah, I haven't been on for a while, and I feel terrible about it...I've been really busy lately, and HS is starting to get to me...I've been losing a lot of sleep lately, and the anti-depressants are starting to take effect...which means that dip is starting...I have good days and bad days, but...I've just been signing myself up for too much, and I'm about to break...I've been trying to help all my friends out with their emotional problems, and I want to help them, but I've been giving myself too much to do, and...I just can't do it all...
I had basketball tryouts yesterday and the day before, and I embarassed myself, like I knew I would...I'm really out of shape when it comes to running and all that...and on Friday, they told me I probably wouldn't make the team, but offered me a managing position, which is essentially a souped-up waterboy, but I get to practice with the team and learn more about the game, so I'll be ready for next season...but yesterday, I did the entire practice session with the team, and I didn't quit, which surprises me, but now my entire body is aching...
And I found out on Tuesday that I have to get another filling, which really sucks...and I do have to get glasses...apparently, I have a stigmatism, so...
I just really want to rest, but I everytime I do rest, it feels like I should be doing something else, and I just can't shake the feeling that I'm shirking some responsibility...
I'm afraid that I'm going to have to cut down on my time here...with basketball practices and midterms coming up, and the possibility of getting a job, I'm going to have my hands full...I'm shooting for getting on every Sunday or so...some weeks it may be more often, some weeks I may not visit at all...I just really need some time to rest...truly rest...get away from all this stress, all this pain I'm feeling, and all this confusion in my head...Am I selfish for wanting that?
Forgive me, no comments or questions today, I'm so very tired...
I will try to get to everyone's site, though
Take care, everyone
Ja
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