Thursday, December 22, 2005

Nehhhh...

So, I want to change my layout here... As much as I like the Black & crimson, and the awesome Hiei, I have ADD and need change... So, in light of my recent obsession with Gravitation, I want to make it Gravi themed. So, I go to look for avatars... Since I like K so much, and only have one picture of him, the mission was to find more K pictures. I now have 10 more K pictures, more are on the way, and I have like, a bunch more pictures of other people.......... Anyways, so the colors I think of for Gravitation are, frighteningly, pink and yellow. Hair colors. So.... Yay for that, sort of. Any other ideas would be accepted. I hate the idea of me having pink on my site. Other than that time I did Valentine's Day... Which almost killed me... Lets see... what other news do I have... Oh yeah. THERE ARE TWO MORE ANITA BLAKE NOVELS COMING OUT NEXT YEAR! YAAAH! Those will be 13 and 14. How freaking insane is that? I'm on book 8. Holy fuh-reeking cow. Good thing I'm getting a Waldenbooks gift card for Christmas. Yeeha. Anyways, yeah. Gravitation. I bet you're getting sick of hearing about it. ~SJ

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wow

It's amazing how good I am at pissing people off. Anyways, I got my Gravitation DVD today... It was wonderful! I honestly don't really like most of their English voices... They all sound a lot the same, but Yuki's is alright. His Japanese voice is better. So is Shuichi's. ^_^ Tohma and Fujisaki have girl voices in Japanese... Their English voices are alright. I imagined Tohma's being a bit more feminine. But, it's not bad... Though, when we were watching it... Now, you all know Gravi is a romantic COMEDY, right? So, it's funny. Well, every single time we laughed, Eclipse's stupid little brother yelled, "SHUT UP!" What a little jackass. He thinks we're gonna stop laughing just because he asked us to? Ha, freaking, ha. Then he comes in and starts being a little jerk and I wanted to hurt him... I'm gonna watch it on my big TV and stuff, sometime. If I watch it in Japanese, then my mother, who doesn't pay attention to things I watch as long as she's got something to distract her, will have no idea that I'm watching a show about guys who are in love. ^_^ I have money. Only, it's in the form of gift cards. *sigh* A $25 Hot Topic card, and a $25 online thing for whatever store I choose, and I'm not sure what store I'll pick. Probably Waldenbooks/Borders. *nods* So I can buy the next Gravi and Anita Blake books. I'm listening to an amusing song... Humorous music is great. ~SJ

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

   blah and yay

Blah = The good old money complaint. I'm bored, so I go on Hot Topic and see 6 million things I want. I have no money. Also... Um... I forget. Oh yeah. I just signed on MSN and the person I want to talk to isn't on. Just about everyone ELSE is... but she isn't. *glares* Yay = I GET MY GRAVITATION TOMORROW! I'M GOING HOME WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND SHE'S GIVING ME MY GRAVI AND I SHALL HUG IT AND LOVE IT AND WATCH IT AND KILL ANYONE WHO INTRUDES! My other friend wanted to go home with Eclipse tomorrow too, and it turns out he was allowed, but neither of us want him there, so we lied. My friends have been SOOOOO annoying today and yesterday. It has made me want to hurt them repeatedly. Friend #1 is petty and has no self-esteem, and Friend #2 is an aimmature little lying jackass who thinks saying, "I love you" solves everything. It makes things WORSE! PURELY because he thinks it'll solve things. *strangles friends* Only Eclipse hasn't got on my nerves. And that's cuz she's my best friend, and has been wanting to strangle Friend #2 as well. She never has to put up with Friend #1, though. *grabs you* AND I WANT LEATHER! I have the most horrible leather fetish... Really, it's just an obsession with leather and leather lookalikes, since I can't afford leather crap, but seriously... It's not healthy. It's making me want to buy corsets and leather pants. And that's not good. Because... my mother will not approve. And we all know I give a shit. The only reason I do, though, is because I don't want to put up with her "I can't believe you spent your money on that!" and make me have second thoughts. Evil, I tell you. I want leather, dammit. ~SJ

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Monday, December 19, 2005

   COLD.

I hate the cold. It pisses me off. I shiver and have goosebumps and have to curl up and melt into myself to stay warm. I have to wear more clothes than is comfortable if I care enough to get them. I usually just sit and complain about my freezing cold condition. I'm listening to Seether... Karma and Effect, the last track on the CD... It's weird, but the guy is singing in like, German or some similar language with many "ach" sounds. Guess what I get to do in school tomorrow? Biology: paint and stuff. Gym: Dodgeball FLIC: Watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. YAY! Japanese: Nothing Lunch: Eat food. World Cultures: Watch Nightmare before Christmas. Math: Watch a movie and eat cookies and popcorn. Creative Writing: Watch a movie and do a "character analysis". Hahaha. How do you analyze the Grinch? It's Jim Carrey. English: work on the packet I'm done with already. So, nothing. Sounds like a productive waste of six or eight hours of my life, no? ~SJ

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

*sob*

Myotaku is taunting me. Every time I go to my own page (this page) to check if I have comments and junk, there's a Gravitation banner at the top of the page. I know it's cuz I talk about Gravi so much that the little advertisement thingy picks up on it and shows ads, but it's still horribly tauntiful. Have I ever been a good influence on any of you? Please say I have. I have to write a two page paper about how I've been a good influence on somebody. I don't think I ever have been. So, if I have ever influenced you positively, tell me how, so I can write a paper about it. I'm allowed to write about anyone. So, some semi-stranger from the internet works too. I CAN'T THINK OF HOW I'VE POSITIVELY INFLUENCED ANYONE IN MY LIFE! Like, have I ever influenced you to... um, I dunno, try writing a story, then you realized you loved to write and went on and plan to become an author or something? *pulls hair* I hate my English teacher. This is the second stupid paper of the year. Considering how it's the second paper of the year period, that tells you something. She has a 2 for 2 average in the stupid essay department. And also, we had to make stupid projects... English has replaced Art as my most hated class this year. It's so retarded. INFLUENCE! I SEND MY INFLUENCE TOWARDS YOU! I INFLUENCE THEE WITH MY... INFLUENTIAL VIBES! *spirit fingers* ~SJ

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Friday, December 16, 2005

Ugh.

My life is fucked up. On that note, I hate Ronald MacDonald. On that note, I hate this fat ugly red-haired girl in my school. She called me a dyke in the hallway the other day, and today at lunch she flung something at me, and it hit me in the face. I would have loved to just have got up and walked over there and stomped on her fat, ugly face. I hate stupid people. How can somebody so fat and stupid think lowly of me? Do they not realize they weigh at least 80 pounds more than me, and the only reason they could possibly ever get a boyfriend is because there are more stupid, ugly, skanky, low-life, drug addicted, sex-seeking guys in this town than intelligent good-looking ones who have respect for and some manner of taste in females? How can somebody call me a dyke? I just don't get it. I am capable of having and keeping a very good friend, and somehow that automatically says that I'm fucking her? I guess, I mean, I'm so ugly and all, that the only way anyone would want to be around me is if I'm fucking them. Ha. I hate stupid fat ugly people who fling things at me at lunch. And the REALLY funny thing about it is, she threw it, and her younger, equally fat sister stared straight at me to see my reaction. What a fucking moron. And my neighbor kid was looking at me to. I glared at him at first, and he pointed at the fat chick. I didn't think he'd fling things at me, but it had come from that direction. I didn't even bother looking at the fat chick. She doesn't deserve my gaze to land upon her fat ugliness. I'm too good for that. She's too shitty for that. God I'm a condescending bitch. Oh well. She's fat and ugly. Would you expect me to be nice to some fat ugly chick who throws things at me and calls me a dyke? I mean, everyone in my grade got over making fun of me when it stopped working. In 7th grade these nasty little skanks made fun of me to my face. It stopped bothering me, so they stopped. Not bad. But that fat chick, she doesn't even KNOW me. I mean, she rode my bus when I was in ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. Wtf. She doesn't even know me. Ugly whore. On a nicer, friendlier, and more happy note, we had 13 minutes to make up a villain in creative writing today, and Eclipse and I were partners, and we made up this awesome dude, and then our teacher had everyone vote for their favorite in the class, and we won. YAY. Of course we won. Everyone else's wasn't as villainous. I could type up the profile we made, but I'm too lazy. And his name was Kuroshi, which is Japanese for "black death". How cool is that. But he was only 23 years old... had a sawed off shotgun and various deadly weapons... sword, uzi... Yay. He wore dark sunglasses and leather and stuff. It was fun to create him. YAY CREATION. It's so fun to create characters to manipulate as you please. How can anyone not like to write? I should create a fat ugly redheaded character and kill her. I think I will. In my current story, there should be a fat ugly redheaded antagonist bitch in the school they're going to, and she should die. By having something pelted at her in the lunch room. Like a mashed potatoes, or a fork, or a harpoon. How awesome is that. Pretty freaking awesome. Anyways, I'm gonna go now. My mother's watching Pirates of the Caribbean. Damn her. I wanna watch, but I have stuff to do. I'll just watching Capt. Jack's entrance, and his swan dive. Btw, there's a trailer for POTC2 out. Who's seen it? It's before the Chronicles of Narnia movie... I first saw it on yahoo.com... YAY POTC2! It looks so fucking great. I can't wait. If there's a midnight showing, I'm gonna be at it. Me and my two POTC-obsessed friends. I LOVE POTC! ~SJ

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

   Yay stuff.

Okay, so, Eclipse's little brother is having his birthday party on Saturday. At lunch today, she turns to me and goes, "Hey, what should my brother and his little friends do at his party?" I'm like, "Why are you asking me?" and she's like, "'Cause I don't know, and he doesn't know, and my mom doesn't know, so..." and I tell her, "From experience, I can tell you, at parties, if there's a plan, you rarely stick to it." But I'm gonna go to her house, and I will probably be brutally molested by a bunch of 12-year-olds. Fun. I had to create a character in creative writing. I started out with this quiet, leather-clad rockstar guitar player in mind, but the paper I was filling out said "don't think about the answers" and had questions like "What kind of family did they have?" "where do they live?" "where were they born?" and all kinds of weird things... I went from thinking of a rockstar to letting myself create this dude who is a laid-back pessimist, he lives in a cheap, crummy apartment in a bad part of Chicago, his hobbies and interests include weightlifting, fighting, drugs (not necessarily doing them, perhaps dealing them...), weapons, and music... He has a friend who deals drugs and is a snivelly little coward, so this guy employs my character as a sort of bodyguard... Then he also has a friend who is a rich girl from the city from a rich family and stuff. Anyways, so, he basically went from rockstar to alley trash. But, he needs name. Rather, a nickname. His family was religiously fanatical, so they named him Jehovah. But he needs a better name. Any suggestions? ~SJ

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Monday, December 12, 2005

Let's see what you really think of me... scallywags.

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

HATE HATE HATE. RAGE DETEST DISPISE.

I hate Christmas. And money, and feeling obligated to buy things, and being nice. I hate being nice. I had $100. I spent perhaps $30 of it on me. The rest on other people. But worst of it, I spent nearly $50 on my best friend. She spent like, $30 on me. I'm not getting her anything much for her birthday in February cuz I spent a fucking shitload of money on her. And the sad thing is, I kept seeing things in stores in the mall yesterday and thinking, "She'd like that." If I had a lot of money I'd buy her a lot of stuff. As it is, I spent most of my money on her... I spent nothing on my parents and $2 on my sister. My sister's getting something else when I get more money, I'll get my mother something, and maybe if I get more money before Christmas I'll get my dad something.... Bad thing is, he gave me the hundred dollars and I didn't spend any of it on him. I feel bad. I shouldn't. I'm not supposed to care. It's not in my nature to give a shit. But the thing is, I had money, and I spent it on people. That's the bad thing. Last year, I don't think I had money, so I couldn't feel bad about not buying people things. This year, I had money, and spent half of it on one person. I am seriously not getting her much (if anything) for her birthday. She can complain all she wants, I'll bitch at her. I'm very good at bitching. See, I'm doing it right now. I hate Christmas. I hate not having money. I hate just about everything. I hate humanity. It sucks. I want to isolate myself. I'll live in a cave in a forest in some other country. I'll move to Japan. They're computer geniuses. They'd probably know I was living in the cave and find a way to spy on me if they felt the need. And that would suck. *deep breaths* I'll get more money for Christmas. Nobody knows what to get me. I'll get money. *deep, calming breaths* AND I'LL SPEND IT ALL ON MYSELF, DAMMIT! ME, ME, ME! DAMN THIS CHRISTMAS SPIRIT SHIT! DAMN COCACOLA'S 'GIVE. LIVE. LOVE.' CHRISTMAS LOGO THING! Though they do have adorable commercials. DAMN ADORABLE COMMERCIALS! DAMN THEM! I need a relaxer. When I get my moolah for Christmas, I'm gonna curl up around it and hug it and never spend it, until I go to Hot Topic and find out if they have my trenchcoat that I want. If they don't... I'll spend as sparsely as I can. I hate not having money. No, I don't get allowance. No, I don't have a job. No, I can't bum money off my parents. I just have to sit around and wait until somebody feels hospitable. Or until x-mas and my birthday. I hate it. ~SJ

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Thursday, December 8, 2005

Christmas is coming, I plan on getting fat...... Not really.... I think there's a song that says "Christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat"... I don't eat gooses, but I plan on eating a lot of whatever the hell there is available, so... voila. Shadowisms. I hope I get out of school tomorrow. I need SLEEP! I need more free time to sleep. All my free time is booked up with writing, reading, listening to music, emails, eating... school... eating school... But not sleep. Anything but sleep. Sleep is necessary and highly enjoyable, but if I go to bed before 11:30 I lay there thinking, "I could be doing this or this or this right now..." I have to order a Sesshoumaru plushie off Hot Topic for my best friend, and I have to figure out which of my CDs I'm gonna burn for her....... *heavy sigh* Lunasea, and there's a few other songs I want to put on a CD for her... Mostly random ones that are perty coolio. Gravitation in less than two weeks. I want Gravitation. I want to know what Yuki's voice sounds like. I want to see how it works that Shuichi has pink hair, looks like a girl, acts like a crybaby, but has a man's voice. I know the anime is gonna be a lot different than the manga, and I probably won't like it as much (I always like the one that I run into first more than the second. So reason shows that I'll like the manga more than the anime, whereas with YYH and such, the anime is better). I have to finish my Japanese midterm tomorrow. I don't want to. There's all kinds of weird questions and shit... Like, 'what kind of school is your school'... I'm putting 'my school is small and dirty'. HAHA. And, 'what kind of rules does your school have' and 'what Japanese words do you especially like' and 'what do you want to be in the future' and 'what kind of person do you want to marry?' I have like, six hundred adjectives for the kind of person I want to marry... But so that I don't look picky, I'm just gonna put something like, smart and funny... atama ga yokute hen na hito... I don't remember the word for funny... So that there is 'smart and odd person'. ^_^ Yay for smart weird people. Well, I've got dinner to eat, characters to create (homework for creative writing. create a character. Wow. For me, it's more like, pluck one random dude out of your head and define him, because he's already created in very basic perameters)... stuff to see and people to do..... something like that...... Ja mata........ ~SJ SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

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