Friday, January 27, 2006

  

It's Friday! My day have been, for lack of less vulgar terms, Fucked Up. In biology 1st period, I almost shouted "jackass" at my friend cuz he made me drop my book... Then I said, "You almost made me cuss really loud." and apparently the teacher was staring at me. Apparently I said it really loud. Oh well. Second period in Driver's Ed, we went to where the pool is (I'd never been in there before. It's really warm. It was nice)... My first impression was basically this: "Wow... I didn't know the pool was this big... O.o It looks like it's full of jello..." So basically, I'm not swimming because: 1) I can't. 2) I haven't been in a pool since 4th grade. 3) I think it's uber unsanitary 4) I don't like anyone in my class 5) The notion of getting naked in the locker room is highly unappealing. 6) The pool looks like it's full of clear gelatin. D'you figure the teacher will excuse me for that? I just got bitched at by my mother because apparently she wants me to go in a pool with a bunch of losers and whores and preps just so I don't get a B in the class. I personally care more about my pride and hygeine than a letter on a sheet of paper. It's stupid to combine driver's ed with swimming anyways. Third period we watched something that had English subtitles for english voices so I read those instead of listening. Fourth period, Japanese... let's not get into that. I'm always a crackpot nutjob in there... Lunch... Yeah. Shall we say I don't remember it because my brain always blocks such terrible memories... World cultures, test. It took me five minutes. Math... was hilarious. This one kid, out loud, when he got the right answer, said to this one girl, "HA! Suck that!" and normally he's quiet and doesn't talk in class... we all cracked up laughing, but the teacher made him get on his knees and apologize to the girl he'd said it to. There was also some discussion about selling one's immortal soul for bonus points. Creative writing. After listening to this short story some kid wrote, we all acted like a a bunch of idiots, and we played charades and stuff... It was hilarious. I love that class. It gets my creative blood flowing. It also gives me a headache from laughing. So tenth period in English I had a headache and I was tired as hell. I drew a tree and did nothing afterwards. ~~~~ I'm going to my friend's house in a couple hours, FOR a couple hours, for the pure and simple purpose of watching 'Interview with a Vampire.' WOOT. Then I'm coming home so I can do nothing. I'm reading Obsidian Butterfly (Anita Blake #10)... It's pretty freakin' sweet... Except for being around 600 pages and taking me forever to read... I'll finish it this weekend, though, I'm on 380 or so... and I still don't know what the monster is... neither does she, though, so, yatta... And, it's got Edward, and he's awesome, and cute, and scary, and... yeah. Edward. I intended to rant or ramble like, twenty pages of junk on here, but, I got interrupted and now I don't feel like it. So, ja mata ne bakabaka. ~SJ

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Get this. Funniest thing in the world. I got my report card today. You all know I'm a genius straight-A student an' all that, right? Get this: I got a C. HAHAHAHA! In gym class, so it doesn't bother me at all. It's actually hilarious. Funniest thing in the world, like I said. I don't know HOW I got a C... But I did... It's funny. I got an A last nine weeks... But what makes it even funnier is, I got an A+ in biology, creative writing, Japanese, world cultures, and FST (math, highest course I could take in my grade, "functions, statistics, and trigonometry." Pain in the ass. I hate trig. But I got a 98 in the class so far). So, yeah. I got no A-'s, and I got two A's. One in English (96%) and one in Flic (dunno what's been graded in there... He probably gave everyone an A. It's a 'films analysis' class. We watch movies and talk about them. What's there to grade?). Anyways, I've got writing to do and music videos to watch and homework to ignore, so, ja mata. ~SJ C. Heh heh.

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Guess what? I don't know. BUT! I'm sure it's important. I finally put up a midi. My friends piss me off and I piss them off and I think I can't wait to go to college to get away from them. I don't think I'll miss anyone but Eclipse. And I won't miss her cuz we'll keep in touch after high school. We'll probably end up living together after/during college. Depends on where we go and stuff, obviously. I need to get a job this summer, and I need to save up the money, go school shopping in August, then save the rest up for a laptop and stuff like that. Important things. Laptop, Playstation or Xbox, then all the fun things that have monthly bills, like cable in my bedroom and DSL and a separate phone line... Heheheh. Can't say I don't have goals. They just don't involve school. Lol. That reminds me, my bio teacher made us set goals for our grades this 9 weeks and I was like, "Uh... Lessee, I think I got a 98 first nine weeks and I know I got a 98 second nine weeks, so, hm, a reasonable goal would be, oh, 98?" I should have set a lower goal. I'll never achieve that. I bet my one friend's goal was a 75. Heh. What a loser. He had a 69 in the class. La-HOO-za-HUR. I had a world cultures test today that took me 15 minutes. Heh heh. My teacher reads the test and gives us the answers the day before, so I just went through and remembered what the answers had been. I didn't even need to read the whole question... Though, I wasn't sure of two of the false or true because I'd been dropping off in class yesterday... Y'know. Sleeping. He went over the essay and I slept through enough that I Bullshat the essay. Fun fun. Well, no one reads this bs anyways so I'm gonna leave now. ~SJ

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

Oh my... Shadow's life is not looking up. A Look Into Your Future Life Created by dougefresh and taken 505 times on Bzoink Name Age Gender Birthdate One day you will be minding your own business when you will be fired from your pitiful meaningless job Eventually... the stocks you invested in will plummet and you will lose everything But unfortunately... you will be mauled by a shark And then... MONEY WILL RAIN FROM THE SKY BUT UNFORTUNATELY YOU WILL BE ROBBED BY A HOMELESS MAN IN YOUR ATTEMPT TO ROUND UP SOME MONEY And finally.... You will fall from a building and be impaled on a flag pole Create a Quizlet | Search Quizlets | Go to Bzoink *shakes fist* This certainly will not do. A Look Into Your Future Life Created by dougefresh and taken 506 times on Bzoink Name Age Gender Birthdate One day you will be minding your own business when a magical lion will leap from the sky and grant you wishes Eventually... you will be hired as a supermodel because you developed such amazing good looks But unfortunately... you will be mauled by a dog And then... MONEY WILL RAIN FROM THE SKY MAKING YOU RICH BEYOND YOUR WILDEST DREAMS And finally.... You will die of old age at home, happy with your loved ones Create a Quizlet | Search Quizlets | Go to Bzoink Then again, Shadow would probably like to die by falling off a building. How fun! Oh. But my future is bright. A Look Into Your Future Life Created by dougefresh and taken 506 times on Bzoink Name Age Gender Birthdate One day you will be minding your own business when a homeless man will beat you for not giving him money for ciggs Eventually... you will be sued for hitting somebodys child in the head with a model airplane But unfortunately... you will be mauled by a shark And then... YOU WILL BE SHOT IN THE FACE WITH A SPIT BALL AND THAT IS NEVER GOOD And finally.... You will live forever because somewhere along your journey you met a gypsy named Blanche who gave you "Live Forever...Juice" Create a Quizlet | Search Quizlets | Go to Bzoink Eternal life. After being mauled by a shark. Excellent. So I'll be eternally scarred gruesomely and have a shitty rep cuz I got beat up by a homeless man. How exciting.

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

I'm bored. I need to draw some crap, read some crap, write some crap, sleep and dream some crap, crap crap crap, sleep sleep sleep, not enough hours in a day to sleep and then do nothing... I haven't watched FMA in weeks, I have no idea what's going on, I've taped it all but haven't watched it... Last I saw was about some old guy who knew something about a Philosophers Stone, and then Ed went to that one city and saw that Rose chick-lady... And Scar saw him or something, and stuff... I dunno... Ed had brown hair... He looked yucky. Those commercials for Axe are annoying. Nothing could smell good enough to make me pole dance on a coat rack. Jeezus. If you're gonna try to make me pole dance, at least give me a proper pole. I'm gonna go hit record on the VCR, come back here, write, hit stop in half an hour, go to bed and either write more or draw or read or sleep... School sucks. Life sucks... ~SJ

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

bleh. Not much to say..... I downloaded some songs by Within Temptation... I'm trying to find four CDs I want from BMG music... I can't find four... I know of one, but it has 'sales restrictions' and therefore I can't use the buy 1 get 3 free deal... Damn. I finished my math homework for tonight and tomorrow (well, mostly)... So, party o shimasu. Speaking of party o shimasu, I have quiz and conversation tomorrow in Japanese, and my 'facilitator' has been gone all week, so I don't have a sheet for my conversation. Fuckin' peachy. I dunno what we're supposed to know for the test, either, cuz she always shows them to us, but she hasn't been there, and the sub has no idea what's going on, so, dandy-fine on that... I'm gonna have to go down there 1st period and be like, "Hey..." lol. Not like it'll help much... Guess what? I have to create two characters tonight that have a relationship of some manner. I hate having NO warning on an assignment like this that's due TOMORROW. wtf. Stupid creative writing teacher. lol. I'm just kidding. I like my teacher. But she coudl have told us a little earlier that we'd have an assignment like this, JEEEEZ... I was so hyper in creative writing today, though. After realizing that creating a he-woman and her man-slave would be a bad idea, I stopped and started thinking, "What all kind of relationships could two people have?" So, I made a list. For lack of anything better to do, I think I'll type it up. It was fun. I could make a song out of it. a bit of back-knowledge first, I created this character named Jay who has a bisexual brother who got out of prison recently and started a band with one of this prison buddies. So here we go. -Brother or -brother & sister or -Jay's bro & his man-lover or not... OR -Jay's bro & his drummer/other band member/cellmate in prison or maybe -sisters or -best friends (m-m, m-f, f-f) OR -teacher/student OR -teacher/teacher OR -lord & subject or slave & master or NOT or student/student (m-m, m-f, f-f) or coach/player or maybe captoer & hostage OH YEAH! or not. OR hunter/hunted or mother-son father-son mother-daughter father-daughter mother-father mother-mother father-father OR NOT! or maybe boyfriend-girlfriend or wife-husband or husband-husband! YAY! Can you tell I was having fun? You have to read it really fast and emphasize all the right points... Wasn't it hilarious that boyfriend-girlfriend was one of the last ones I thought of? Heh heh... then I just HAAD to put in husband-husband... Then I ran out of space on my paper and time in the class and... yeah. When I read the assignment up on the board, and it said they had to have a relationship, my first thought was "a sexual relationship!" ...then, worse, came, "master and slave!" ...I decided that would be bad. Then I thought, maybe I could create a he-woman character to be a bounty hunting competitor with my character Raj (my precious baby. I love Raj. He's kind of a jackass, but he's awesome. His name means "King" or "Rule" in some language... got it off a baby names site, lol). Then I thought, "But if she needs to have a relationship to someone, uh... maybe she can have a puny man-slave...?" After about five seconds of considering, I decided that was a bad idea and gave up on the he-woman. That was the extent of the excitement for my day. Well, sort of. One of my favorite teachers from last year ran into a door. That was hilarious. He was kinda mad at my world cultures teacher cuz he wouldn't give him some notebooks (they're friends, but you wouldn't always be able to tell). So he took them anyways, turned around, and ran into the door on his way out. XD I looked up at him, and he wasn't looking at the door as he went towards it, then I went back to my reading, and I hear "THUD!" Everyone cracked up laughing. ~SJ ~off to have some spiritual children. *snickers* Oh, remind me to tell you about that sometime... The spiritually married couple at my school...~

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

I want to live in fire with all the taste I desire --Apocalyptica, "Path" Apcoalyptica is a new favorite band of mine. My sister heard about them from her friend... They're "gothic" as she calls it, but basically it's rock played with cellos and such. Pretty freakin' cool. . .. ... .... ... .. . On other topics, I've had weird dreams lately. Saturday night, I had a dream I stole an X-Box from a used games store... It only cost 20 bucks and it went from me seeing the price sticker to me walking around the mall with it in a bag, but knowing I hadn't paid for it. Then I went BACK in the store, and for some reason, they let me take Ninja Gaiden for free. Sunday night, I had a dream I was shopping at Hot Topic, and I picked out these pants that i wanted, and asked if there was somewhere icould try them on, and the guy (the cashier went from being a guy to a girl to a guy every time I looked) took me to the door that I KNEW was the fitting room... and he opened it, and there were stairs, and suddenly I was up them, and it was some kind of gathering/party that I knew was illegal... Then, last night, I had a dream somebody was spying on me with cameras everywhere, God knows why... and my friend had shot his parents and was in jail, and I knew it, but I was in a theater watching Pirates of the Caribbean 2 and didn't want to visit him. One of my other friends managed to persuade me to leave the theater (something that would never happen: she's more Johnny Depp obsessed than I am) and we got across the street and were headed towards the prison (in a city I've never been in, I may add), and we'd gotten a very short distance when I was like, "Screw this! I'm goin' back and watching my movie!" and ran back to the theater and this lady was like, "You left the theater" trying to say that I wasn't allowed back in, and I'm like, "Yeah, and I'm goin' Right Back In." and strolled on past her... Watched the rest of the movie, and then was hanging around in the theater with several people while a camera sat there and swivelled from side to side video taping us... and oddly, one of the people was my Johnny Depp-obsessed friend's best friend's boyfriend... I don't know why he was there, but he was. I rarely talk to him. Then, I was suddenly like, somewhere, going to the prison to visit my murderous friend, and I think I got to the prison, then the dream stopped cuz I had to wake up for school. Dammit. Lovely, no? Well, I've got half of chapter 16 and all of 17, 18, and 19 to read tonight, plus some 15 or 20 problems in math, so, I have to get a move on or I'm not gonna get to write... Maybe I'll update my story if I get time. Don't get your hopes up. ~SJ

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Monday, January 16, 2006

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Guess who! The golden globes are on, and Johnny Depp is at them, and he looks great. Well, great if having the "I just got out of bed and didn't comb my hair" look is great... But he's wearing my favorite colors: Red and black! YAY! Now that my mild burst of fangirlishness is over, let's continue. I did my Japanese and sort of did my English paper (I've got over 500 words... The only question is the quality of those words. I say the wordiful quality is down around the "shit" level. YAY FOR SHIT! I don't like my English teacher anywho, so, yay). I read one chapter of "To Kill a Mockingbird" and lost interest... I have chapters 13, 14, 15, 16, and 17 left to read in the next two to three hours. Guess what ain't happenin'? Oh. Those chapters aren't getting read. Hahaha. I also have a shitload of questions to answer about them. I hate my teacher. Teacher = falling over bridge onto underpass bridge, get hit by a car and sent spiralling through the air, over the railing along the bridge, and falling down into the raging, hungry-carniverous-fish-filled river below. I hope I become a teacher someday and all my students have such colorful fantasies about me!!! Only then will I REALLY feel successful... ~SJ .off to write.

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

Ugh... I'm tired. I slept from 1 to 7:30... I stayed up until 1 talking to my best friend about the weirdest things... Woke up at 7:30 cuz of a dream... I had a dream I stole an Xbox and Ninja Gaiden from EB Games in the mall I was at yesterday... O.o I must really want Ninja Gaiden... I love that game, though... I'll need to get an Xbox... I saw this game called "Ninja Gaiden Black" at the mall yesterday... Wonder what it is... Oh well. I need to find out how much XBoxes are... the old one, not the 360... Apparently the 360 has lots of glitches... catching fire and freezing up and the like... One of my teachers said something about them catching fire... said he'd have to play his in the freezer, then. XD He's 30 and plays video games. Heh heh. I'm 15 and I don't. Mainly cuz I don't have any... I need a newer system. Such as, Xbox. Newer than what I got... I got the original playstation... and the sega Dreamcast, for which I have about three games that I like... Sonic Adventure 2, Crazy Taxi, and Dead or Alive 2... or is it 3? I dunno. But that game has Ryu Hayabusa, who is the dude in Ninja Gaiden, which is half the reason I like the game... Well, maybe only a fourth. The rest of the reason is, it's a fucking AWESOME game... and I haven't played it in like, a year and a half or more... Anyways, so, I have this paper I have to write... I'm gonna procrastinate... I don't have school tomorrow, so it's okay. The stupid essay is about "freedom" and it's due on Friday and I've had like, two weeks to do it... haven't even thought of it more than to think "Shit, I gotta do that essay..." I also have to copy my Japanese essay onto the genkiyooshi thingy, and I have to read like, 80 fucking pages of 'To Kill a Mockingbird.' Which brings to mind an amusing anecdote. My best friend's dad is a college professor (teaches anatomy or something) and he's getting new students this semester, so he made them all fill out a survey thingy about themselves, and one of the questions was like, what's your favorite book, and somebody put "How to Kill a Mockingbird." XD Somebody's either got a real sense of humor, or they're stupid. Anyways, I have three big homework assignments to evade, so I'm gonna go write my story. ^_^ ~SJ

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Friday, January 13, 2006

I have nothing of mildly entertaining proportions to busy myself with in life. It saddens my heart. My warm, strong, beating heart. My friends abuse me. My one friend who I lent a whole 6-hour tape of fullmetal alchemist to, two months ago, hasn't given it back yet, and he constantly beats me up... He almost tripped me down the stairs yesterday... He was mentally and physically abusing me in gym class today... He almost broke my elbow and my thigh is probably going to have a bruise the size of a large orange on it... Then, my other friend, he thinks just because I do something to my best friend, that means he can do it to me. He thinks I like him as much as I like my best friend. He pets me and makes sexual comments and thinks I still have some innate sexual desire for him purely because he's a sort-of attractive male human. He's wrong. I got over my huge crush on him after 8th grade, when we got married. But he doesn't understand... I want a divorce... *heavy sigh* Then there's my other friend... I told her there was nudity in one of my manga and she wanted to see it... I didn't let her... And she's disturbing with her emotionalness... and she apologizes for stuff, and says she loves me and stuff... It's bothersome and makes me angry... How dare she love me. How sickening. Me, the girl who does not emit nor recieve emotional senses. And this damn Sweet tart candy heart... it wants me to kiss it... And money doesn't have gender, so it can't breed... You can't have 99% blood alcohol level unless you basically want to BE a bottle of beer... and also be dead. Samurai Deeper Kyo is not appropriate for school, and I was reading it, and there was naked women... I had to cover them up whiel I read the other pages. After all, why would a girl read a manga with nude females in it, unless she's a lesbian? Life sucks! . .. ... .... ..... ...... I'm actually really happy right now. ...... ..... .... ... .. . But all that stuff really did happen to me. . .. ... .... ..... ...... And I really don't have anything to do... and that really is sad. ...... ..... .... ... .. . But, I have a three day weekend of doing nothing, so, party o shimasu. . .. ... .... ..... ...... ~SJ

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