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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   I'm Weak...
Last week, there've been a lot of people making fun of a friend of mine (who shall not be named, for her own sake). I don't think they know I'm her friend, and I don't think she's even aware of what's going on. But I feel like it's always been going on this way-before I even met her I've heard people make fun of her or always try to put her down.

I so badly wanted to tell them "Shut up" or something...Something to make them understand she isn't like what they say. She's better than that. It's true she sometimes gets out of hand, but there's something about her. When she's around, I admit I sometimes get annoyed with her (patience is a virtue, I know!). But when she isn't around, the room doesn't feel as welcoming or...I don't know, it's hard to describe. But really, she's a good person and a good friend.

I wish I could stand up for her, and I want to. But I can't. Am I really that weak? It's strange. Part of me wants to tell them "Shut up! You don't know what the hell you're talking about!" But part of me wants to say "She's not my friend...Don't know her." Why am I like this? It's stupid. I'm such a terrible person. And a lousy friend...


When I finally leave this world, whenever that may be, I'm not going to give a warning or anything. One day I'll just be gone. As terrible as it is, I sometimes wonder if anyone would notice.


*awkward silence*
KOUSUKE: ...
SENKA: Say something!
KOUSUKE: I don't know what to say! And stop hitting me!
SENKA: Oh, sorry. Reflex.
KOUSUKE: Relfex?!
SENKA: heh heh hehhh........*collapses*
KOUSUKE: Ah! *pokes her* You okay?!
SENKA: I surrender! O' cruel world!
KOUSUKE: Idiot. *kicks her*
SENKA: Owwie, that hurt...
KOUSUKE: That's what you get.
SENKA: For what?!
KOUSUKE: being stupid.
SENKA: Say what?
KOUSUKE: Come on...
SENKA: huh? Kousuke, I'm confuzeled...
*exit*
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