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Birthday
1990-01-07
Gender
Female
Location
Beyond your comprehension lol
Member Since
2004-08-23
Occupation
Sgt
Real Name
Phoenix Fife
Personal
Achievements
Becoming a CHRISTIAN
Goals
I have a list of 25 goals that no one is allowed to see
Hobbies
GOD art, cadets, my church, archery, computer/msn, languages, writing, music, winning, physical fitness, sports
Talents
art, writing, intuition, helping
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Heartbreak.....?
Okay its day two without him...
I only broke up with him because hes not a christian, but I love him so much!!!! I can't sleep, concentrate, all I can do is think about him or pray to God that he'll become a christian or that this will all be over somewhat happily. I wish that we had had an argument so I could be angry at him, or that I could be angry at God. I'm not angry at either! I keep saying "blessed be the Lord" over and over, then pray for him.
I miss him so much! Everything about him. The way he makes me smile, the way he can ALWAYS beat me in everything no matter how hard I try, the way he holds me, how smart he is, his weird quirks I'll never, never, never, never, never understand...
Blessed be the Lord.
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