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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Hoi!
Hoi (my word ><)! I lost my mind during math today...T_T Perhaps I've been watching too much Spiral, or maybe I've cracked...but whatever it was-my mind left me.

We were taking our Proof Fina. A few minutes before we got the test, I starting "praying" for Kousuke and Ayame to help me using the necklace I made in honor of Kousuke. Well, maybe I prayed a little too well because as soon as the test began-so did they. They started talking to me, in my head. And I talked to them as well. It was mostly Kousuke, but Ayumu spoke some too.

I asked for help on what to do next, and they more or less gave me the answers and reasurrance I could do it. I was writing non-stop and was the first one done. I found no errors checking it over, but even so I asked them if they were sure it was perfect.
Kousuke said: "What? You don't trust me? Listen-even if you don't, I garuntee you you'll get higher than a B. But you need to believe in your own ability-you can't depend on us all the time."

Well, I have never felt so reassured when I handed in that test-never so confident that I had succeeded. Whether or not I did is still unknown, but that isn't the point. For the curious, I usually fail all my math tests-last time I even prepared to fail so I wouldn't be disappointed or bothered by the 54% I got! ^^()

Yup, I lost it alright...But strangely enough, in those moments where was lost in my own head...were the happiest moments I've ever felt in ages.


Yup, I've definately lost it.
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