Friday, March 31, 2006

I GOT MOON CHILD!!! That's so great. I know I said that when I got it I would disregard all other things and go watch it, but I want to watch it at night so there isn't a damn glare on my TV, and people aren't up and about as much. My mother says I have to let her watch some of it... This wasn't her reason, but this is the reason: On the back, it says the director used to direct "adult films". I didn't know it said that or I wouldn't have let my mother read it. Now she thinks I'm watching goddamn porn. Her reason was, maybe if she sees him (Gackt) in motion, and not just pictures, she won't think he looks like such a girl. Then she accused me of having fallen in love with him. GAH! Obsession and love are two totally different things. Though, I say I love him, and I also say I'm obsessed with him, they're different. I may love him, not so much as a person (I don't know him, therefore can't REALLY love him), but as an image. He's pretty/handsome, he sings good, he can dance, he does karate and stuff, he can do a split and lay on his leg... according to some thing I read, he can speak 4 or so different languages, and play several instruments... I mean, what is there not to love about that? But I am not "in love" with him. Just like I'm not "in love" with Kirito, and am not "in love" with Johnny Depp. Johnny Depp is my favorite actor, Gackt is my favorite singer, and Pierrot is my favorite band (Kirito being the vocalist and lyric-writer of it). . . . I wore eyeliner and a little bit of eyeshadow today, and you know, I never noticed how much I touch my eyes until I had to stop myself from doing it... Hey-Zeus Kripes... Anyways, I'm gonna go play games on Neopets for a while. YAY. ~SJ YAY GACKT!

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

I GOT MY PIERROT CD!!! Dictator's Circus! It makes me JOYFUL! *starts dancing* I don't think any of the songs on it are as good as "Neogrotesque" but it's still Pierrot, and I love Kirito's voice and the guitar parts are so wonderful and it's all just so great and they're so TALENTED! AND THEY DON'T DO DRUGS! I mean, come on! You have to love them all the more for that. Clean rock stars are difficult to come by. I showed my mother the picture on the inside back of the CD, it's of the whole band, and she said Kirito, Aiji, and Takeo all look like girls, but Kohta and Jun look more like guys. First off, Kohta and Kirito are brothers. They look similar, I think. Kohta, in this picture, has his hair all spiked up from his face, and he's more tan than Kirito. Kirito's hair is kinda in his face a little, and he's wearing makeup. Their facial structure is very much the same, and they look similar. So why one looks more girly than the other? Make-up. That reminds me, my mother said maybe if Kirito wasn't wearing makeup she would be able to tell he was a guy... I guess that's a bit better than out and out saying he's a girl... Though she referred to them all as "she". Stupid lady. I don't really think Takeo looks like a girl in this picture, anyways... He looks like he has a really big forehead. You know... Aiji kind of reminds me of an insect. Not in a bad way, but, I mean... Well, I read this one thing where it was, like, what Pierrot thought of Aiji, and Takeo said he was thin and had big eyes. So I looked at him, trying to see that, and now I see it. He is thin, and has big eyes. That doesn't make him unattractive, I actually like Aiji, but he just kind of reminds me of an insect. Big eyes. *shrug* Skinny. Like maybe a praying mantis or something. That's so cruel... But it makes me laugh. On to less insulting topics... Tomorrow's Friday. If I get Moonchild in the mail tomorrow, I'll spooj all over the place and abandon all other tasks in order to go watch it. Other tasks: Work on research paper for english. Practice guitar. Read "Cerulean Sins" Work on fanfic Read "Johnny The Homocidal Maniac" Listen to Dictator's Circus until it's engraved into the brain like a... like an engraving on a tombstone! AHHAHAHAHAHA! Erm. Yeah. Like that. Well, I'm gonna go not work on my research paper... I'll do that tomorrow, maybe. Maybe. Probably not. ~SJ 95% chance of "not" over "maybe"

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I'm writing a script for creative writing. Heh heh. It sucks. On purpose. Sucks out loud. Hahaha. Me and my friend and hopefully her brothers will act it out. Heh heh. I play a vampire and a witch. My best friend plays a crazy person. Her youngest brother plays a pansy little sidekick to her other brother, who plays the "protagonist." Haha... Or, I could change all the roles around and get rid of her littlest brother altogether, but then he'd probably pitch a fit. Mostly I'm basing the roles on who's gonna be available to hold the video camera... And also, I had to play the vampire cuz my friend and her brothers are all tan and I'm white... I haven't written the end. Maybe the witch will curse the poor little psycho and the protagonist. I think I'll overapply some make-up for the role... Yay... ~SJ

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Well, my day today was fairly miserable, but it could have been worse... So, I managed to watch a few minutes of that horrible self-video before I decided it must be recorded over and never seen by another human being. Though it was kinda funny. But the shirt I was wearing was about 2 sizes too big, so I looked like truncated cone with a head and arm... Rather than a female human. Not to say I'm concerned about my appearance, but maybe I should start dressing more like a girl. But, if I start dressing more like a girl, I'll have to wear all black. I mean, right now, I wear colors, to an extent (sometimes I go several days in a row with no black!). If I start wearing girl's clothes, it'll be black jeans (no blue allowed), and black shirts, with the occasional exception. It's just logical. Either it's baggy clothes and dark colors, or female clothes and no colors. It's just the way the world works for me. I just realized that this summer, my sister won't go school shopping with me. She's graduating. Damn. That leaves me alone with my dad and stepmom. The horror. I'll have to bring along my best friend. You know, I want to lose weight, and I mentioned that I've gained three pounds in two weeks because I started eating like a normal person, and my friend is like, "Really? I've lost ten pounds since I started track." That's been since March 6th. Damn! Ten pounds in a month! That means she's like 115. I hate that. It's been too cold to go outside much, considering that anything below 40 is too cold for me, but maybe since it's warming up I'll try to start exercising more. Of course, I'm not allowed to have a bike (I might wreck and break my face open). And nobody will take me to the high school track on a daily basis and I hate walking uphill... so that basically screws me, since I live at the top of a hill. Onwards. My mother remembered to rent Memoirs of a Geisha without me reminding her! YAY! I have to watch it before she watches it (my rule) because in the book, there is sex (nothing graphic) and I want to see how the movie handles that... But otherwise, I'm sure it'll be great. On Thursday at my school, there's a 'carnival'... We'll be operating on a 'two hour early dismissal' schedule so we can watch part of the stupid school play (Charlie Brown. oh please), then go wander around the cafeteria, commons area, gym, and outside... Sounds exciting, no? I'm gonna probably stick in my headphones, find a corner, and hide. Either that and wander around and pester my teachers (the ones that aren't hiding in their rooms, like I'm fairly sure my world cultures teacher will be, but that's OK cuz I don't talk to him anyways). I'm kind of looking forward to and simultaneously dreading next year... Like, I'm taking TV Workshop and the teacher is cool, and I'll get to film things and such. Yay for that. I'm taking Chemistry and American History, and there's the option of a cool younger teacher or a creepy older teacher for both of those classes. That's the source of some of the dread. I better not get the creepy older teachers. I'm taking library skills, which ought to be a fun corner of hell... and, I'm taking creative writing 2, which ought to be just as lovely (cough cough) as this year has been. We're RESEARCHING a freakin' genre... And since I put down 'fantasy' on my paper as what I like to read, she says I have to research fantasy... Are vampires fantasy? I tried to think of what the Anita Blake novels were, so I put down Fantasy, Scifi, Crime, Comedy, and Action... I know they're not comedy, that's something different. So I'm stuck researching Fantasy. How the HELL do you research a genre? Like, I don't know what we're supposed to do with it, either. Like, write something? She said something about a poster. We have to make a poster or visual of some sort. Cut. My. Throat. I can't wait until I get Moon Child (vampire movie co-starring Gackt Camui!) and Dictator's Circus (Pierrot CD. Yay Kirito!)... I hope I get them on Friday because that will basically say SPOOJ! all over the end of a week. I so freaking love Pierrot. And I'm really curious about Moonchild. I want to see Gackt act. Heh heh. That kinda rhymed. Anyways, I'm curious. Cuz, I mean, from the things I've watched of him, he seems to be a very... straight-faced guy. On one thing I watched, he laughed and did a monkey impression of some sort cuz these two guys were poking at his face and saying stuff I couldn't understand... It was soo funny... But anyways, yeah. Gackt. He also wrote/co-wrote the whole damn movie, and sang a song or two for it, so holy cow for that. What a talented guy. This boy in my creative writing class picked up my Gackt bookmark I made ages ago (before I was even obsessed with him, I just liked the picture), and he's like, "Man, this guy is a fag. Like, if I saw him on the street, I would beat the shit out of him." He didn't even know who he was, he was just going by looks. Then I was like, "Actually, no you wouldn't, cuz he does Karate and stuff..." But the kid wasn't listening, then he attempted to throw it out the window and I was like, "No! No, no, no. Please?" Then I remembered one time he'd taken something of mine and I was like, "You wanna give that back?" and he said no, and I said, "Are you gonna give that back?" and he's like, "Yeah. See, you gotta ask the right questions." So, back to the throwing Gackt bookmark out window thing, I was just like, "You're gonna give that back." and he goes, "I know." and gives it back. A little bit later he took my pencil and tried to break it over his knee... It didn't work so well and he ended up in a crippled heap on the floor. Then he stomped on it until he broke it. I left it laying there and this other kid came over and picked up a piece and flung it at someone... Anyways, I'm hungry and this is boring so I'm gonna go now. ~SJ

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Monday, March 27, 2006

I went to the dentist today. My appointment was at 4. My sister's was at 4:30. At 4:45, they hadn't got to me yet. At 5:00, they hadn't got to me yet. When they'd finished with me, it was 5:17. So, I waited over an hour for something that took about 10 minutes. What a fucking pain. I hate dentists. And they make my teeth hurt. They take that little thing to polish my teeth or whatever it's for, and shove it against my teeth so hard the damn things feel like they're moving. It sux so much ass. Then they floss my gums. And they polished this tiny little bit of wisdom tooth poking thru my gums... honestly. It's barely there. It made a horrid noise when they pushed that damn thing against it... Ugh. Dentists. Anyways, so, my day was exceptionally wonderful until 10th period where my high crashed. And also, 4th period, I had a mental breakdown. But that's nothing new. It was funny though, cuz I got so pissed at this paper that I grabbed it and crumbled it up, stood, and flung it at the wall. Then I laughed about that so hard I almost cried, then I went to pick it up and first I had to stomp on it... then I threw it away, laughing the entire time... Then I felt better. I dunno what the hell was up 10th period. I really slammed. Like, by the time I got home, I just wanted to rip somebody limb from limb. I have no idea why, either. But, on the upside, my guy friend is too stupid to know what I mean when I randomly say "lumps"... Usually I say "gackt." or "your mom." but today I started saying, "lumps." And Eclipse knew what I was talking about, cuz I'd kinda told her... but Stupid was too damn stupid to catch on... He thought I was talking about breast cancer. I wasn't. Then, randomly, I was just going all happy to my friend, "Guess what?" and she had to guess, and she guessed several things before she guessed "Lumps?" and I went, "YES!" Then she went to her locker and came back and I said, "Guess what?" again and she had to guess, and finally after a clue she guessed Kirito... and it made me happy. His name sounds cute for some reason. It's the "Kiri" part. I should get a small dog and name it Kiri. I decided I'm not getting any more hamsters, though they're cute, cuz I haven't been taking good enough care of Yuki. I haven't been loving her and such. And I don't have plans to get another rabbit, though actually I wouldn't mind having a really tiny little bunny... It would fit the cute "Kiri" name very well. At this point in time, the only animals I want are dogs. I have two. I deeply love them. I love them more than I love any family member or friend. When I move out and get my own dogs, I want a husky and a shiba inu, and a sheltie and a german shepherd. I'm tired. I video taped myself practicing guitar last night. I gotta watch that. I bet it's funny as all hell. And I had some weird effect on my camera so that everything was colored 'sepia'... That's like, brownish reddish tan. Can't wait to see that. I bet I somehow messed up and my head is cut off the entire time or something, cuz I've never used the tripod before. Ah... DAKEDO kimi no kao ga mada... then there's always AISHITEMOIIKA? Yureru yoru ni... I love those songs. (Yuuyami Suicide and Vanilla) On that note, I shall part. ~SJ I have math homework and it makes -100% sense to me.

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

I woke up at 11:30 after going to bed at 2. I was tired all day until I got a review from somebody totally new who was very enthusiastic about my story, and I was like, kerPOW! I want to write now! So GUESS WHAT! I'M GONNA GO WRITE! YAY! Or at least, I'm gonna read what I've written and hope by the time I'm done that there'll be time to write... Anyways. ~SJ YAY!

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Rant of the Day

It's a little early to really distinguish this as the rant of the day, considering it's 12:18 AM and thus only about 18 minutes into the day and there's still 23 hours and 42 minutes in which to decide on a new rant topic, but this is a good one and it's currently irritating me. My mother. My mother is SOOO irritating. Like, I mean, I know she's all Christiany and stuff, and that's why she doesn't like homosexuals. So it's religious. A lot of poor shmoes have that excuse. What's irritating me right now, though, is what I'm going to call her "lack of cultural tolerance." Yes, that's right. She's dissing Japanese guys because they look feminine. She's accusing Pierrot of being girls saying they're guys. GodDAMMIT! Okay, they look a bit feminine by American standards. That doesn't mean they're girls. I told her I've seen pictures of them shirtless and she's like, "Well, aren't Japanese girls pretty flat-chested?" What a bitch! She's like, "Guys shouldn't be described as pretty. Handsome, yes. Cute, even. But not pretty." I happen to LIKE pretty guys. As for Gackt and Pierrot, I have a large amount of respect for them, as well as some amount of attraction to them. I mean, they're artists. They're pretty, they're sexy, they kick ass with their music, and they know how to drive their fans crazy. So I saw a picture of Gackt in a very interesting outfit consisting of short leather shorts and various other leather things. So Kirito wore a seriously interesting outfit in Neogrotesque that I at first thought was a skirt but turned out to be pants with a square cut out of them and fishnet stuff underneath. So Kirito wears make-up. So Gackt can do a split and lay on his leg. So they both look kind of feminine. THAT DOESN'T MEAN THEY'RE GIRLS! It's called 'putting on a good show.' God. I hate my mother sometimes. She said, "There's Japanese guys who don't look like girls." Yeah?! Well there's American guys who are sexy and American guys who could cause a lot of people to die from shock just by looking at their ugly mugs. There are beautiful American women, and there are American women who look like guys. Why should Japan be any different? Japanese people are naturally smaller in frame than most Americans. Just because she doesn't like guys who can be called beautiful doesn't mean they aren't guys. She is such a judgemental bitch. "They're GIRLS," she says. "FUCK YOU!" I says! GodDAMNIT! As I was saying to my friend in an email right after my mother got me all worked up about this stuff, I can't wait until I'm 18, have my license, and don't have to live with her anymore. If I cuss her out now for being a bitch, she can punish me. Once I'm 18, she can't. I can go out and jump guys in an alleyway if I want to and all I have to worry about is the STDs. I hope I manage to go to Japan sometime and I meet some pretty guy and we make plans to get married and I bring him home to meet my mother and say, "LOOK, HE'S PRETTY! HAHAHAHA! TAKE THAT!" And in her mind she'd be thinking, "Omigod, my youngest daughter's marrying a girl-man." and in my mind I'd be thinking, "And dammit, I know for fact he's a guy. Been there done that." ~SJ I love pretty guys. watashi wa kirei na otoko no hito ga daisuki desu. or something like that.

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

I'm sleepy. My doggie woke me up at 8:00 after I went to bed at 1... He's so cute. It's adorable how he loves me so much he wants to wake me up so I'll pay attention to him, but it's annoying... He just wants petted, I just want to sleep. And I didn't get back to sleep either. I laid there for a while, then I took a shower, watched some anime, then I watched a little tiny bit of Chronicles of Riddick, and now I'm here. It's 3:22. I must have watched a lot of anime cuz I didn't even lay in bed for two hours... I videotaped my hamster for five minutes last night cuz she's psychotic... She was trying to climb up the outside of the wheel like she does so much... But she's so cute. I'm listening to Rhythm Emotion from some gundam show... I'm sleepy, and I still don't have a guitar pick and I hate playing damn "etudes" and old stupid old folk songs... So I haven't practiced since like, Tuesday, and I don't think I practiced on Monday either... If I had good music, I would play more. If I could read fluently below the staff, I would play more. If I didn't hate ADD, I would play more... If I remembered, I would play more. If I paid attention to the time instead of looking at the clock at 10:45 PM and saying "Shit I didn't practice", I would play more... Excuses, excuses. I got three comments on my monstrous post, but I'm still wondering why nobody commented on my mentally ill toad post... I guess that sort of thing just repels people... I am a people repellent because I am a mentally ill toad. And everybody's singing lalalalala... I'm gonna go do something productive. Or not. More likely not. ~SJ Incidentally, at the bottom of my last post: "May I eat a book? I don't like cats as much as I like books..."

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Friday, March 24, 2006

I'm gonna write a really long post, or at least attempt to. Let's start on a topic as innocent as a baby. At lunch today (honestly, this is innocent!), well, I do that "Your mom" thing a lot just to annoy people, so my friend goes, "Guess what? Your mom." And I go, "Guess what." And she's like, "Your mom?" and I said, "No. GACKT!" So later, there was this girl (heather) who wanted to read something in someone's notebook, and she's sitting there going "PleasePleasePleasePleasePlease?" and my best friend is like, "You know, that's really, really annoying." Then a little bit later she's like, "Omigod, let's do an impression of heather!" and me, her, and two other people just start going "PleasePleasePleasePleasePlease?!" in this high-pitched annoying voice, then after a few more random impressions, my best friend's like, "OMIGOD, I can do an impression of Shadow! 'GACKT!'" I cracked up laughing... Cuz it was so perfect... I really am such a fangirl. *shakes head* It's okay. Gackt is worthy. Then, I grabbed my best friend and whispered, "I can do an impression of [guy friend.] 'Oh my god, [guy] is SOOOOOO hot!!!'" Guy Friend got pissed at me for that... But hey. He called me a 'lesbian cocksucker' yesterday... That doesn't even make sense, dammit. Okay, the innocence went poof. What else happened today... Oh. I was rambling about Gackt, and I got this girl interested in him (I was saying random strange tidbits about him, like that he claims he's a 400-year-old vampire, and that apparently when he was young he almost drowned, claims to have gotten paranormal abilities from the experience, and was thus committed to isolation in a mental institution...). So, later in the day, the girl's like, "Do you have any of his music with you? I'm curious." So she listened to about a minute of Vanilla, then the bell rang... She asked me what it was about, so I told her... She said she felt like she should be doing some kind of dance, like the flamingo or something like that, to it... I don't know what the flamingo dance is, but all I think of when I listen to vanilla is the live concert I watched where Gackt and his band members were all over each other... It was soooo great. Japanese guys sure know how to put on a show. *shakes head* Which reminds me. Last night I was watching this thing on Youtube called "JRockers are perverts (and you like it)" and GOD are J-rockers perverts... Gackt, Pierrot, and god knows who else were on there... This one guy was like, humping the mic stand... These other people, I dunno if they were both guys or what, but they kissed... It was nuts. They're so crazy. But it's good crazy. What else happened to me today... Oh. Heh heh. In conversation today, in Japanese, my friend was so out of it... she kept messing up... It was great. She referred to herself in third person and I had to correct her... Twice, she did something that I couldn't help laughing out loud at, and usually I just try to sit quietly through conversation and coach my two classmates, who seem to have more problems than I do... But I was laughing... It was so great. Though, on the topic of Japanese class, apparently I'm not as stupid as I act, am, seem, look, and appear. Cuz we have this message board thing for all the J2 classes with the Distance learning program, and we were supposed to make posts to help each other prepare for the test that was today, so I posted yesterday and just put some simple things on there and I was like, thinking, "Well, this probably won't be helpful but at least I can say I participated..." But I check back a little later and several people were like, "OH MIGOD, THIS WAS SOOOOOOOO HELPFUL! IT'S SO MUCH EASIER THE WAY YOU EXPLAINED IT! I'M GONNA USE THAT ON MY TEST TOMORROW!" And I was like, holy shit. I'm not so stupid after all. It's SOOOOOO amazing! Moving right along, what else do I have to say... Oh. I might join stage crew for my school... Yeeha. I know of one person in it, but that's not the point. Apparently... I forget what I was gonna say. Um. Oh yeah, apparently our school hosts dance recitals during the summer, and the stage crew has to go and do the lighting for those and stuff, and they get paid $5 an hour and sometimes can be there for 12 hours... So that sounds joyful. But, hey, I like technology, and I need a job. For some reason, recently, I've been inspired to do shit. I started teaching myself guitar, I started doing sit-ups and push-ups and shit, and I want to get a job, I want to write a novel, I suddenly felt like randomly talking to people I don't really know isn't such a bad thing... Like, today I had to talk to two teachers about the stage crew thing. Normally I'd be like, "Well, I'd like to do that, but forget it, I don't want to talk to him, he's scary." Which is sad, because one of them is my world cultures teacher and he's awesome, but I've only spoken like, ten words to him in my life... But today I got up and talked to him and he told me that it was good I was interested and if I really wanted to do it, to go talk to this other teacher... This other teacher I've never spoken a word to and never even been in his room... But I went and talked to him anyways of my own accord and didn't like, sweat profusely out my eyeballs or any such weird alien shit... So, I think I've been abducted by aliens every night for the past couple weeks, and they've played around with my brain... Braaaaaain. This is a pretty freaking long post, isn't it? What else can I talk about? My aspirations for the future? My hopes and dreams and desires? Well, let's really avoid talking about my desires... My hopes and dreams? Well, those are too philosophical terms for me. I like the terms "THING ME WANT DO IN FUTURE." That screams "MEEEEE!!!!!!!" much more than "~hopes~" and "~dreams~" don't you think? I do. What else, what else... I'm trying to avoid talking about Gackt and such because then I would start and never stop. You know when I was talking about Gackt this morning, my Guy Friend kept being all derisive and put-downish... I bet he's jealous that I love Gackt and can say "I LOVE GACKT!!!!" But I won't even say that I like being friends with him. He's always like, "I love you. I'm so glad we're friends." and I'm like, "Uh, stop saying that." Today he was like, "I'm so glad we're friends." And I'm like, "Uh, stop it." and he's like, "No, really! I'm glad we're friends. I like being friends with you. Aren't you glad we're friends?" and I'm like, "Um, are you just trying to get me to say it?" and he's like, "Yes." So, to be a bitch (well, just to stick to being me), I said, "Well, you're not gonna succeed." He called me a bitch, so I guess I succeeded in MY goal... heh heh. I'm such a bitch. Then my other friend is always like, "I love you, and you love me, you don't need to say it, I know..." And I want to kill her. Today I said, "I don't love anyone." and she looked at me for a second, then she's like, "You're lying." And I said, "No, I don't love anyone." But she doesn't believe me, dammit. And yet another of my friends hugged me in the hallway... He's stronger than me, so I couldn't very well get away... Then he proceeded to tell me my breath stank and he gave me a piece of gum... I dunno how he smelled my breath when I didn't even breathe... I stopped breathing when he hugged me. I was like, "OMIGOD I'M BEING TOUCHED." That's something else my Guy Friend does that pisses me off... He touches me. He used to hug and molest me, and THANK THE GODS he has stopped doing that, but he still pokes me and stuff... And every single time, I say "DON'T TOUCH ME." and he hasn't stopped yet. God damn him. Okay I will! What else... I got my legs stroked at lunch by a guy and a girl... I scared a guy away by telling him to go get something for me cuz he loved me... Apparently he doesn't love me. Understandable. I've only really talked to him for a couple months. He probably thinks I want him to love me. I don't. Anyways, I'm gonna stop now and go do something more productive, like work on my book... ~SJ hon o tabete mo ii desu ka? neko wa hon hodo suki ja nai desu.

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

I didn't get to stay home cuz I didn't lie to my mother. I told her I wanted to skip and she wouldn't let me, just because she didn't want to lie on the excuse. Damn morals. Guess what. We're learning about Napoleon Bonaparte in world cultures, or, well, there's been a video playing about him in the classroom for the past four days and I've watched a grand total of three minutes, tops, out of the past four days... But the part I saw today was... strange. I'd been hearing something about Alexander and a war or something, but then I hear something about a letter Napoleon wrote to his wife in which he said, "If Alexander was a woman, I would make him my mistress." That, naturally, caught my attention (my teacher commented on that, "That's a great thing to tell your wife."), and I look up at the TV and lo and behold, there's a drawing up there of these two guys kissing. It took me a second to realize what it was, and I only realized it the split second before it vanished from the screen, so I turned to my best friend and I'm like, "...Was that two guys kissing?" and she's like, "Yeah." So I blink and mull over that for a minute, then I ask, "Why were there two guys kissing?" She dismissed it, so I went back to reading and asked her again in creative writing, "So, WHY were there two guys kissing on the world cultures video?" and she said something about napoleon trying to seduce the Czar of Russia so he would sign a treaty or something... And I was slightly surprised by that... When the picture was up on the screen, my teacher had just said, "Ignore that part." Lol. But, I mean, come on. How can people be so much against homosexuality when it dates clear back to Sparta, and even farther than that I'm sure. I bet cavemen had big caveman orgies in their caves. Cut me a break. Homosexuality is an inherent part of human nature. Damn Christian morals with their "any man who beds with another man is an abomination" shit... If "God" thinks it's so terrible, then why did he make it so it's pleasureable for guys to get it up the ass? Fucking contradictions. I suppose "he" made them like that so they would 'resist the temptation'... Premarital sex. Resist that temptation, bitch! See, it was easy to resist the temptation of premarital sex way back when, because people only lived to be thirty and got married when they were thirteen and fourteen years old, so they hadn't been lying in festering puddles of their own hormones for years. We'll change the topic now. I have a question. What is with the little "permalink" thingy next to the comments link now? And also, my PMs from New Years were randomly telling me they were new, so I deleted them all because it happened more than once, and suddenly one appeared the other day that was from January 27 or something. I had DELETED it and it CAME BACK! Jesus. Well, anyways, I have to go do some stuff for Japanese, so, ja mata ne. ~SJ Festering hormones.

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