Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   Michelle...chill
la la la..this morning, Amy and Michelle were frantically trying to cram for finals. During their exciting questioning, I just sat..playing video games. (Harvest Moon! Yay!) If Michelle couldn't recall the answer, I answered. Then I'd yell something about my game. ("Robert Hooke. Yes-I got cucumbers!!")

Michelle would just reply "Not helping!!" I don't understand it. By yelling at me for telling her the answer in a way she would remember it (at least in time for the test), I believe I was helping her. After all, isn't it easier to remember conversation than answering stupid ?s with someone? I think so.

Aside from that, worrying and cramming I believe to be a complete waste of time. Worrying makes your brain rush, which in the end can cause dangerous errors since your brain was looking for the quickest and most likely answer. Cramming is entirely useless because you either know it or you don't, cramming may allow you to remember it for the test, but you'll be cramming it all over again when the next test comes by. Besides, even if you know the answer doesn't mean you understand it.

blah blah, I could go on...but I don't really feel like it now. Today is day 6 of watching Spiral in a row. w00t!
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   Rawr
[x] RFC request (more or less done-I'm sorry, but Diasuke is too hard to draw for me! xP)

[ ] AlliKat's (my sis, not registered here!) Ayumu request-to be completed

[ ] ChibiPockey's request (??)

agh, too much to do! Okay, so the list is only three...but still...x_x I'm used to no requests ...Couldn't they have waited til finals were over?!
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Hoi!
Hoi (my word ><)! I lost my mind during math today...T_T Perhaps I've been watching too much Spiral, or maybe I've cracked...but whatever it was-my mind left me.

We were taking our Proof Fina. A few minutes before we got the test, I starting "praying" for Kousuke and Ayame to help me using the necklace I made in honor of Kousuke. Well, maybe I prayed a little too well because as soon as the test began-so did they. They started talking to me, in my head. And I talked to them as well. It was mostly Kousuke, but Ayumu spoke some too.

I asked for help on what to do next, and they more or less gave me the answers and reasurrance I could do it. I was writing non-stop and was the first one done. I found no errors checking it over, but even so I asked them if they were sure it was perfect.
Kousuke said: "What? You don't trust me? Listen-even if you don't, I garuntee you you'll get higher than a B. But you need to believe in your own ability-you can't depend on us all the time."

Well, I have never felt so reassured when I handed in that test-never so confident that I had succeeded. Whether or not I did is still unknown, but that isn't the point. For the curious, I usually fail all my math tests-last time I even prepared to fail so I wouldn't be disappointed or bothered by the 54% I got! ^^()

Yup, I lost it alright...But strangely enough, in those moments where was lost in my own head...were the happiest moments I've ever felt in ages.


Yup, I've definately lost it.
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   New Phrase!
Here's a new phrase for you all:

"They're not lost...they're just walking a foot from the path..."
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