Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Sgt Scarlet


Tuesday, August 24, 2004


   Heartbreak.....?
Okay its day two without him...
I only broke up with him because hes not a christian, but I love him so much!!!! I can't sleep, concentrate, all I can do is think about him or pray to God that he'll become a christian or that this will all be over somewhat happily. I wish that we had had an argument so I could be angry at him, or that I could be angry at God. I'm not angry at either! I keep saying "blessed be the Lord" over and over, then pray for him.
I miss him so much! Everything about him. The way he makes me smile, the way he can ALWAYS beat me in everything no matter how hard I try, the way he holds me, how smart he is, his weird quirks I'll never, never, never, never, never understand...

Blessed be the Lord.

« Home