Sunday, July 23, 2006

woo

I ordered Miyavi's Cd and I want it NOWWWWWWWWWWW but it's SUNDAY so it won't BE HERE TODAY. It shipped yesterday, I think, from Massachusetts, I think, so it should be here soon, I think. I just thinked three times in a sentence. It's the end of humanity as we know it. I want "Aho Matsuri"! It's a good song and it has this funny dance that goes along with it, cuz it's MIYAVI and he's CUTE and weird as all hell, but CUTE anyways! I really need to stop randomly opening internet pages and writing shit. I think I'll go sedate myself now... ~SJ

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Friday, July 21, 2006

All I ate yesterday was twizzlers, cracker crumbs, and an oreo milkshake. The milkshake was my one meal for the day. I didn't eat dinner cuz I was too busy sweltering to be concerned with such petty things as food. I just went off and started doing other things and forgot I was writing an entry here, so now I forget what I was saying... I'm going to see POTC2 again tonight. That'll be the third time. ~SJ

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

Omfg. I dunno! I have a candle burning in the window that says it's for outdoor use only. It's a "skeeter beeter" candle. XD I burned it last night to keep the filthy gnats outside, and it actually worked. Not so many filthy hallucinogenic gnats came in the window and I didn't waste 3 or 4 tissues murdering the slimey little bastards while they flew on my monitor and in my face. There was a spider last night, but it wasn't one of the big nasty ones. It was a small icky one that was lowering itself down from the ceiling next to the computer. I caught it and left it on the table for my mother. She hates spiders. She probably killed it. Unless my sister let it go somewhere. I dunno what happens before I wake up. Considering I go to bed when everyone else wakes up (or within two or three hours of it), a lot happens before I wake up. Um, what else... Hot weather blows. No air conditioning and hot weather is like... super shit. I haven't eaten all day, and it's 9:24. I've been awake since 12:15. I ate some crumbs of ritz chips, and I've eaten some twizzlers. And I drank two cans of Vault and half a bottle of orange Fanta. When it's hot, all I want to do is drink... The thought of food kind of repulses me... except I'm kind of hungry finally now... So maybe I'll eat some ice cream. Lol. You know something? When you mean to type "peephole" (as in, what's in the door of apartments), and you type "poo" to start it, that means you need to go to bed. Of course, when I did that last night, I didn't go to bed. Because I'm stupid. But these things happen. ~SJ

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

I got a physical for my driver's permit today... But I can't take my test until I've got the money to pay for it myself, and I suppose I should look over the driving manual and stuff. But I probably won't. *shrug* I'm just bad at that stuff. I got sleep last night but I still feel kinda blah today... Sleepy and such. People here are distracting. Cuz one of them happens to be a year old. God damn annoying people talking and stuff. ~SJ

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Gaah... I'm sleepy. I was at my best friend's house overnight and therefore woke up at 7:12 after falling asleep at about 1 AM... When I got home, I had a splitting headache from her 12-year-old brother, and from not getting enough sleep, so I actually managed to get a two-hour nap from 7-something until 9-something. It didn't help the tiredness though. Now I'm MORE tired. My mother watching Secret Window woke me up. Cuz I never got around to shutting my bedroom door before I fell asleep... Blaaah... Sleepy... X_X I'm gonna go watch the end of Secret Window. Two Johnny Depps. Beat that! ~SJ

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Monday, July 17, 2006

in a nutshell

My weekend in a nutshell: Friday: Woke up, wrote, cleaned out hamster, was sweaty, dad came, I wasn't packed, threw things in bag at random, got to dad's house, watched Monk and Psych, emailed people, fell asleep. Saturday: Woke up at 11:40 after going to sleep at 4/5-ish, went to mall, bought three pairs of capris (I didn't know girl clothes were capable of being comfortable. Of course, I'll never wear them in public, because they aren't jeans, and I don't wear anything but jeans in public), I came home, ate pizza, watched TV while emailing people, took a relationship quiz for my gay mental inhabitants, wrote a little, tried to get to sleep, but instead watched a Johnny Depp movie called Nick of Time. Fell asleep around 5. Sunday: Woke up at about 10:30 AM, ate bacon, left house, spent hours in car with sun on me, listened to Kirito's album Hameln on repeat for the largest majority of the trip, ate Wendy's for lunch (vanilla frosties taste like soft serve ice cream. I wish there'd been sprinkles and a cone), I got home, suffocated in the 92-degree weather in my un-air-conditioned house, got on the computer, played with neice, got on computer, watched TV, got on computer. Monday: It's been monday for 18 minutes, and I'm on the computer. And that is the extent of the excitement for my weekend. I got a vacation from the viral herpes spiders, so I'm lucky. (They're actually called "cream house spiders" or "yellow sac spiders". Ugly bastards.) But anyways. I'm expecting a spider tonight, actually kind of hoping there'll be one so I can catch the bastard and watch it panic in the tiny plastic jar. I am expecting one so much that I am hallucinating like there ain't no tomorrow. Or maybe that's just the result of 5 1/2 hours of sleep, 4 hours in a car, and 90 degrees and humid for the rest of the day. Regardless... I'm gonna go write. ~SJ

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

My life is so boring.

I wake up too early, and have too many hours in which I need to find something to do before my mother goes to bed and I can write. I woke up around noon every day lately, but considering I go to bed at 5 or 6 AM, that's shitty. I don't have air conditioning and it's hot and humid. There's rarely anyone on MSN that I want to talk to, or if they are, they're on around 11 PM, and my mother goes to bed at 11:30, and I get into the writing mood at like midnightish... Honestly. I wish I could just sleep from about 6 AM until 3 or 4 PM, eat dinner around 6 PM, watch TV for a little bit, check the emails that I never have, play some games on Neopets, and then write for two to five hours. But no. I go to bed between 5 and 6 AM. I get woke up at 12:30. I have 11 hours in which I have to find something to do before I can do anything I want to do. Because I can't write with people around. Especially not considering I'm writing a gay romance story. But I've not been getting enough sleep lately, and I'm getting tired and it's only 11:21, and I am so pissed. And when school starts, what the fuck am I gonna do then? I need a job so I can get a laptop so I can write in my bedroom. Then I would never need to leave my room, except to eat, but eating is overrated. I eat one meal and one or maybe two snacks in a day. I'm so unhealthy. I don't exercise. I don't eat. I don't go out and get sunshine on my white skin. My regular schedule has me going to sleep when the sun's rising and birds are singing. I rarely leave my house. Nothing exciting happens. I'm enthralled to be able to have a conversation on MSN with someone I've never met. I have a shitty relationship with my family. I don't talk to them about ANYTHING. *heavy sigh* And that's my shit in a nutshell. Have fun with your lives, which are surely more exciting. I got excited today because I found a recipe for CINNAMON ROLLS. YES. I HATE COOKING! I'M TOO LAZY TO COOK. BUT I WANT TO MAKE CINNAMON ROLLS, BECAUSE IT WOULD BE SOMETHING TO DO, AND THEY TASTE GOOD. I'm going down to my dad's house tomorrow, so hopefully he'll have something exciting to do, but I bet all we'll do is go see POTC2 again and maybe spend like, two seconds at the mall, and maybe go out to dinner. Granted, more exciting than what I've been doing. Hell. I'm so desperate for entertainment that I want to spend about $50 on a couple CDs just so I'll have some new music to listen to. It would keep me entertained for a bit. But I only have $75 and I'm trying to save it. GAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! MY LIFE IS SO BORING. I WANT TO KILL SOMETHING! HAVING A JOB WOULD BE MORE EXCITING THAN THIS! ****MIZERABLE!!!**** ~SJ That's all.

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Friday, July 7, 2006

I saw POTC2!!! WOOT. It was hilarious and action-packed and I love Captain Jack. XD ~SJ

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

MY PIERROT DVDS CAAAAAME!!!!!! *ecstatic* I'm so happy... They all looked so good, too... except Aiji and his pink and purple pants... *sigh* But he's Aiji, so I forgive him. Lol. He has interesting taste in clothing... Assuming he's the one who even decides what he'll wear... Last concert, it was knee-high boots and short shorts... This one, it's pink and purple plaid pants. If I could play DVDs in my computer, I would take screencaps and let you all see the wonderfulness that is Pierrot... Or, was Pierrot... They aren't anymore... But they are on the DVDs. And that's what I'm talking about. I feel like going and watching those again now. On stereo speakers and a big TV. In the living room. I have to be careful, there is a little fanservice here and there... I only know that Kirito touches himself during one of the songs on the first disc... I think there was more, but I can't remember... There wasn't anything except for that in the first ten songs... I don't remember the last two... I'll have to go check, then I can watch them downstairs if they're safe. Lol. It sucks that my mother would flip if she knew some of the stuff I've seen in my life... It leads to a bad relationship between mother and daughters. But oh well. I'm still alive, and I don't figure I would be if she knew I had seen two guys making out on multiple occasions... Then again, she knows I saw Brokeback Mountain... There were naked guys in that... I digress. I'm gonna go watch Powder Snow and Purple Sky in my bedroom, and make sure there isn't any fanservice, and... then I will watch them on big TV with good sound. YAY. So exciting. ~SJ

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

I'm the most impatient and spastic person I know... If I'm not writing or talking to someone, I don't know what to do with myself. I spaz. I guess, it's more, if I'm not writing, reading, watching TV, or talking to someone. But I don't watch TV much, and there's never someone around to talk to when I want to talk, or they have to leave and then I continue to be spastic... I need help. I don't read much because I can't concentrate on it very well unless it's exspooshilly faskinating... I ought to read my own stuff more often. But I don't have the attention span to read the fucking drama shit I've been writing lately... God. I love my characters and would die if I couldn't write them, but I can't read what I write. I ought to be slapped. Drama. Blaaaah. Romance. Gaaaaag. Homosexuality. Yum. But there's more drama and romance in what I'm writing than homosexuality. It's homosexual drama and romance, but I mean, they aren't like, fucking. Because they're too busy being drama queens and stuff. Honestly, they should be slapped for making me write that stuff. ~SJ I want my Pierrot DVDs. Solace for my boredom. But they haven't arrived yet. Damn mail.

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