Thursday, May 26, 2005

   ...owie....
Today was painful. Literally.

PAIN 1:
Some soph. ran me over in gym and really hit my nose. My nose seriously hurt. badly. It wasn't bleeding, but I could smell blood. Later I discovered I HAD been bleeding, it just hadn't been running out my nose...

PAIN 2:
I thought the plastic braces wouldn't hurt as much as the metal ones did. Haha...oi. They hurt way more. Pain pain pain...I have to take 'em out before I brush my teeth, eat, or play any sport. Fun fun, ay?

PAIN 3:
This isn't really a literal pain, but it is a pain. Those darn braces...now I can't talk right. I sound like a snake and a mute person got together to make my voice. Dang it, and I have a presentation tomorrow...*tear*

PAIN 4:
Okay, there is no pain 4. BUT IF THERE WAS...it would hurt just as bad as I'm feeling now. Ow....

*hides face under pillow*
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   WELL....
I'm writing this in class 'cuz I'm bored and the teacher isn't here, so it isn't like I have anything better to do. No one has talken to me in dayssssssssssssssss! *tear*

Ah well. I've been forgetting to post the themes of the day because Amy STILL has them. Still. It's been only a few days, true, but still...how many days does it take to scan 'em?! I should just do it myself.

I get out of school in 12 mins or so. Yay! Ha ha! *dances* But I have two projects to do, one due tomorrow, and a paper to write, due tomorrow.

...dang it. Ah well.
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

   WELL, then...
I have some good news, and some bad news...

Good news:
-I got Diabolo #3! w00t!
-I finished my Star Ocean fan fic! W00t!
-I wrote a short story about how the Jap. wolves became extinct! Aw. :( I'll post it tomorrow. It's pretty short.
-I finished my bio project! W00t!
-I almost finished english! Yay!
-I finished Latin! Finally! Ha! Leave me alone, you cursed Latin you!

Bad news:
-That's the end of Diabolo...and it 's a sad ending. Dang it...
-The ending of my fan fic is really bad!
-Uh...they're extinct?
-My bio project sucks!
-I still have to finish english. And math. woops.
-I still have to take my Latin final. Dang it...
-RFC became a connie! It's not fair! *tear tear*

*melts into the ground* I'm meltinggggggg! Nooooooo!
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

   Oh brother...
One day, I was bored...
ME: I know! I'll play InuYasha! YESS!!
5 Mins Later...
ME: uh...((can't remember a thing)) I'll restart! YESS!!!!
1 Min Later...
ME: I'll be a guy this time, YES!!
Later...
STEPH: They're voices are irritating me. What are you doing?
ME: They're starting to annoy me too...and they're personal prounounally challenged...
STEPH: Huh?
ME: InuYasha keeps calling me a "she" and Kagome keeps telling my story like it happened to her, but it happened to me!
STEPH: 'Kay...

Now, the game pretty fun and all, but I have a few complaints...

1-some of the dialouge is kind of stupid. I mean, seriously...I think your character is bipolar. One min he's like "OMG, WTF is going on?! AHHHH!" Next min he's saying a nice happy "Okay. ^^"

2-I know your person has never fought before and it's an unwritten law that your character is always unusually skilled despite that, but...come on...A "poke attack" and a "Half-Hug/Kick" attack is just too weird. (Seriously, look for yourself! The guy is POKING the monsters and the girl looks like she's going to hug them, but at the same time kick 'em!)

3-They're too specific. I already used the store, but they wouldn't let me leave the stupid town until Kagome specifically told me how to use it...-_-

Oi. Time for One Piece! Yay! *Joy*
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   I'm Gunna Kill You!
[western accent = on]
I'm gunna kill you!
[western accent = off]

Okays then. Yeah, I'm gunna kill Mary. Why, pray tell, am I mad at her?

She ditched gym today! >.<

I know she's already failed, but still...

on a side note, I think I did good on my math test. yay. ^^
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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   I'm Weak...
Last week, there've been a lot of people making fun of a friend of mine (who shall not be named, for her own sake). I don't think they know I'm her friend, and I don't think she's even aware of what's going on. But I feel like it's always been going on this way-before I even met her I've heard people make fun of her or always try to put her down.

I so badly wanted to tell them "Shut up" or something...Something to make them understand she isn't like what they say. She's better than that. It's true she sometimes gets out of hand, but there's something about her. When she's around, I admit I sometimes get annoyed with her (patience is a virtue, I know!). But when she isn't around, the room doesn't feel as welcoming or...I don't know, it's hard to describe. But really, she's a good person and a good friend.

I wish I could stand up for her, and I want to. But I can't. Am I really that weak? It's strange. Part of me wants to tell them "Shut up! You don't know what the hell you're talking about!" But part of me wants to say "She's not my friend...Don't know her." Why am I like this? It's stupid. I'm such a terrible person. And a lousy friend...


When I finally leave this world, whenever that may be, I'm not going to give a warning or anything. One day I'll just be gone. As terrible as it is, I sometimes wonder if anyone would notice.


*awkward silence*
KOUSUKE: ...
SENKA: Say something!
KOUSUKE: I don't know what to say! And stop hitting me!
SENKA: Oh, sorry. Reflex.
KOUSUKE: Relfex?!
SENKA: heh heh hehhh........*collapses*
KOUSUKE: Ah! *pokes her* You okay?!
SENKA: I surrender! O' cruel world!
KOUSUKE: Idiot. *kicks her*
SENKA: Owwie, that hurt...
KOUSUKE: That's what you get.
SENKA: For what?!
KOUSUKE: being stupid.
SENKA: Say what?
KOUSUKE: Come on...
SENKA: huh? Kousuke, I'm confuzeled...
*exit*
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   The Entire Greg Ordeal
Okay, I really hate explaining the entire sitch about Greg over and over to my friends. SO, this is the only time I'm going to post this!! This will probably be really long too, so if you don't care, don't bother reading it and wasting your time. *sweatdrop*


Okay...Letsee now...Back in feb I developed a crush on lovable Greg. Yes, Greg. AKA, the guy of spontanous bleeds of the nose.
(there's a comic about it, but I haven't put it on the otaku. Hm. I should. Anyway...)
So, yeah, I drew him a picture for his birthday.
(it was pretty good, I was proud. ^^)
All was well, and for a while my crush on him vanished.
(Okay, that was a lie. You got me. It turned more into a secret obsessive desire to be his friend. But he had no idea. And that's besides the point.)

Well, after I'd given him the picture, he talked to me a little.
(he usually didn't talk to me much before)
And soon I started to overhear him talking to his best friend about how he likes someone (who isn't his girlfriend), but she doesn't know them. She kept pestering to know who it was, and he wouldn't tell her. Then one day, she stopped asking and then they would start talking again, but then look at me for a few secs, and then go back to talking.
(while I'm just like "? O..kay...")

Around this time I made a note to Greg confessing my feelings to him. In the form of a comic. (I still have it in my room)
And one day, I heard Greg talking about how he was going to break up with his girlfriend. That same day, he carried my books to 3rd hr for me. The next day...

My sister Alli saw the note and then gave it to her friend Chris, who seems to have connections with many people and somehow managed to get it delivered to Greg first hour! (I see him 2nd and 3rd hour)

That was the longest studyhall in my entire life. I thought I was going to die. Seriously.

Second hour I still had to wait! He was writing his response on it. But, at the end of 2nd hour, he gave it back to me with the hugest smile on his face. And I mean huge! It looked like it was going to fall right off...

Anyway, I read his response. It didn't say "No" or "I don't feel the same" but rather "I can't cuz I have a girlfriend right now". His response to my letter on the back I thought was really sweet too. I felt strangely relieved and I assumed that now we probably would talk less than ever. After all, that's usually how things get after something like this-awkward.

Boy was I wrong...

The next few days I was practically famous and anyone I knew that knew Greg too were calling me their "hero" and told me Greg couldn't stop talking about me and how "cool I was". And since then, Greg has been way way nicer to me. He hangs out with me more too. We walk to 3rd hour together everyday. It's insane.

But as for what's going to happen next, I haven't the slightest clue. He's made no notion about whether or not he's broken up with his girlfriend-or if he still plans to. It's been weeks. Thursday he randomally told me he was a jerk (and I was like "no, you're not..!") and I was soooo closeeee to asking him to come over this weekend...

me: I'm gunna play DDR when I get home. W00t! ^^
Greg: Aw, you have DDR?! No fair, I love DDR....I wanna come to your house...:(
me: I want you to come to my house too. :P
Greg: where do you live?
me: I live along shick. It's -
some kid: Hey Greg,...
*kid starts talking to Greg about something or other*
*bell rings*
me: ...*twitch*


That's more or less the deal. Some other tidbits of info here and there, but if I told anymore your ears and eyes would bleed. Terrible, really. *sigh* So I don't know if he wants me to wait, or what...Mary wants me to get over him...But I don't know if I should or not...

I swear, boys talk in code. Argh.
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

   I. Hate. Chainletters. *twitch*
Okay, do I have to post a huge sign over my head or something? I hate chainletters!!!! Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hhhhaaaaaaattttttteeeeeeee them! STOP SENDING THEM TO ME!!! *twitch twitch*

Okay, here's some little info for you people who like to send them...

1) Read the darn thing. If it says something like "this has been going around since xxxx", throw the darn thing out right there. I hate yet to see the original send date as being that year, or even close.

2) Sending this letter on will give some person some amount of money to help them live? uh-huh...you realize there is no way the original sender could keep track of such thing, unless the goverment was tracking the e-mail which they could not under any circumstances, since for one that's invasion of privacy, and two, it would make people like me uneasy. They have no idea how many people. So how can they donate the money? What a waste of time.

3) The "I'm your friend" ones...yeah, sure, they're nice, but why should I send you a chainletter to tell you this? Why can't I send a normal letter? Because theirs is perty? And why would I even have your e-mail if I wasn't your friend?! *twitch*

4) any about wishes coming true or dying if you don't send it, with those little stories to back 'em up...I have only one question to that: how can you have people supporting it in the original letter when it HADN'T BEEN SENT YET at the time it was written?!

5) LOGIC. L-O-G-I-C. use it!!

6) some people don't like chainletters....*twitch*


*heavy sigh* Okay...I'm done...
Kousuke: You sure?
Senka: Yes...
Kousuke: okay...
*they walk away*
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Friday, April 1, 2005

   Ah! Friends!
So confuzzled I am...today I suddenly seem popular and I don't know why...I haven't gotten any new ratings or comments on any of my pics, I just suddenly have people signing my guestbook...and it frightens me. @.@

oi oi oi! *runs around in circles* *trips* owie...*sob*
Kousuke: ...it's okay...*pats senka on head*
Senka: but it hurt...
Kousuke: read DNangel?
Senka: already did...CURSES BOOK 7! SAVE DIASUKE ALREADY!!!
Kousuke: uh...read spiral again?
senka: hm...okay ^^
Kousuke: *sweatdrop*
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WHATTTTTTTTTT?!
Alli: ...did ya know Fuma's the twin?
me: WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTT?!!?!?!?
*collapse*
Alli: heh...
me: ...so THAT'S what he meant by the thousand times he said "Kamui, I'm your--" and never finished his sentence...
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