Monday, December 18, 2006

I'm so awful.

I downloaded ALvino's single, Snow Line. (ALvino = Jun's [ex-Pierrot] new band) It's ten minutes long and has two songs: Snow Line and Bitter Smile. Snow Line is six minutes of YAWN. I couldn't sit through it. I was like, YEAH! SUCK THAT, JUN! Then I listened to Bitter Smile, and I was like, "Aw, shit. I like this song. DAMN!" Because I want to hate Jun. The same goes for LMC, with both Aiji and Maya. I downloaded LMC's singles. They each had two songs on them, bring it to a total of four songs. It pisses me off that I like three of the four songs. Damn LMC! DAMN! *kicks Aiji and Maya in the feet* Bastards! You're both bastards for preying on my enjoyment of upbeat rap/rock! Bastards! *kicks both of them repeatedly and stomps on the little claymation figures of them from the little Fat Man boy PV* HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE UUUUUUUUUUU!!! BASTARDS! HOW DARE YOU WRITE HALF DECENT MUSIC?! *kick, kick, kick* I still say you need to not be very popular! I still say you need to crawl back to your masters and be good little guitar bitches! I'll beat u down! I'll beat u DOWN! Bitches! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! ~sj

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

Day

Purple SKY people say that my CD only shipped last week, so I should get it this week. Wish they'd let me know that so I wouldn't have spazzed about meeting deadline. So, if the CD doesn't come this week, then I get to spaz all over again. Yay. /sarcasm Anyways, today was almost a complete and total waste of time... I woke up at 9:30 and all I've accomplished personally today was my english homework that I've had a couple weeks to do, and I downloaded some stuff. However, several things happened today, the most exciting of which being... I got a new bed! It's not really NEW, it's something my oldest sister had in her house, but it's not something I had before, therefore it's NEW. Last night I slept on a pile of old mattresses because my old bed frame was in my sister's room... I had a weird dream that involved wolves eating my family. It was very weird. Because after that, my sister and I and a couple other random people that I've never seen before in my life went outside and had a remote control flying saucer. So... we clearly weren't too concerned about the family-devouring wolves that were still in the house licking the blood off their chops. Odd that I should have a dream like that when I love wolves. I blame it on the weird sleeping arrangements. Or maybe that I was thinking of the wolf in my novel just before I fell asleep... Not that he's likely to eat anyone's family... Ah, whatever. My best friend and her family went to see Eragon today, but they were leaving to go to that about the same time I was going to visit my family today (my family wasn't really devoured by wolves, luckily)... so I didn't go. But I hate going to movies when my best friend's little brother is gonna be there, so I don't honestly mind much. On the way back from visiting family, I think there was a dead person laying on the road. We didn't stop to check if it was really a dead person, but I had the creeping feeling that it was. At first it just looked like a big dog, then it looked more like a pile of blankets, but as we went around it, it was on my side of the car and I could have sworn I saw a leg and an arm sticking out... Creepy. Today was a creepy day. ~sj

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Friday, December 15, 2006

post of the day

Life is not going well for me right now. *sigh* It may improve later, but I'm not counting on it. I might go see Eragon today or tomorrow. Yippee. I don't really care, but it's always nice to get out of the house, and see dragon movies and whatnot... ~sj

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

I'M A DOWNLOAD WHORE!!!

And that's the news for the day. I just found Miyavi's movie to download... SUGOI! PATII O SHITEIRU! I downloaded LMC's singles even though I don't like LMC because Aiji is a WHORE and he left Kirito for MAYA! And I hate MAYA because he left Miyavi for AIJI! WHORES! I'm talking about it like they were in a relationship, not a band... WELL! IT'S THE SAME THING TO ME! KIRITO FANSERVICED ON AIJI, AND MIYAVI FANSERVICED ON MAYA! SO THEY WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP!!! In a way... AND THEY LEFT!!! AND NOW THEY DON'T GET ANY! Sux to be them! Miyavi seriously put out, too... On stage... smoochin' Maya... But, no~o... Maya's gotta leave Miyavi... WHORE! I'm just a download whore. I would never leave my fanservice seme for another fanservice uke like myself... Assuming I were a fanservice uke (which, if I were to be in a band and there were fanservice involved, I would definitely be uke). ANYWAYS... I'm seriously hyper. DOWNLOADING RELEASES DOLPHINS IN MY BRAIN!!! ... I'll go away now... *shuffles away dejectedly*

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Awesomest non-j-rock song ever

"A Last Illusion" by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra. AWESOMEST NON-J-ROCK SONG EVER. You got the electric guitars... electric violins... male choral chanting... gotta love it. I would upload it but it's 7 MB and I'm too lazy. Besides, it's only the first half that's really awesome. It's like... flight of the bumblebees... except hard core, man. Like... Flight of the Headbanger Bumblebees. Hard core. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I should go to bed, otherwise I'll be pissy tomorrow when I didn't get enough sleep. Um... sleep. Yes. Sleep. Sleep good. But I need to work on Christmas presents... I'm burning at least one person a j-rock mix CD... I threatened two other people with j-rock mixes (yes, threatened) but I might not make them... I'm too lazy. Though I'm too lazy to upload the 7 MB song, here's a little taste of the Trans-Siberian Orchestra. A shorter song. 2 or 3 minutes, 2 or 3 MB. Trans-Siberian Orchestra - "Requiem (The Filth)" ~sj

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

MYV

Oddly enough, Miyavi is quickly becoming my current favorite artist. I rarely listen to Gackt anymore, or Pierrot or Kirito... Anytime I'm on the computer, I'm listening to Miyavi. Whenever I'm in my room (which is rare) I usually listen to the GazettE (I hear two or three of their songs before I fall asleep, and I hear about thirty seconds of one when I wake up in the morning). Something about MYV just appeals. Probably his energy. He's like... ZOOOOOOOOOM!!! *dance dance dance* Whereas Gackt is like, LaAaAaAaAaaaa, oohhhhh.... *fanservice* And Kirito is like... Well, I can't mock Kirito. His music varies muchly. Then again, if I had four Pierrot CDs in the computer, I'd probably listen to them, too. Maybe the only reason I'm listening to Miyavi so much is because I have four of his five albums in the computer... I've also been listening to all the AnCafe I have... I really like them, too... They're super cute, but Miku's voice doesn't go with his boyish looks... His voice says "RAWR!!!" but his clothes say "meow!" Y'know what I mean. That was a shitty metaphor. but regardless... I'm really tired. I should go get my Miyavizm CD and put that in the computer... but I'm too tired. If I go upstairs right now, I'll just go to bed. ~sj

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Thursday, December 7, 2006

Feed u music

I'm bored, so I'm gonna upload one of my current favorite songs onto megaupload so if anyone wants it, they can have it. HYDE - "SECRET LETTERS" from his Roentgen album. He speaks decent English, doesn't he? I'm gonna go write now. ~sj

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Monday, December 4, 2006

Tralalalala.

I'm bored. Christmas is in a few weeks. I don't think I'm getting much of interest. Nobody has asked me for ideas. I hope I'll just get a bunch of money. $$$ = ^_^ I might be getting HYDE's "Faith" album... I dunno why I told my dad to get me that since I don't ever listen to HYDE... I like his voice, but I never listen to his stuff. Maybe that's why I told him to. Cuz I like Hyde, just not enough to buy his stuff. And also cuz it was apparently a US release, and that'd be easier to get ahold of than something only released in Japan. Speaking of Japan, I still haven't go my Angelo CD. And I haven't heard anything more about my Purple SKY assignment except that my deadline is December 15 and I DON'T HAVE THE CD YET! I have like, ten days. Yeah, 250 words isn't much. But to me it is! Stress! X_X I just want everything to come in the mail on one day and I'll be happy. Like... if I came home from school tomorrow and had my stuff from Purple SKY and my Angelo CD, my life would improve severalfold, just like that. Boom. And then I would be bored and stressed out until December 21, when I get out of school early. I get 12 days off for Christmas. That's SO not enough. *sigh* Damn. But oh well. Life sucks. XD Randomness about school: I slept through two classes today. It was nice. I was tired. After sleeping through first period, I was told "Wow! You look half-dead!" in second period. That was nice. In creative writing, I'm gonna be reading "I, Robot" by Isaac Asimov. The class split into two groups: People reading "I, Robot", and people reading something about a rose... "Lottery Rose" or something like that. I'm hoping that since I have "I, Robot" on DVD that I'll be able to bring it in and we can watch it after reading the book. That'd be lovely. ~sj

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Friday, December 1, 2006

Not going to Japan

My mother's a bitch and said I can't go to Japan because it's too expensive. If I got the scholarship, it wouldn't cost anything. But she's more worried about the $75 application fee. Seventy. Five. Fucking. Dollars. That ISN'T a big deal. She was talking about it like it's the end of the world. She's like, "WHERE WILL YOU GET THAT MONEY FROM?!" I stormed upstairs and cried for half an hour after she said that I couldn't even TRY this. She's such a negative bitch. I can't stand it. I'm hoping to spend the weekend from like, waking up tomorrow until Sunday night, at my best friend's house. Who gives a shit if I have a crapload of math homework. I'll take it with me and do it there. I just need to get away from this house for a while. Everyone here is so negative. It pisses me off to no end. I have hope. I think it's better to try something than to not try at all and wish I had. But they apparently don't. I HATE having other people control my life. I can't wait to get out of this fucking house for good. And I am so putting a password on my identity on this computer now. ~sj

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pages of pride

The novel that I'm working on for my creative writing class is 99 pages long (in 1" margin 12-size double-spaced times new roman font) and it's only six chapters. XD Today, the three people in my class who are working on novels got together and we had a little group conference with the teacher, and I was sitting there happily not being criticized or advised about anything except having a "convenience character"... And I was like, teehee... They have no idea where they're going with their plot, but I know exactly where I'm going... Ya~ay. But that's cuz in about a month, it'll be a year that I've had this character with me. So I know him really well. You might even say intimately... XD Sorry. I'm in a lot better mood today than I was yesterday. I got cookies and cake and dr. pepper in english class today, and I was hyper like crazy after that... I spoke Japanese to anyone who was nearby. Speaking of japanese, I might not be able to do the exchange program at all. Because my school might not give me credits for the time I spend over that. Is that not lame? But if I don't do it in high school, I'll try to do it in college. And if I can't do it in college, I'll take a vacation there after I graduate. Because DAMMIT. I'm GOING to JAPAN if I have to SELL MY SOUL!!! ~sj

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