Thursday, November 30, 2006

Purple SKY on Tainted Reality has been the best two hours of my week so far, and there's still 50 minutes left. Yaaaay!!! It's so funny. These people... they are so weird. Sooooo weird. But in a good way. Not a "Uh... freak... get away from me..." way. And they've been playing good music. They played Pierrot, Dir en Grey, Lunasea, DespairsRay, Miyavi, Malice Mizer (and then promptly made fun of Gackt horrible and in a most hysterical way...), and then they were talking about a band called BLOOD that has a new CD coming out called SPLEEN. And they were talking about spleens. Which was hilarious, cuz my sister used to always say spleen. Oh, and they also said that they may be getting a deal to sell Purple SKY magazine in Barnes & Noble! So if that happens, I'll let you know, and you all can go out and buy it. ^_^ ~sj

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shit

today sucked and I'm tired and pissed off at life. Everything was pissing me off today and I almost cried three or four times. I never used to be like this. I think I'm just suffering from sleep deprivation. But whatever it is, I'm pissed and tired and lonely and I want to cry. And that pisses me off even more. The only good thing about today is that Purple SKY is on the radio/internet thingy tonight... I'm looking forward to that. Hope I'm not disappointed. That'll just be the icing on the damn cake. ~sj

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Lunasea

I put all my Lunasea CDs into my computer, and the playlist is now 8 hours and 45 minutes long. Wow. But that includes repeats of some songs, and many songs I don't like. When I put it through the filters, it'll probably only be like... two hours. Which is fine with me. I don't even have that much Pierrot. On to other subjects that are vaguely related... I'm seriously thinking about joining an exchange program to see if I can go to Japan. I'm gonna look into it more over the weekend, hopefully. My mother and sister are totally negative about it, but I've learned to ignore them. If I listened to them, I would have no hopes in life, and I would go no where, because they would convince me that I can't. People can change. I know I don't pay attention in school now, and I'm extremely shy and not typically outgoing, but I'm getting better about that. It's my life, dammit, and if I wanna do an exchange program to Japan, dammit, I'm gonna do it. Or try. And trying is the most important thing. ~sj

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Monday, November 27, 2006

Boring.

Today has been a boring day. I slept 'til 1 and didn't get up 'til after 3. I have to go to school tomorrow. I don't want to. Over my long vacation, I didn't write a single word of my novel for creative writing. *sigh* c'est la vie. Speaking of c'est la vie, I really don't want to keep taking French... I've got either a 99 or 100 in the class, but it's so boring. I never pay attention. Ever. I never do the 'ecoutez et repetez' shit... I listen, but I don't repeat. So I'll never be able to speak the language. Not to mention that we're getting a new teacher at the start of the second semester, because they finally found one who's actually licensed to teach French. Not biology, like our current teacher. I like our current teacher. Our school is stupid. My leg hurts. I cut it to pieces while shaving. I've been taking screenshots a lot recently... I took some from my Pierrot DVDs yesterday, and one of Gackt groping himself during Speedmaster, and a couple from some Antique Cafe videos I found... Screenshots amuse me. Um.... I'm gonna go write... I keep starting to write a post, then I wander off and do something else and come back and I'm like, "What was I doing?" So I just say I'm gonna go write and end the post, but never go write... But I might actually do it this time, cuz I have to. ~sj

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Kyou wa...

Today has been a funny day. Nothing has happened whatsoever that was funny. But I've been laughing and bouncing off the walls all day. Maybe it's sleep deprivation. I got five hours of sleep last night. *death* I'm vaguely afrightened that my brain is going to die. I kinda feel sick. But that's why I get for being hyper and having no one to bombard it with. Uhmmmmmmm.... Yay! I'm gonna go watch TV. ~sj

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

Miyavi

Is it odd that I think that the most beautiful song Miyavi's ever written/performed... has no real vocals? *drops head in shame* I love Miyavi, but his voice can be...um... not very sweet (a bit whiney, if I'm honest), and seriously, "Dear My Love..." from his Dokusou album is the most beautiful song I've ever heard by him. Maybe I'm just emotional at this time of the month. But I loved this song before I was on my period, so that's probably not the only reason. TMI? Anyways, honestly. This song is gorgeous. Ah, what the hell. I'll upload the song onto megauploads so that the one or two people who actually read this thing can hear it. CLICK MEEEE! ~sj

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Friday, November 24, 2006

I'm. So. BORED!!! I can't even describe it! It's 9:30. I want my mother to go to bed so I can write. But that won't happen for another two hours. I'm reading stuff I wrote almost a year ago. I'm so booooooored. And tired, at that. Maybe I should just go to bed, even though I've only been awake for like twelve hours. Yesterday, I went to bed right after eating a giant dinner, because I felt sick, and because I didn't feel like doing anything but sitting around listening to music. So I went to bed at like, 7. I slept for two hours and woke up, then I wrote for like three hours before going to sleep again. ALvino was on Beat Shuffle, but I was asleep and didn't see it. The point is, I don't want to go to bed. I want to write. But what I want to write does not agree with being written while people are still around. But whatever. I'll go read stuff. ~sj

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

PURPLE SKY

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! Anyways. I added a Purple SKY banner to my bio thingy. *points to bio thingy* Spread the word! Check 'em out on LJ or Myspace! Purple SKY on MySpace Purple SKY on Livejournal Click the banner to go to their home page! The second issue is way bigger & better than the first issue. Much worth the price increase. LOVVVVVVEEEE IT! I'm gonna go play neopets games until dinner time now. ~sj

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

WOO~~OOOT. I got my magazine!!! finally. I'll read it cover to cover tonight or tomorrow, probably. Right now I'm like... woo. *death* How about I've started greeting people in Japanese all the time now. I'm always like, "KONNICHIWAAA!!! GENKI DESU KA?!" and they're always like, "Huh?" Lol. I also just hugged someone over IM in Japanese... I went *dakishimete!* XD Funny stuff. Anyways, today, my mother was looking through a "Museum Replicas" catalog that my sister had, and there's a page in there with katana's and kimono and hakama stuff... The hakama and the Kendo top are only $49 each, so she actually SUGGESTED to me "Here's what your visual could be for your senior project! Dress like a samurai!" And I was like, "I'd actually thought of that." But I actually might, now... Wear the hakama (pant thingies) and the top... I'm not sure the top is exactly what samurai wore (if you go by Rurouni Kenshin, they had the kimono-type top with the giant sleeves), but it's close enough, considering that I doubt any of the teachers in that school know much about traditional samurai garb... I kind of hope (and at the same time, don't) that B-san evaluates mine (B-san is my new name for the super-cute science teacher). I hope he does, because he's super cute. I hope he doesn't because he's super cute. (he'd probably distract me). Anyways, I have almost a whole year before I have to worry about the actual presentation... So I'm not particularly worried at the moment. Wouldn't if be nifty to dress like a samurai, though? And like... walk around school and go to all my normal classes and everything, dressed like a samurai... Minus the sword. The swords in that catalog start at $375... I'm very much lacking that... I have $40, which I've got to spend on Christmas gifts... Damn. Anywhoozle... I'm goin' away now. ~sj

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

   Hmm.

Is it odd at all that I got an idea for a new novel while I'm taking a shower? Cuz I think it's kinda odd. I also wrote my thesis statement for my senior paper as I was falling asleep one night... I was falling asleep and thought of it suddenly and had to write it down... I'm doing my senior paper on samurai. My mother's like, "I think you should pick something different..." NO! Jesus! We have to pick something we're interested in. I would write a paper about Kirito or Gackt if I could find ten different sources that were in english, but I really don't think I can. I want to write something about Japan, and there's plenty of stuff in English about Samurai. So... stick it! I'm doing samurai. I wrote a paper about mental illnesses last year and that succkkkeeeddddddd. So it's samurai. The only problem I foresee is that I don't have a good visual. I want a samurai sword, but I don't know if I'd even be allowed to bring that in to school... Anyways... that's my random post for today... ~sj

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