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Monday, November 21, 2005
SKULL SOCKSSSSSS!
Man, right around math class today, around 1:00, I was hit with, KaBOOM! "THIS DAY HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR THREE DAYS! GAH! MAKE IT STOP!" As I said to my friend after that class, "TODAY HAS BEEN THREE DAYS LONG AND THE NEXT DAY AND HALF WILL BE THREE WEEKS!!!" Mark my words. Then, Thanksgiving break will be about three hours. Also, I have three tests tomorrow. Math, biology (gonna fail both! yay!), and gym... volleyball. It'll be like, a ten question multiple choice test. What a joke.
I can't wait for Thanksgiving. I'm gonna make up for my sparse eating over the past two and half months, all in one meal. I'll eat a whole turkey. I'll eat as much as my stomach will hold, and then some. I WANT TURKEYYYY! TURRRR-KEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYY, NOWWWWWWWWW!!! With gravy... drowned in gravy... oh so much gravy, sweet, sweet gravy... and Mashed potatoes, even though I don't like them, they're good when you put enough GRAVY on them... and oohhh... green beans with bacon bits... rolls... hot, with melty butter...
Okay. This is where I am thwapped upside the head with a rubber chicken, and my foodly fantasies come to an end. All too soon. A premature death. I didn't even get to eat the food, dammit.
~SJ
Happy early Thanksgiving. You'll get stories of, "I ATE THE WHOLE TURKEY!" on Thursday night/ Friday. |
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
skull socks
Shadow saw Harry Potter last night. Yay! The dragon... awesome. But halfway through the movie I got an Orange Range song stuck in my head... it proceeded to stay stuck in my head until I got home and listened to the song. Most infuriating. I was tapping my foot to the song randomly throughout the last half of the movie, from when Harry was in the lake 'til the end. It was funny.
I have a biology test Tuesday... I'm gonna get a 50 on it. YAY! There's this chart we have to fill out, and it's worth 30 points. He told us what it was, and we had to do it in class for practice. He said to try to do it without looking up any of the answers. There were twenty boxes. I filled in two without my answer sheets. (I told him, and I don't think he was too happy... I think he thinks I'm smart. Watch me get a hundred).
Lets see what else.
I got the next three Anita Blake novels yesterday as well. I've read 94 pages of the first one already... I was aiming for 100, but page 100 was in the middle of a chapter. I can't stop in the middle of a chapter until I'm in school and am forced to. (I don't read much in school for that reason).
Incidentally, I also have a math test on Tuesday and Wednesday that I am going to flunk. I got a 60% on my last quiz, did I tell you that? God knows what my average is right now... But it's still an A, since I had a 105 in the class before that little mistake. The bad thing is, I got my quiz back on Friday and realized that half the things I did were stupid mistakes. I probably could have got a 75 if it hadn't been for dumb mistakes... :P Maybe if I'd paid attention in class and made a slight attempt at getting right answers on my homework, I would have been better off. Then again, probably not. We're doing scale changes, and I didn't realize that to switch it from S(x,y) = (3x, 1/4y) into the equation, you take the opposites of them. So it'd be like, y = x^2 under the scale change shown above is 4y = 1/3x^2. Or, simplified, y = (1/3x^2)/4. I think. I'll let you know what I got when I find out. After Thanksgiving break. When I've forgotten that I said I'd tell you what I got.
I have all kinds of art requests and ideas piling up in the dusty corners of my mind, but dust accumulates real fast in there, and they keep getting buried and forgotten... And expecially now that I have my Anita Blake books.......... *sigh* Oh, the toils of my life.
Well, I'm off to read hColleen's story... So, I'll talk to you all later, cha.
~SJ~ |
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
SUCK
Guys, this week has been the suckiest week of the school year yet... God... I have not wanted to get up all week, I've thought every day this week was Friday (even Monday), my alarm hasn't woke me up sufficiently enough to get me out of bed. It's gone like this all week:
6:30 - BEEP, BEEP, BEEP-- *hits alarm, falls asleep*
6:39 - BEEP, BEE-- *Shadow hits alarm, falls asleep*
6:48 - BEEP, BEEP-- *Shadow hits alarm, falls asleep*
6:55 - Mother comes into room: "Are you up?!" "NO!" *proceeds to get ready in 15 minutes and listen to music until 7:20, giving myself 5 minutes to get downstairs, fuss over the dogs (takes more time than anything else, they're always so happy to see me in the morning), eat breakfast, drink something, get a lunch together, and get out the door.* I've been arriving at the bus stop the same time as the bus all week.
But tomorrow's Friday... Sweet, sweet Friday... I lathe you in candy and kisses, O Great Friday, last day of the school and work week... For you are my savior from what has become Hell... Ode to Friday: O, Friday, Friday; How I love thee; You are the end of Hell; I'm finally set free...
Woohoo! Poetry off the top of my head! I HATE WRITING POETRY! BURN IT!
Except, actually, writing crappy odes to stupid things like Friday and Goose Poop is kinda fun...
Let'see what classes can I sleep through tomorrow? Biology, Flic, Japanese, World Cultures, Math, Creative writing, English. Oh wait! that's all of them except lunch and phys ed! (It's really hard to sleep in gym class when volleyballs are flying around and I'm standing up... That should be my goal. Before the end of high school, I resolve that I shall sleep in gym class)
So... I'm tired. That's all I'm really trying to say. And I am SOOOOOO happy tomorrow is Friday. Harry Potter comes out, but I'm not gonna see it opening weekend, probably... I hate packed theatres... Last time I was in one was for Madagascar. Tons of little children, and some wouldn't shut up, and there was this perpetual quiet hum of noise: Breathing, shifting in seats, chewing, drinking, crinkling bags..... Urrrrrrrrgh... Death just waiting to happen.
Shit, it's 10:40... I thought it was earlier than that. I thought I still had like, 45 minutes to work on my story, instead of 20... Damn. I can't write shit in 20 minutes...
TGTF (thank god tomorrow's Friday)...
~SJ |
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I'm mad! I got Japanese font, but I just tried it on here, and it wouldn't show it. *glares evilly* |
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Monday, November 14, 2005
I posted another pic... This one actually has Eclipse in it. This is only, like, the third or fourth time I've drawn her. :P
Anyways, please VOTE on this art... and the other ones... I got people saying, "I looked at it!" but I still have zero votes...
I started it in biology 1st period, worked on it 2nd period in gym, then again in math 8th period, and pretty much finished it 9th period in creative writing...
Now, I must go eat dinner or I'd ramble again... But I shan't ramble now... I have chili to eat (why is it "chilly" if it's supposed to be hot?)
~SJ |
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
School sucks and I don't want to go tomorrow. *heavy sigh* I have a math quiz and I worked ahead so far that I don't have anything due in that class until the 22nd... I wish I could do that in other classes, but nooooo, see, other classes don't follow a schedule of "we'll do lesson 3-1 today, 3-2 tomorrow, 3-3 the day after that..." Nope... Other classes are like, "Well, we might do this today, and we may have homework..." I hate that. I like my math class. I always know what we're doing next. I've been working on homework during class since the third day of school this year. So in other words, even though homework is assigned every day, it's a very rare occasion that I actually have homework in math. ^_^ I'm just good like that. That's what I did last year, too... Always worked on homework during class. Ooooh, and unless Pre-Calculus is extremely difficult next year, that's what I'll do next year, too! And my Senior year, if I'm actually stupid enough to take Calculus, uhhh... That's a big IF. I don't think anything I'll do in my life will have anything to do with calculus, being as how I want to be an author... and I want to study Japanese and perhaps teach it. You don't need to know Calculus to know how to say Anata wa baka no hito desu yo. Nihongo wa yasashikute tanoshikute chotto tsumaranai... tokidoki... Nihongo no ongaku o kiku wa tanoshi desu... Anata o kiku wa tsumaranai desu... :P
XD I love knowing languages most people don't speak... Want a translation? :P Ask nicely... Man, if I downloaded this Japanese text thing, I could have written it in Japanese... I dunno if myotaku supports other languages like that, though... I know you have to have Japanese text support to see it, though...
Anyways, this post was not originally intended to rave about school... I did get forty bucks for my report card, though... How sweet is that? $25 from my dad, $15 from my grandma... Now I can buy more Anita Blake novels... I just need transportation to a book store... How many seven or eight dollar books can I buy for forty dollars? Five? Sweet... I need Gravitation, though, too... Oh yeah, while on the subject of my report card, I got three A's, the rest were A+... Not to gloat.
Anyways, I think maybe I'll work on my story. I'm a little too worked up right now (for unknown reasons) to really concentrate on thinking up what could happen next in my story... *shrug* Though, an idea just floated into my mind via an image... I'sall good (it is all good... 'sall, i'sall... 'sall the same to me).
Incidentally.
Anata wa baka no hito desu yo.
You are a stupid person.
Nihongo wa yasashikute tanoshikute chotto tsumaranai... tokidoki...
Japanese is easy, fun, and a little boring... sometimes...
Nihongo no ongaku o kiku wa tanoshi desu...
Listening to Japanese music is fun...
Anata o kiku wa tsumaranai desu... :P
Listening to you is boring... :P
If I'd been paying attention to the class I watched online last night, I would be able to say "I hate you"... I have the basic sentence in my notebook, I'd just need to substitute in "you" instead of "homework"... I have "I hate homework" as my example... And actually... my homework was to write what I like (listening to music), what I hate (doing homework), and what my hobby is (drawing pictures)...
I think that's shumi wa e o kaku no suki desu. maybe. I don't remember.
I didn't watch Inuyasha last night... taped it... haven't watched it yet... Kagome loves Inuyasha, that's all I know... Yay for love... actually, boo for love. I about gagged... I saw the very end of the episode...
Well, I think I'll go write now. YAY. Go write right now.
Hiei wa kago no naka ni imasu, by the way.
I'm just kidding, but I love that sentence... Maybe, watashi wa kago no naka ni imasu? *shakes head* Watashi wa conpuuda no mae ni imasu... :P Maybe watashi wa conpuuda no mae ni SUNDE imasu... XD That one makes some sense...
NOW I'll leave.
Ima Shadow-san wa ikimasu.
~SJ
The King has left the building.
I'm back up to my previous rank. Still a man, though. |
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Friday, November 11, 2005
I just read the last post I wrote... Hm. You people might think I'm a little odd now. Oh well.
I posted two new fanart. Shadow. No blood, no nudity, no sex. They're rated PG. Porno Graphic. Hahaha! That's funny! I just thought of that, PG could stand for PornoGraphic if you wanted it to... But I meant it in the 'parental guidance' manner... If you're like, under ten years old and have never seen a girl in anything less than jeans and a t-shirt, the newly posted fanart may have some negative effect on you. Otherwise, you're safe. She's just showing a little leg.
Anyways, I think I may have had that dream last night, about the guy drenched in blood. Unfortunately, I have no vivid images. It was just a feeling I had when I woke up, and fuzzy memories that weren't the same as the image I've had in my mind since I read that part of the book... Darn.
Now, to clear it up, that last post was kind of like "This is your mind. This is your mind on drugs." Only, it was that my dark muse (aka Karasu) had been... erm, excited... by the violence in the book I'd just read, and was kindly implanting blood and gore into my mind. It's all good. I just felt the need to post again, to ease your uneasy minds... though I think only two people read it...
I cussed in front of my mother today. She didn't get mad. I said "What the hell is that?!" Then I burst out laughing hysterically... She was just like, "That proves it. That proves that you cuss. I wonder what else you've been lying about." Ah well. So maybe she'll go through the computer and find out that I draw yaoi and read yaoi and write R-rated fics and stuff... Oh well. Life goes on. I said that to her, too. While laughing hysterically. She was all appalled that I cuss or whatever, and I'm just like, "Life goes on!" and made a hasty retreat... But couldn't use the excuse 'I didn't hear you' when she said, "I bet that's not the only word you say!" and I didn't reply... She goes, "No comment, that's what I thought..." I got into my room and laughed even harder.
~SJ
The Master has left the building (I went down in rank, it appears... King to Master... Read the last post... And why the hell am I male?! Goddammit, Karasu!) |
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
skiewl sokz
neeeeehhhhrrrrrrrrrrr..........
I finished my book. It was exciting. It got me so worked up I was yelling at it. Yes. Apparently I yell at books the same way I yell at video games and TV shows. I don't think I've ever done that before, and it was more directed at the author, but y'know. Whatever fries yer egg.
Anyways, so now I need to get to Waldenbooks and get the next books in the series... I'm not sure what they are, I just know that any money I get in the next few months will be put towards Gravitation (three left!!!) and Anita Blake novels (eight or so left, I think)...
Ooh, and there were wolves! In my book. There were wolves. I was happy. And unlike most of everything else, I don't think they died. I think they just kinda sat there, or vanished. Ah, well...
Hey, is it extremely odd that I have such a vivd imagination that, having read enough books and fanfics describing blood, and have a small amount of experiences dealing with blood, I pretty much know it. What it tastes like, feels like, what large amounts of it look like... and, putting these together, I can visualize very vivdly what it would feel like to touch a man's chest through a silk shirt stuck to him drenched in blood. ...Odd thing to be thinking of, I know, but I have this hot image in my mind and I hope I dream about it... Granted, a hot guy soaked in the blood of something he just murdered isn't technically what would be qualified as a sane dream... For all I know, in my twisted mind, the hot guy will turn around and add my blood to his already-drenched skin and clothing... But hey. Then I guess it'd be a nightmare, and I'd wake up, hopefully without some psycho hovering over my bed with a knife. It's all good.
....Just what you wanted to know. That I have images of sexy men in sexy clothes drenched in blood, and am extremely attracted to that. Yay blood. I think I need to be sedated...
yay sedatives!
I'm leaving now.
~SJ
The King has left the building. |
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Tuesday, November 8, 2005
Skool sooccccks
I stayed home from skool today, and read a book. I didn't sleep, no, I didn't do homework or play video games or watch movies. I laid in bed the entire day and read the second Anita Blake novel ("The Laughing Corpse"). Awesome book. I'd read about 80 pages out of 291 before today... so I read about 211 pages today... The only times I got up were to get food, go to the bathroom, and change my CDs in my stereo. Yes, different music is vital to my survival.
Now, I have the third book and will read it by Friday, but I'm totally broke. Any money I have is in change. I have to wait until generous family members want to donate to the 'broke teenager' fund... then I can go buy the next Anita Blake and Gravitation books... I only have 3 Gravitation left, as opposed to like, eight Anita Blake... I think there's 11 altogether... I could be wrong. But they average at $7.50, whereas Gravi is $10. Oh well. Neither is too terribly expensive. Gimme twenty bucks and I can indulge both obsessions, manga and vamps. Anita Blake reminds me of me. The books are told from first person, so you get all her thoughts and sarcasm... It's great... It's like... if I was a corpse-raising vampire executor, I'd be like her. :P Only I'm five-nine and she's five-three... 'sall good.
Now. I have a biology quiz and a world cultures test to fail tomorrow, as well as some other unimportant shit that's probably got some minor importance to my life now but won't matter when I'm twenty-five... I think I failed a pronoun test yesterday... But hey, oh well. Who needs to know about pronouns? While I was reading today, a couple times I caught myself noticing the word "whom" and trying to figure out how it was used to see if I actually know how to use it... which I don't... "who" and "whom" are the pronouns that confused the most shit out of me... all of them confused the shit out of me, but hey, what does it matter. English is English is English. 'sall stupid, so y'know, oh well.
Anyways, I have to go to school tomorrow cuz of my tests that I gotta fail, so yippee-yai-yoh.
~SJ |
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Sunday, November 6, 2005
Skoool sukz
I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I got the next two books in the Anita Blake series and I want to stay home and read all day, but nooooooo, I have to go to skool... damn school.
I actually find a book that I want to read, and school, with all its pushing of education, is what makes me unable to read it.
I spent yesterday and the majority of today at my best friend's house, even though I was sick... I woke up with a cat on my ass this morning... I don't know why the cat felt the need to stand on my ass... Maybe she slept there the whole night and I didn't know it. But she woke me up at 7:45. I was like, "What the hellllll... Dumb cat..." She walked up my back and stepped off my shoulder, then went under Eclipse's bed (I sleep on a mattress on the floor). So, about an hour later, I beat Eclipse with my stuffed fox until she woke up...
I spent two hours writing an essay in Japanese today. It sucked. I had to type up an English script of what I said, too, and it was really short... I filled a page and five lines of a genkouyoushi, but it only filled about half a page in English in bold font... granted, the font may have been bold, but it was smaller than my Japanese handwriting...
Lol... So, just after I called my mother to tell her to come get me, Eclipse said something about me needing Gravitation, and I was like, "I ~WANT~ it, but I don't ~NEED~ it." and she goes, "Before too long, it'll be you NEED Gravitation." She's getting me the first Gravitation DVD for Christmas and for the past two weeks I've said "...I want Gravitation..." at least five times a day. So, I'm like, "Yeah... I'll be like, grabbing your shoulders and screaming, 'I NEED GRAVITATION! GRA-VI-TA-TION!!! GIVE ME GRA-VI-TA-TION!!! YAAAAAAA!!!'" And she's laughing and says, "Yeah, like the Incredible Hulk." and I go, "Yeah, I'll go all green... 'GRA-VI-TA-TION!!!!!!!! GIVE IT TO MEEEE!!!'"
At this point, Eclipse's little 11-year-old brother comes upstairs and he's like, "What is going on up here? We can hear you guys clear downstairs." (Not a big deal... Her room is at the top of the stairs and the door was open and there's a vent in her room that leads straight to the basement... and I was screaming loudly in an unusually deep voice). We just laughed at him. It was fun. I really will be like that. It'll be like, for weeks before I get my DVD, I'll grab Eclipse by the shoulders every day and go, "Do you have it? Do you have it?" and when she says no, I'll walk away twitching like a druggie without her drugs, muttering, "G-g-g-ra-a-a-aviiii..." *twitch*
It'll be fun.
~SJ~ |
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